29. "HE'S JUST HIM"
He gets the girls because of his good looks, the girls fall in love with his sex but he never opens up to love, care and feelings. Not because he's just another playboy on his game, but because his whole life has never been about healthy relationships, love nor stability.
From a young age, he's always been the guy who changes girls every other time, commitment and communication has never been his forte but he isn't the bad guy, he's not toxic, he's just him..
Everybody else falls in love while he changes girls, girls who constantly fight him about his unchanging ways and he hears them but he never listens, he's been with so many beautiful girls but he's never treated any of them beautifully.
Things like pleasure keep his interest, conversations about relationships are red flags to him and he's not a fuckboy, he's just trying to find his path in this crazy world.
Is there really anything like love? When girls that are taken and in established relationships, still step out just to get company, attention and pleasure from him. Even though he's just having fun and unhinged to everything he indulges in, he takes notes of his adventures and he comes to not believe in love.
He's known for his bad habits, he's not a fuckboy, he might be toxic but he's not playboy, he's just him.
30. "THE BOY, THE GIRL.."
Oh my, where do I begin, how do I start this token? Let me start with the best attributes, the girl is a brown skin doll, her features are the roses to the garden of details, she's hairy from her sleeves, to her legs and her natural hair overflows on her smooth clear skin, she smells sweet and sexy, her energy is welcoming, warm and effective, she's purely a beautiful woman, a sublime one to be exact.
The boy is usually running all over the place, all nonchalant and distant but whenever the girl is around him, his walls burn down to the ground, he is as open as he has never been with any other girl before. I can't tell if it's the traces of the past lingering over their presence as a safe space or the girl just brings out that side in him.
This is second night that the boy gets to spend time with the girl, this evening the girl suggested a walk, they took a long stroll under the clouds of a tired rainy sky. It seems as if there's this strong magnet that keeps pulling the boy to wherever the girl breathes.
31. "THE BOY, THE GIRL.. (pt.2)"
When the girl talks, the boy looks the girl right into the windows of her soul, when the girl walks out of the safe side, the boy always changes her side, when the girl comes around the boy, the boy turns the littlest minutes into slow paced, long threaded moments, just for him to get a few seconds in this little fantasy that only exists when the girl is next to him.
What is it about this pretty brown doll that pulls down the boy's walls, what is it about the girl that makes the boy find an excuse to spend time with the girl? Tonight the girl let her hair out, tonight the girl is wearing a beautiful dress under a warm hoody and the choice of her perfume is the pleasure to the mind of the boy.
It seems like the boy has found the right girl just at the wrong time, the girl can get through to him, the girl makes him want more of her time for just conversations and close contacts, the boy spends time touching her hair, feeling her skin, even the love birds can chirp a whole song about the little romantic he turns into when the girl comes around.