Jay Jay pov:
***********3 Months later************
It has been 3 months since my baby was born Aunt rose and Nanthan helped me a lot. Whenever I went to college they took care of him. I started going to college from the previous month. I took business in college as I decided to start my own company after college.
I feed keth.After feeding him, I took a shower .I got ready for university.I pack my books already.I went downstairs with keth. I reached downstairs and put keth in his cradle as he was sleeping.
I sat on dining table. Aunt rose gently said "Anak here eat before food gets cold".
" Yes Aunt rose " I said. I eat fast so that I can't get late for college. In between I chocked.
" Jay eat slowly or you will choke again" Nanthan said while giving me water.
I took water and drink it. I said " Ok Nanthan"
" Jay come fast you have to go to college " He said while moving towards the door.
"Yes Nanthan I am coming you go " I said while going towards the baby cradle and picked him. I kiss my baby keth's forehead.
"Mama will come fast after that we will play baby ok?" I said while kissing my baby on the cheeks.He smiled at me and squeaked "Wahhhhhhh Wahhhh". 😆😆
I laughed 😄and put him in the cradle and ran to the car .I sat inside the car. Nanthan drove towards my college.I don't want to go but still I have to so that I can complete my studies and become an independent woman and to gave keth everything. I know Aunt rose and Nanthan is here for me but still I don't want to be a burden. I didn't realize when I reached. I said bye to Nanthan.
Tomorrow is my birthday. I still remember my 18th birthday here for the first time without my family. Nanthan and Aunt Rose throw a big party for my birthday . Nanthan bought me a necklace, Aunt Rose gavee a pair earrings. Mia gave me an entire box of snacks. Honestly that was the best birthday gift. Because food is life.😁😁 Mia know me too well.I don't know when I reach class.I saw professor had already came. I went inside. Sir said I am late again I said sorry I will not be late again and told me to not to come late next time.I sat beside Nancy shook me then I saw I reached. 😩
" Hi jayyy how are you?" Nancy asked . I saw beside her sadie, dane, james, lia . They also greeted me. As always James was teasing for being late.
" I am fine and you? " I said smiling at her. When I first came here I thought to run away because of fear that what if I messed up but when I reached my class nancy was the first friend I made. She is very nice and beautiful. She helped in everything and she became close to me. Then I made more from sadie, Dane, James, lia. We all become a group and no one cares to mess with us.
Lecturer came we greeted him. After lecture, I was hungry so we went to canteen. After eating, then I attend lecture. Lectures went by. Soon all lectures ended. Nanthan came to pick me up. He asked me about my day.
" Exhausted and I am hungry " I said pouting ☹️😩 He chuckles
" I know I know troublemaker " He said teasing me.
"Nanthan I am not a troublemaker " I said pouting ☹️He just chuckles.
" Btw how is keth? was he crying? " I asked worriedly. 😨
" Keth is fine and yes was crying he was missing you but don't worry maa already made him sleep " He said. I nodded Releif washed over me. I know my baby was crying but still I have to bear this to gave him a good future. I don't want to depend on Nanthan for everything that's why.
Nanthan started car soon we reached. I jump out of the car and straight went to see keth. I was halfway upstairs when I heard his crying. I know he might be I run fast I went inside to see keth in Aunt Rose arms.
" Aunt Rose give him to I will feed him I know he is hungry " I said in hurry. Aunt Rose gave him to me. I took him sat on my bed.
" Awww My baby don't cry see mama has come I know you are hungry " I said while patting him and trying to calm him. He stopped crying and stared at me with wide eyes 👀.
" Thank God Jay you came he wasn't stop crying you feed him after you also eat I know you are hungry " Aunt Rose softly said. I nodded she left. She shut the door. I put keth in my lap.
