Aadhuri kahani.. Har insan ki zindagi mein ek na ek chapter aadura reh jata hai!! Kisi ka pyar, sapna, family etc.kuch log hote hai jo pyar pure na hone ki wajah se dipression mein chale jate hai kuch pagal ho jate hai!! Ase log maine khud real life mein dekhe hai.. Logo ki pehli Mohabbat aadhuri reh jati hai iss wajah se kuch log galat step le lete hai. Bhot hurt hota hai uss person ko jo ye sb face krta hai. Jis person se ap bhot jyada pyar, trust krte ho or vo insaan ekdum se apki life se chale jaye. Ekdum se uss insaan ko kuch samjh nhi aata ki uske sath kya hua or kyu hua!! Vo bs answer chahta hai uss person se....Kuch logo ko one sided love ho jata hai.. Ye wala ishq bhot muskil hota hai. AP bs uss person se pyar krte rehte ho ye jante hue bhi ki dono ka sth mein koi future nhi hai!! Starting mein bhot acha lgta hai ye one sided love!! Uss insaan ko dekhne ki tadap, usse baat krne ki koshish..Ek baar jb vo person dekhta hai to bs..... Vo feeling sayad koi express nhi kr payega!! Agr ap sad ho dukhi ho kisi baat ko lekar or ekdum se vo insaan dikh Jaye to bs ap apne sare dukh dard bhul kr muskurate ho!! Whenever you are felling in love, ap ek chote bache ki tarah ho jate ho jo bs pyar chahta hai.. Apka Dil bhot saaf hota hai uss time bs apko vahi chahiye or kuch nhi!! Iss type ki mohabbat teenager ki age mein hoti hai jyada..Kuch bache pyar kr lete hai choti si umar mein!! Thode time baad apki uss person se baat start hoti hai bhot acha lgta hai uss time!! Butterfly udhti hai stomach mein Khushi hoti hai..Bhot lucky hote hai vo log jinhe unki mohabbat mil jati mein ek tarah se apki jeet hoti hai sb kuch set ho jata hai. Or vo log jinki mohabbat aadhuri reh jati hai vo..... Unke liye sb chiz badal jati hai unko samjh nhi aata ki iss situation ko kese face kre ya deal kre!! Vo log ekdum se Tut jate hai. Unke pass koi nhi hota jisse vo apni feelings share kar sake!! Family ke samne acting krte rho ki ap khush ho ache ho but ek baar uss insaan ke dil ke bare mein pucho?? Vo bs apne andhr hi andhr deal krta rehta hai bs.. kisi ne shi bola tha ki 'ap dharti par rehkar chand panne ki ummeed kese rakh skte ho '... Maturity when you realise "Har koi apka apna nhi hota"..sach bola tha!! Har pal bs ussi insaan ke yaadein. Bs uske alawa koi nhi chahiye vo bs vo hai!! But ek baar vo insaan reject kr de apko or apke pyar ko to bs... Apka puri duniya se vishwas uth jata hai, ekdum se jo mohabbat achi lgti thi ab vo zehar lgti hai. Kisi ke upr trust nahi rehta bs chupchap rehna pasand karte hai!! "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" Sometimes, silence is better than explanation!!!! Uss insaan ko pta hota hai ki ap unse bhot pyar krte ho but tb bhi vo apko hurt krte hai asa behave krte hai jese unko kuch pta hi nahi hai kuch bhi!! "Loving someone who doesn't love you back is like trying to fly with a broken wing" " One-sided love is like standing in the rain, hoping to be missed by someone who never looks up. "The pain of loving someone when it's one sided" Bhot log bolte hai time bhot jldi chala jata hai and I said:- 'Kabhi kisi ka intezar krke dekho'..... Kbhi kbhi jo insan pyar mein hota hai or jisse vo pyar krta hai vo uske liye sb kuch ho jata hai.. Uss time bhot dil dukhta hai jb apko pta chale vo insaan apse pyar hi nhi krta.. Par pyar koi deal nahi hai, dono side pyar barabar hona chahiye ye to kahi Nhii likha hai. Vo log mahan hote hai jo ye jante hue bhi uss insaan se pyar krte rehte hai ki jisse vo pyar krta hai vo usse pyar nhi krta!! Ye bhi ek tarah ka pyar hi hai.. Log 0.00001% ki hope lekr bhi usse pyar krte hai ki ek na ek din usse bhi pyar hoga!! Pyar mein pagal hua insaan ek ek din yaad rakhta hai, uss insaan ko pehli baar kaha dekha, kb dekha, din kya tha,saal konsa tha, uss insaan ka birthday kb aata hai, pehli baar kb usse baat kri, din kya tha!! Sb usko yaad rehta hai.." एक तरफा प्यार भी कितना अजीब होता हैं,
ना उसे पाने की उम्मीद, ना खोने का डर".....
