Jay's point of view
The moment I woke up in the morning, I went straight into the shower, then brushed my teeth, took my uniforms in my hand, but before leaving I looked at them and then went in front of the mirror and said "if they reach your emotions, you will die", I murmured "it may seem ridiculous to you but it means a lot to me". Then I put on my uniforms properly, looked in the mirror again but I didn't like this because if I go back to the old days everything could be like before, my middle school years were definitely awful, there is no need for that. I unbuttoned one button of my shirt, left my tie loose, shortened my skirt way too much and this is definitely forbidden, I wore my burgundy high-heeled leather shoes and the matching burgundy jacket, now I was ready, at least ready to come against everyone, just when I was about to go downstairs for the last time I said to myself "control your emotions so that everything doesn't get ruined" and with an emotionless face to hide my expression I went downstairs, the first person I saw was Aires.
"You can't go to school like this… it's forbidden" he said but I kept walking and
"Rules are made to be broken if I didn't write them"
It was very obvious that Aries was angry but he didn't say anything at all, he just continued eating, Aunt Gema put her hand on my shoulder saying "Good morning" and I replied to her
Angelo told me I would go to Class E, Aries said "where else could she go anyway, even letting her into the school is wrong" Gema and Angelo said "Aries" at the same time but the warning in their voices affected Aries
When I finished my breakfast I stood up, thanked them with a nod of my head and jumped on my motorcycle, the skirt bothered me a bit but this was mandatory "I shouldn't let myself be crushed, weakness means losing" I said and hit the road. When I arrived at school many faces turned to me, they were whispering, this shouldn't matter to me otherwise they would draw my character so I came with indifference. When I reached the classroom the lesson had already started, just as I was about to sit in my place Sir Alvin stopped me
"You must be the new transfer student, would you introduce yourself"
I nodded in approval then "I am Jasper Jean Fernandes Mariano, you can call me Jay briefly, also there is no one here I'm trying to be friends with, don't try to approach me in vain". As soon as my words finished the guy sitting in the very back center stood up "Sir, you must be kidding us, she is a girl and this place is not suitable for her" he said "where did you get the idea that this place is not suitable for me, I like chaos" I replied "What chaos, if you want cleaning so much you can start as a cleaner in our class but never as a student" he said, he had really irritated me, I involuntarily showed some of it, not all but a part "Oh is that so, cleaning your filth is harder than finding a needle in a haystack but why would I care about that, cleaning the class of people who can't even clean their own mess, I don't have that character anyway, besides you are too late, my registration is completed" Just as Keifer opened his mouth Sir Alvin stopped him "President, if you have nothing else to say you may sit down." I walked towards the desks, I was going to sit in the front row when someone put their bag there, murmurs rose in the class but I took the bag and threw it to the opposite side then sat in my place, the whole class went silent. Ci-n stood up, took his bag, then the lesson started, during the lesson something came to my hair, I looked, it was a piece of paper, actually it was very disgusting and annoying but I couldn't say anything otherwise just like before they would mock me saying crybaby and continue until they got bored, even if I left school I was sure they would keep mocking, at least that's how it used to be. I took the paper, stood up and just put it back on Keifer's desk. I had clenched my fists, I was very angry but I couldn't show it here, as soon as the bell rang I went to the bathroom.
I looked in the mirror and started washing my hands, there was no reason, just from anger, so hard that I accidentally scratched myself, only a tiny moan came out then I started shouting at the mirror "Jay pull yourself together… you must control your nerves…. And …. your emotions too…. remember the old days… but…. not enough to feel sad… and…. what you did in high school…. never… but… never do it again" At that moment someone came out of the bathroom, it was Ci-n "what are you talking about" then he looked around "who's there, who are you talking to" he said. "Nothing just.. uh.. just like that" I said, his eyes slid to my hands "what happened" he said "huh… nothing just a mistake" was all I could say, it was very hard to hide the tension in my voice, ah I had to "are you sure it seems like you—" I couldn't let him finish, I couldn't control my emotions "I'm telling you it's nothing don't you understand idiot" I shouted, it happened unintentionally but it was too late for everything, David and Felix came inside, I got very tense, I pushed them aside and walked away with loud and heavy steps
KEIFER'S POINT OF VIEW
A girl definitely shouldn't come to our class, she should go, anyway she will probably not be able to endure it after a while but how much, suddenly it appeared in my mind
The same burgundy jacket as mine
Loose tie
Unbuttoned shirt
Short skirt that the administration would get angry about
It wouldn't leave my mind, I definitely wasn't affected I'm not affected but her attitude definitely left me in astonishment, when David approached me I shook my head as if throwing the thoughts out of my mind, he wanted to talk to me