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Chapter 9 - Smile Like You Mean It

POV: Mia

I have been preparing for this dinner since Wednesday.

Not with weapons. Not with a plan I do not have enough information yet for a real plan. I have been preparing the way my father taught me without ever meaning to teach me: by deciding exactly who I am going to be in that room before I walk into it.

My father used to say that the most powerful person at any table is not the one with the most money or the most men outside. It is the one who decided before they sat down what they would and would not give away. Everything else the words, the smile, the small talk is just costume. The decision underneath is what matters.

I have made my decision.

I am Marco Russo's grieving daughter. I am slightly overwhelmed by my situation. I am grateful for Dante's protection and a little dazzled by this world I was always kept away from. I am not a threat. I am not an investigator. I am a young woman in over her head who is very glad to meet a man who knew and loved her father.

I practice the smile in the bathroom mirror until it reaches my eyes.

Dante is waiting at the bottom of the stairs.

He looks up when I appear and there it is that half-second where his face does something he does not intend it to do. It is not dramatic. It is barely visible. Just a moment where his expression is not perfectly controlled before he pulls it back to neutral. I have been cataloging these moments all week because they are the only times I can see past the wall he keeps up, and each one tells me something.

This one tells me he is not as unbothered by my presence as he performs.

I file it away.

"One rule," he says when I reach the bottom step. His voice is low and businesslike. "You do not let on that you know anything. Not his name, not the photograph, not any of it. You are Marco's daughter who has been through a terrible experience and is grateful for a safe place to recover. That is all."

"I grew up at my father's table," I say. "I have watched men lie to each other over good wine my entire life." I meet his eyes. "I know how to smile, Dante."

Something moves in his expression. Respect, maybe. Or something adjacent to it.

"Stay close to me," he says. "Do not be alone with him. Not for one minute."

"Are you worried about me?"

A pause. "I am being practical."

"Of course," I say.

We walk into the dining room together and I feel him slightly behind my left shoulder close enough that the warmth of it is noticeable and I think about what it means that the most dangerous man I know is positioning himself between me and the man who killed my father, and how strange it is that this makes me feel safer rather than more afraid.

Benedetto Caruso is already seated when we enter.

Sixty years old. Silver hair, perfectly groomed. The kind of face that has been described as distinguished so many times it has started to believe it. He rises when I walk in and the performance of warmth is immediate and seamless a wide smile, both hands extended, the full weight of his attention landing on me like a spotlight.

This is a man who practices being liked. You can see it in the smoothness of it not genuine warmth, which is always slightly uneven, always slightly surprised by itself. This is warmth as a skill. Warmth as a tool.

He takes my hand in both of his and holds it.

"Mia," he says. Like he knows me. Like he has been waiting to meet me. "I have heard so much about you from your father over the years. He was so proud of you."

I look into his eyes.

Nothing. A careful, pleasant blankness the eyes of a man who decided before he sat down exactly what he would and would not show, which means we have that in common tonight. I see no guilt and no cruelty and no tells. Just the performance, smooth and complete.

I give him my best smile.

"He spoke of you too," I say. "Thank you for being here. It means a great deal."

Every word is a small, complete lie. I say them all perfectly.

Dinner is long.

Caruso talks easily stories about my father, all of them carefully chosen to show how close they were, how much he valued Marco, how deeply the loss has affected him. I listen with wide eyes and make soft sounds of recognition at the right moments. Across the table Dante is very still, very quiet, eating without tasting anything, watching Caruso the way a man watches a thing he is planning to take apart methodically and wants to understand completely first.

Luca is at the table too. He laughs at Caruso's stories at exactly the right moments. Too exactly like a man who has heard the punchlines before.

I eat almost nothing. My stomach is a closed fist and I am spending too much energy on my face to spare any for appetite.

I watch Caruso's hands when he speaks. Watch where his eyes go when he thinks no one is looking. He glances at Dante often assessing, measuring, the way you look at something you want to know the structural limits of. He glances at me less, which means he has already decided what I am. A variable. A piece. Something that can be used or discarded depending on how it behaves.

He does not know I am watching back.

Near the end of dinner plates cleared, wine low, the conversation softening into the comfortable nothing that happens when men want a meeting to feel like less than it is Caruso turns to me.

He leans slightly toward me. Close enough that his voice will not carry to the other end of the table. His smile does not change. His eyes do not change. He is completely, perfectly still.

"Your father was a great man," he says. Soft. Warm. Like a eulogy.

"He was," I say.

"A shame." He pauses. Just one beat. "That he trusted the wrong people."

And he looks across the table at Dante.

The look lasts two seconds. Then he looks back at me with that same warm smile.

My hands are in my lap under the table. I feel my nails press into my palm four small points of pain that I am grateful for because they give the feeling somewhere to go that is not my face.

I smile back at him.

"Yes," I say softly. "It is."

He nods, satisfied, and turns back to Luca.

I look down at my hands under the table.

Four small red crescents in my palm.

He was not warning me. I understand that with complete, cold clarity. He was not being kind or careless or emotional. He was testing me. Dropping Dante's name into the space between us to see what my face would do with it to see if I already suspected the man sitting twelve feet away from me, to see if I could be turned into a tool against him.

He looked at my face and he saw a grieving girl who flinched slightly at the implication.

He saw exactly what I showed him.

But underneath the flinch, underneath the careful smile, I am thinking about the telephone records I saw on Dante's desk. Three calls to my number the night my father died. And I am thinking about what Caruso just showed me without meaning to that he wants me to suspect Dante. That making me doubt Dante is useful to him.

Which means Dante is the thing he is most afraid of.

Which means I have been asking the wrong question all week.

The question is not whether Dante killed my father.

The question is what Dante knows that Caruso cannot afford to let him prove.

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