17. "YOU vs ME"
Okay. Ever since people found out about us, you've been hearing things about my past and my bad reputation, now you're bringing those whispers into our relationship. Asking me about girls from the past, I though it was us against everybody but now it's you versus me.
You never go to sleep without a text from me and when you're speaking your mind, I let you know that you're heard, so what are we even fighting about? The guy that you're hearing about isn't the guy that always sees right through you, even when you say that you're good, I still check up on you more than twice and that goes to show how much I really care about you.
I might get on your nerves here and there, but don't I fix your attitude when I make it up to you with the slow motion inside your body?
I'm not all good but my love stays good, consistent and satisfying. Think about how peaceful it was the last time you came over, we watched a movie while I was warming my hand on your breasts up under your shirt, so what are we really fighting about?
You shouldn't even doubt your worth to me, I would never put you in that type of a position, so all you gotta do is trust me because my intentions are good.
18. "LOVE DEPRIVATION"
Lately I've been sleeping alone, holding a pillow instead of her, no communication for the past 2 long days. This shit ain't what she promised to give, she's leaving me lonely, depriving me of her love and attention but if the tables were turned, I would be the convict of her judgements.
I don't wanna lose this, it's been the best thing I've ever had in a long time and she said that she feels the same, so I'm confused why I'm waking up to another day without a communication. A guy who's in a relationship doesn't sleep alone for night after night, she's putting me in a tight position and I don't wanna go out there to look for what she's depriving me of 'cause I really care about her.
Lately I've been sleeping with a pillow in my arms, my phone hasn't rang a message, where the fuck is my supposed-to-be girlfriend?
She depriving me of her love, attention and warmth.