I pull up my shirt and unclapsed my bra and put my his mouth and he started sucking it then his little hand patted my boobs I gasped as his first move is so fast. As i breastfeed Kenneth i put him on my shoulder and rubbed his back and he burped I put him on his crib and kissed his forehead. Aunt Rose already put food on the table in my room after that she left because she has some work to do. I ate food first because food is life and it is the second priority of mine after keth. Yes I love my keth more than food because he is my heartbeat, my life, my everything. 🥹🥹
After eating, I took a shower and put on comfortable clothes. A cute shirt and shorts.I.went towards crib and saw my baby is awake now. 👀👀
He is staring at me with his wife eyes. He smiled and squeaked " Wahhhh Wahhhh " 😆😆
I took him in my arms ,smiled softly and said "So my baby is awake let's go downstairs to meet Tito Nanthan" .
I opened the door and went downstairs and saw Nanthan and Aunt Rose in a serious conversation.I walk towards them. They saw me. I greeted them they greet me back.
" What were you talking about Nanthan earlier ?" I asked him.
" Just some office stuff jay " He replied.We talk for a bit after that I nodded.
After that we ate dinner, keth started crying as he was hungry. I said good night to everyone.they said if I need anything I can tell them. I nodded.I took him in my arms and went upstairs.
I went inside my room and breastfeed him. As i breastfeed Kenneth i put him on my shoulder and rubbed his back and he burped After some he sleep 😴 I put him on his crib and kissed his forehead. But still I miss Keifer.. I wish he would be here to take care of me and baby. A tear drop from one of my eyes. 🥲🥲 Yes I still love him. I miss him everyday wish that he would be here he take care of me and keth. But then I remember that day when he broke my heart, my trust. 😭I wiped my tears 😢I said myself to not to cry over him.
I sighed and stretch myself as I was tired but I have to study. I took my books and start studying after studying for 4 hours ⌛ I was tired as in between keth wake up two three time . I check him and he ruined his clothes. I changed his clothes. I pace around the around and put him on my shoulder but my baby don't want sleep so he decided to not to let me sleep also.So I played with him for sometime and slowly he felt asleep. I smiled and went towards my bed and put him there and laid down beside him. I kissed his forehead. " My baby" I said before drifting to sleep 💤😴.
**********2 YEAR LATER***********
Life is... honestly beautiful.
I never thought I'd say that again, but here I am waking up every morning to my tiny human who call me "mama" and somehow make the world feel less scary.I finished college in two years.
Yeah. Two.
I don't even know how I survived the all-nighters, the stress, the crying-in-the-bathroom moments, but I did it. For him. And now? I own my own business.A real one.A legit one.A whole pharmacy-based company with my name on the paperwork and everything.Honestly, Aunt Rose and Nanthan helped me a lot in taking care of him.
It started small - just me, a laptop, and way too much caffeine ,sleepless nights.
But it grew fast.People trusted me.Most important my family trusted me. They liked how I explained medicine in a way normal people could understand.They liked that I cared.Now I have employees.A building.Clients.A future.Sometimes I look around and think.
Wow.I actually made it.Me.Jay Jay.
The girl who thought her life was over at seventeen.but my family never let me down.They were with me always when there was no one.
Now I'm twenty, a business owner, a graduate, and a mom of a child.
And for the first time in forever...
I'm proud of myself.
Nanthan lives with his wife Mia
Yeah, he actually got married last year and I was Mia's bride's maid.Our family is becoming big. I think soon I will have a nephew. Everyone love keth. He looks like Keifer but he is totally like me. Like me he also considered food his life.But he loves chocolate the most.He ask for chocolates everytime I came home after even though I gave him a bundle of chocolate still he ask for it as finishes till I came. Everyone love him a lot Nanthan, Aunt rose and mia.
But right now?
I have a mission.A very serious one.
I need to find the cake 🎂.
First I took his favourite toy dinosaur then I have to get a ferror Rocher chocolate cake. That's why I need to find cake.
