Jaisa ki pahle part mein Swami Vivekanand ji ke pita ji Ne unhen sanyas lene ke liye aur unke Man ki karne ke liye unhen ardh-swakriti de di thi . yadipi Anya parijano aur mitron ke madhyam se Narendra ko samjhane ke prayas unhone fir bhi kiye . Charon or Se dabav padane Laga to Narendra nath ki mansik Shanti bhi bhang Ho Gai thi .
Swami Vivekanand ji ke ek doctor Mitra Ramchandra Datt Ramkrishna paramhans ke shishya the . Unhone Narendra nath ki mansik sthiti ko bhap liya aur unhen yaha Salah Di Narendra-yadi tumhen Shanti chahie to dakshineshwar chale jao . Tumhen Satya ki Khoj karni hai to uske liye madhyam ki jarurat hogi vah tumhen dakshineshwar me hi prapt hoga .
Narendra ko is baat se kuchh Shanti to Mili lekin vah is baat se ashvast nahin the ki sadharan sant Sach ki Khoj ka madhyam Ban sakta hai ,fir bhi unhone daksheshwar jaane ka nirnay liya . Ek din kuchh mitron ke sath ve vahan ja pahunche . Use samay Ramkrishna paramhans kuchh shishyon ke sath charcha mein vyast the .
Jab unhone Narendra nath Ko dekha to prasannta se unke netra chamak Uthe aur bade Prem se unhone Narendra ko apne pass bithakar unse baten ki .
Swami Vivekanand ji bahut surprise thi, ki vah Sanyasi kyon unse is prakar baten kar raha tha ,jaise varshon se unhen jaanta ho . lekin abhi to ashcharya aur bhi hone the .
Jab Ramkrishna unhen Ekant mein Le Gaye to unka hath pakad kar bhav- bihor hokar kahane Lage -"Tum itne Dinon bad kyon Aaye? Main tumhare aane ki Pratiksha kar raha tha . Yah bheed Jo tum dekh rahe ho, inse baatein karte - karte main ub gaya hoon. Inki baton mein Koi tatv nahin Hai . Abhi tumse baten karke mere Man Ko avashya Shanti milegi . Tum meri santapt hriday per Varsha ki budo ke Saman giro ."
Swami Vivekanand ji use time per bahut surprise the . Sant ke netron se nirantar Ashu gir rahe the , jinki shitlata unhen aur bhi chakit kar rahi thi . Ramkrishna ji Narendra se kahane Lage -" Tum nahin jante ki tum kaun ho ? Main jaanta Hoon . Tum sapt Rishi Mandal ke Rishi Ho . Is sansar ko alokit karne Wale Surya Ho . Tum hi vah nar rupi Narayan Ho , Jo jeev - Kalyan ke liye avtarit hue Ho ."
Narendra atyadhik vyavharik the . kisi baat per aasani se Vishwas kar lena unka swabhav nahin tha . Unhen Ramkrishna ki baton mein bnavat aur atishyokti ke atirikt kuchh nahin Laga Unhen pratit hua ki yah aadami pagal Hai, jo aisi vaisi pair ki baten Kar Raha Hai parantu unhen tab aur bhi chakit ho jana pada , jab unhone logon ki bich Ram Krishna paramhans Ko sahaj vartalap karte dekha . Ab vah pagalpan kahan chala gaya ? Yah to pakhand jaisa vyavhar tha , lekin unki baton mein Jo ghurta Thi, Jo prabhav tha , use bhi nakara nahin Ja Sakta .
Kafi samay Tak Narendra nirvikar , niraash aur nishprayojan bhatkate Rahe , lekin Man ka vichalan to tikne nahin deta tha . Antatah ek nirnayak prashn lekar Narendra fir se dakshineshwar pahunch gaye . kafi Dinon ke bad unhen vahan dekhkar sabhi bade prasann hue Ramkrishna paramhans ji ke netron mein Anurag baras pada tha .