' वो मेरी किस्मत में नहीं था, पर मेरा दिल तो आज भी उसका ही है '.... Bs uska intezar krte raho bs intezar..... हम चुप रहते हैं, क्योंकि जो हमें कहना है वो शायद वो कभी समझ ही नहीं पाएगा!! Usse dekh kar sukoon milta hai, chahe vo mera ho na saka!! Ektarfa pyar mein Dard apna hota hai or Khushi bhi ussi se jodi hoti hai!!!! Jb usse pucha Maine ki tumne mujhe kyu reject kr diya to usne meri mohabbat ko mjak mein lekr baat badal de... Main chahti to usko bhul bhi skti thi, par kya karu... Dil ne kbhi ijazat hi nahi de!!!! Jb vo khush hota to main apne sare dukh dekh ke khush ho jati kyuki uski khushi mein meri Khushi thii.. Pure din bs uski ek jhalak dekhne ki tadap... Ek ek chiz notice Krna ye pyar nhi to kya???? Tera intzar ajj bhi hai..bs fark itna hai, pehle umeed thi, ab aadat ban chuki hai... Pyar insaan ko kaha se kaha lakr rakh deta hai.
Tu aaye ya na aaye, tera intzar hamesha rahega!!!! Har din lagta hai ajj tu aayega, aur har raat ye dil toot jata hai.... Roj lgta hai ab bs bhot ho gaya ab bagwan kuch asa krega jisse sb thik ho jayega but kuch nhi hota or ummed toot jati hai.. Waqt badal gaya, log badal gaye ,par mera tere liye intezar nhi badal..... Kuch intezar aadure hi ache lgte hai, kyuki poore ho jaye toh kahani hi khatam ho jati hai.... Intezar krte krte hum thak gye, par dil hai ki Manta hi nahi.... Roj subha uthe hi dekhna ki kahi tu aa to nhi gya!!!! Kbhi socha na tha ki kisi ka intezar itna lamba bhi ho skta hai!!!! Log kehte the kbhi pyar mt Krna tb kaha pta tha baad mein asa kuch hota hai..... Intezar itna gehra ho gaya hai, ki ab waqt bhi ab ruk sa gya hai.. Tu mil jaye to ye kahani puri ho jaye, warna ye intezar hi meri zindagi hai... Uss insaan se ek baar Nazar Milana jisne apka pyar thukraya.. usko dekhte hi aakho se pani ki line behne lgti hai.... Intezar ki bhi ek had hoti hai, par mera pyar usse bhi aage hai.. Thak gyi hun tera intzar krte krte, par tujhe chodna ajj bhi nhi aata.. Tera intzar Krna meri aadat ban chuki hai, or tujhe bhoolna meri aukat se bahar hai.... Jo ladki har jissi ko bolti thi pyar bhot achi or khubsurat chiz hai or ab vo bolti hai pyar se dur raho or ek tarfa Mohabbat to bilkul bhi nahi karni chahiye... One sided love ka dusra naam hi tadapna hota hai.... Bs pyar krte raho or tadapte raho..... "Dil ne tujhe apna manna tha, par tu kabhi mera hua hi nhi"..... Log kehte hai pyar bdi pyari chiz hai par kisi ne ye nhi kaha ki ek tarfa Mohabbat mt Krna.... " Hum sath hote to duniya alag hoti, ab bas yaadein hai.... Or vo bhi aadhuri.... Ek tarfa Mohabbat hmesha ek tarfa hi reh jati hai!! " Main tumhara kbhi tha hi nahi, phir bhi har pal tumhe apna samjha.. Pehle jo word khass hota tha ab vo khair ban jata hai.. " khass tum samjh pate meri khamoshi ko, har lafz mein tum hi tum the.... 'dil to tum pr ab bhi utna hi aata hai, bas tumhe fark nahi padta ab'.. " Main ajj bhi tumhara intezar karta hu, aur tum ho ki kisi or ke ho chuke ho".. Kya ho jb koi apki 2 saal 7 mahine 15 din 9 ghante 27 min ki mohabbat ka majak bana de?? Samne wala hurt krke chala jata hai cringe love bol kr but it's okay yrr.. Uska janamdin, main apna janamdin bhul skti hun par uska janamdin nhi.. Apni maut tk usko yaad rakhungi, sayad meri sari memories lost ho jaye apni family, apne dost , apne ristedar sb kuch bhul skti hun par uss insaan ko kbhi bhi jhi.. main apne ap ko bhul skti hun par usse nhi kyuki vo hai tbhi main hun!!