Because Keth my sweet, tiny, adorable son - will absolutely throw a full-body, Oscar-winning tantrum if he doesn't get the exact cake he asked for.He is stubborn like me but not more than me hehe 😁😁
But on other hand, he is bit mature of his age. When there is something serious except this time he was always childish.
After some time I found the cake and went towards my car and drove towards the mansion I was going to home when my phone buzzed.I picked it up and it was Aunt rose's call.
[" Hello jay when will you come? Keth is crying"]
"Aunt Rose I have already bought the cake and I am coming just 5 minutes"
["Ok come fast he doesn't stop crying"]
"Yes I am coming" After that I hung up the call.
After some time I reached. I went inside. Keth saw me .i noticed My 2.5 year old kid was still crying.and launched himself on me wrapped his legs around my waist with his teddy bear squished against my chest.
"MAMAAAAA WHERE HAVE YOU GONE?" Keth said while sobbing.
" I am sorry baby Mama went to take cake for you" I said while holding.
" Oh Is the cake inside the box? " He asked eyes locked on the box like it was holy grail.
"Yes baby that's yours-- but first get off Mama so the cake won't fall " I said while trying to get him off me without dropping him or cake.
He loosened his arms and slid down my chest, still staring at cake like it was his entire personality.
" Finally Jay you came you know he wouldn't stop crying but now see as soon as he saw you he stopped crying " Aunt rose said.
" I know I tried to come as soon as possible " I said. I put the cake on the table and sat on sofa and took him in my arms and wiped his tears.I kissed his forehead.
" Don't cry my baby Mama is here now" I softly said.He just nodded and put his Head on my shoulder
" Let's go and eat breakfast " Aunt Rose said
" Yes Aunt rose" I said but where is Mia and Nanthan
" But where is Mia and Nanthan? " I asked Aunt Rose
" They both are coming you eat" Aunt rose said.
After some time, They both came I greeted them. They greeted me back.
After breakfast, I make keth sleep 😴 because if I will go office in front of him then he won't let me go and start crying. I already told Aunt rose if he woke up then tell him that I went to take toys and cookies for him so he won't cry.
I stepped in the office. Everyone greeted me. I walked to elevator aftrr some time I reached my cabin. I sat inside told my assistant Max to tell me my schedule. And the went by and soon my meetings got over and I went to home. I was tired but I took some toys and cookies for keth. I checked time and it was already 12 at night. O reached home. I went inside
Aunt rose was in the kitchen.she came in dining area . She looked up at me and smiled.
"Dinner's still warm and keth already slept while crying and waiting for you " I nodded. I went upstairs first and went to keth's room. I saw him sleeping I could see dry tears below his eyes. My eyes stung after seeing him . I sat on his bed and kiss his forehead.
"I am sorry baby I am trying to give love of both I don't know if I am complete for you or not but I am trying to manage everything I am sorry baby" I cried and kissed his forehead.
I went downstairs to see Aunt rose still there. She was waiting for me 🥺🥺
Something about that broke me today.I sat.
She served me like it was the most normal thing in the world.
And without thinking, I said it "Thanks, Mama."
She froze.
Then smiled-soft, teary, real.
"I've waited," she said quietly.
That night, I cried in her arms.Not from pain. From safety.From love which I never got from my real mom.
"Woah what is happening here? " Nanthan voice came from behind. We turned to him. Nanthan was half-amusef and half-worried.
" Nothing kuya " I said it like it was most natural word.
"Nothing happen then-- " He cut him self off. His eyes widenned in shock. A tear slip from his eyes. 🥹
"What did you just call me? " Kuya Nanthan asked with teary eyes.
" K-kuya " As soon as I said it he hugged me.
We both cried. Mama also join us. We hugged each other. They are my family now when there was no one they were there but still I miss them. 🥹My family I miss him Keifer ❤️🩹❤️🩹
Yes I still him even after he hurt me. I hate that I still love him. I hate that everyday I can't stop thinking about him and hate him 🥺🥺😭
Kuya and I pulled away. He wiped my tears.I wiped his tears.
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