09. "BEST FUCKING LOVING"
She said that she's always been let down by everybody that she trusts, she said that my looks are deceiving and even though I'm making changes, she sometimes lingers my past over our situation. We are together now, I'm with her every other day, we've been strolling in the streets, making memories out of our romantic moments but she's still walls-up and reserved.. even though I'm ready to give her pretty ass the best fucking loving.
I stare into her soul with these eyes, I kiss her softly with these lips, I caress her skin when she needs to rest her head and I cuddle her warmly when we're in the vulnerable moments but she still doesn't wanna believe me when I say that I have no intent to break her heart.
I'm trying to assure her heart that not everybody leaves, that pretty face and those sparkling eyes deserve genuine love, an overload of affection and we're already together, she's already mine but she doesn't wanna open up to me. I keep telling her the same shit but she keeps letting her fears control her perspective of me.
This shit got me feeling like she's buit a glass wall between our hearts, she got trust issues and trauma from everybody letting her down. But I'm only trying to erase her past, heal her wounds and love her into her womanhood.
I wanna keep kissing those soft lips, rub those thick thighs and hear that heartbeat closely, all I wanna do is to give her pretty ass some best fucking loving.
10. "HIGH ON INTIMIACY"
Each of us stand on each side of the bed, we take off each layers of clothes we have on until neither parts of our bodies are covered. She sees it getting harder, she sees the veins growing in on my arms, I see her eyes turning red and thinner.
I see her stepping on her foot, dying to press her thighs together while she's standing, she sees it moving on it's own and I see her nipples changing. She's about to experience intimacy on the highest level..
I see her hands fisting up as if she's fighting to not touch herself, I walk around the bed and the closer I get, the stronger the desire in her eyes and breath gets. I stand behind her and I place both of my hands on her shoulders, I say no word but I start breathing on her neck, around her ear and that's when she gives it up as I see her crossing her legs.
I make her suck the tip of my fingers and then I drive my fingers down to her waistline, she spreads her legs apart when I get down there and then she throws her head on my shoulder as she breathes heavily on my ear, I feel the clit vibrating on the tip of my wet finger.
She moans my name out, I can tell her how much she wants me inside her right now and I'm gonna leave her high on intimacy.