Jay Jay Pov:
I woke up as sunlight fell on my face. I stared at the wall blanking thinking that now I am pregnant how will I manage everything baby and myself. But I have to for me and my baby. I have to become someone no one can break, an independent woman and make my career. I have to become both Mama and papa for my child.
I put my hand on my stomach and whispered " hey little one I am your Mama and It's ok if your father is not here but I promise that I will give you the love of both parents ".🥹🥹
Before I could realise tears started streaming down my face 😭😭. There was a knock on the door. I quickly wiped my tears and open the door. It was Nanthan who was grinning like an idiot 😁😁
" Good Morning sleepyhead" He said while grinning.
I said " Good Morning to you too ". I motioned him to inside. He come inside.
He sat on the sofa and said "did you sleep properly?".
I said "Yes I sleep properly"
Author's pov:
Nanthan noticed Jay's red eyes and dried tears. He softly asked "Jay did you cry? "His tone was full of concern.
Jay hesitated but seeing the concern in his eyes for her made her think that how can someone be this nice. For the first time she didn't feel like a burden on someone.
She said "Yes because I don't know what to do anymore".she couldn't hold her tears back and started crying.
Nanthan hugged her tightly and softly said "You don't have to know everything now you can find it slowly ok?".Jay buried his face in his chest and cried harder 😭😭
"Shhh..shhh.. Now stop crying"He said and pulled away and wipe her tears.
" Now let's go down stairs for breakfast aren't you hungry "Nanthan said
"You go I will come after freshening up "Jay said while sobbing.
" Ok but come fast "He said and went downstairs.
"Get a grip you have to study and take care of yourself and your child be strong this is not the time to be weak"Jay said to herself. Jay took some comfy clothes from closet and went inside the bathroom to take a shower.
After taking a shower, Jay wore my clothes and went downstairs.
Jay went to dining table. Jay greeted Aunt Rose.
She asked " How are you feeling Jay? Did you sleep well?"
Jay said " Yes Aunt "
"That's good come Jay and have a seat and I don't know what you like so I made only this if you don't like it you can tell me I can make something else " She said pointing at the lenchon , pancakes 🥞 ,hot dog 🌭 and more.
Jay said "No Aunt , Don't bother yourself Moreover this is my favorite food".she smiled.
Jay sat on chair and start eating because food is life. The food was very tasty.😋😋
Jay said "Aunt You made amazing food"
She blushed and said "Thank you Anak have more and you have to go to doctor for monthly check ups remember that"
" Ok Aunt and Nanthan I have to join school my graduation is near so did you make arrangements" Jay said while eating.
"Jay I have already made arrangements you can go to our school from next week"he said.
After eating food, we all sat on couch. Nanthan said " Jay today my girlfriend will come and I already told her about you and she is very excited meet you"
" That's good I also want to meet her" He said.
Jay Jay pov:
(2 months later)
I am 3 months pregnant now and my bump started showing a little. My pregnancy is going good. I don't have any nausea or vomitting now.
I sat up and was going to study but suddenly I felt like vomiting and went to cr and threw up. I was vomiting suddenly someone hold my hairs I saw this is aunt rose.
She said "Jay Anak I have got you".
I said "Sorry to bother you aunt"I wash my face.
She said "It's ok Jay Anak you are not bothering me and This is normal in pregnancy ".i nodded.
We went outside and she made me lay in the bed and sat beside me and said "Anak are you hungry? ".
I said "No Aunt I am not feeling like eating anything"
(3 months later)
My exams are going to start in few days and I have to achieve good marks so that I can get into a good university. So I start studying for the first time I was focused. When I got stuck Nanthan helped me. He was a genius. No wonder he built an amazing company and is a responsible CEO.
I was craving for someting sour and sweet. So I called Nanthan.
I said " Nathan can you bring me some pickles 🥒 and Mango 🥭"
He said "but Jay why do you want them?"
I sarcastically said "Of course to eat"
He stared at me like I just cursed his entire bloodline and gasped "Are you serious ? Jay"
" dead serious and are you bringing it or not? " I said getting angry. 😡😡
He quickly went to bring them after seeing me getting angry. I wish Keifer would be here. I wish he would take care of me. He would stood beside me. But then I remember his words
I used you and whole section E knows it and you are just a pawn.
Tears formed in my eyes but I quickly wiped them No, No crying I have to be strong for my baby.
After some time, Nanthan came with Pickle and ice cream. I practically snatched them from him. I know this is weird but this is smelling so good and when I taste it I feel like I am in heaven. 😋😩
"Do you want to eat some? " I offered to Nanthan.
He immediately shook his Head in No. He gasped "If I ate this I would puke " 🤮
I gave him a smack and said "Don't say anything about My food "
" Yes Yes eat food little panda "He said sarcastically.
"how dare you call me panda? "I gasped giving him one more smack. And he just laughed.
After a few days my exam finally finished and anyone wouldn't believe that I got 98.9% I didn't know I am a genius. My happiness got because I got to know my baby is and it's a boy.
(3 months later)
I am feeling so weak everyday in the morning I feel like vomiting and nausea.
Now I am in my first year of college and I am attending it online because of condition.I am having different cravings. I don't know what would I do without Aunt Rose and Nanthan. I can't walk properly because of my swollen feet 🦶. Everyday Nanthan massage my feet and Aunt Rose take care of me and fulfil all my craving. Honestly I am grateful to them for taking care of me this much. But still I am missing, Keifer, section E and my family. But then I remember every betrayal.
I don't know why but I started crying 😭😭 and Nanthan and Aunt Rose came asked me "What happened Jay? Why are you crying? "
" I am being a burden to you both I am sorry" I said while sobbing.
"Hey look at ne don't cry and don't ever think yourself as a burden . Jay you are a part of our family now and In family, No one is a burden " Nanthan said crounched to my level and wipe my tears.
"Yes Jay he is right you are our family not a burden and don't ever say that okay?"Aunt Rose said giving me water. I slowly nodded.
" Now take some rest and don't cry or it will affect baby " Aunt Rose soflt said. I nodded.I laid down. Nanthan cover me with blanket.
"Now sleep we are here " He soflty said. I nodded. Soon I drifted to sleep.
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✨ Author's Note✨
Hi guys first of all I'm very sorry for disappearing and ghosting you I am very sorry 😞😞😞
Actually I was in hospital and I always get bored and read stories but I can barely write that's it took some time but now I am okay but I will try to write as my condition is still not good. I wrote a single chapter in ten days so that's why it took time.
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