Swami Vivekanand ji ki netron mein prashn ki Chhaya Thi aur nirasha purn dridhata se unka mukhya chamak raha tha . Ab Narendra ne prashn kiya - " Maharaj , kya aapane Ishwar ke darshan kiye Hain ?" Ramkrishna Ne abhilamb saant bhav se Uttar Diya -" Maine Ishwar ke darshan kiye Hain . Theek usi prakar jis prakar mein tumhen dekh raha hun . Kya tum bhi Ishwar ki aise hi Darshan karna chahoge . Ya asambhav ya impossible nahin Hai . Kathin avashya Hai , parantu asambhav nahin Hai ! iske liye tumhen kuchh niyamon ka palan karna hoga ."
Ramkrishna ke shabdon se Narendra ki ati vyakul Man Ko thodi Rahat avashya Mili , kyunki jis dridhata aur Vishwas se Ramkrishna Ne Ishwar se sashatkar ki baat Kahi Thi , aisi dridhata se aaj tak Kisi vidwan Ne nahin Kahi Thi , parantu fir bhi Narendra abhi tak Ramkrishna paramhans ko Guru ke roop mein swikar nahin kar Saki the .
Ek din Narendra kuchh mah ke bad dakshineshwar pahunche to paramhans bhav - vibhor hokar unse lipat gaye aur unhen Ekant mein le jakar takhta per apne pass bitha liya . Achanak hi unke right pair se Narendra ka sparsh Kiya . Achanak Jaise ulka paat hua .Narendra ke Manav mastishk mein hajaron ul ka pind Tej Prakash ke sath tut -Tut kar bikhar rahe the . Aankhen khuli thi aur jo ghatit ho raha tha vah dikh raha tha, vah dikh raha tha . Deeware , darvaje jaise anuon mein Badal kar bilin ho rahe the . Ek mahasunya pragat ho gaya tha jismein sab samaya ja raha tha . Swayam Narendra bhi khud ko karo mein badalta mahsus kar rahe the . Achanak ek agyat bhay se vah chilla Uthe-" Are, main mara ! yah aapane Kya Kar Dala? mere mata -pita ..." FIR Ram krishna ne unhen sachet Kar Diya .
Narendra Sacht hokar apalak unhin dekhne lagi . Yah kaun sa Jadu tha . Ve apni ichcha Shakti per bahut Vishwas karte The , lekin Aaj ek sparsh Ne unhen sochne per majbur kar diya tha . Vah Divya Anubhuti Tan - Man Ko jagrit Kar Gai thi .
Chadh- bhar aur use Dasha mein Rahane ki ichcha Shakti dikhai hoti to nishchay hi kuchh Aisa Vichitra ghatit hota ki jivan mein prachand Parivartan a chuka hota . Chuk Ho Gai , bhay havi ho gaya tha , jo ki nahin hona tha . Vicharon ki nai shrinkhala aur anubhutiyon ke Sath Narendra Ghar laute to use Divya sparsh aur usse Hui alokik pratikriya ke sandrbh mein hi sochte Rahe .
Is ghatna se Narendra ki jivan mein krantikari Parivartan a Gaya tha . Ab satguru mein Aastha aur Vishwas dridh ho gaye the . Ab vishvas ho gaya tha ki Thakur arthat paramhans swayam siddh mahapurush hai aur nishchay hi Ishwar se sashatkar kar chuke hain . Unka pagalon jaisa vyavhar vastav mein unki Shishu tulya nishchhalta ka Pratik tha , na ki unke mansik pagalpan ka . Narendra ab purta Guru Ko samarpit Ho Gaye the sankay nasht Ho Gai Thi hriday Shant ho gaya tha . Sankay nasht Ho Gai Thi . Hardiya Shant ho gaya tha aur aur antrakpaat Khul Gaye the . Ab Narendra apni padhaai per bhi Dhyan dene Lage the . B.A . mein Pravesh lene ke sath hi vah Apne parivarik vyavsay ko bhi sikhate the . Vah prasiddh vakil nimai Charan bosh ke sanidhy mein vakalat sikhane Lage . Padhaai - likhai ke sath - sath adhyatm per bhi unki pakad Judi hoti ja rahi thi .