Wait a minute, at this moment I can't help but think of a detail: when I fell asleep last night... I think I was still exposing my penis when I fell asleep last night.
I remember that my penis was erect at the time, and I exposed it until I fell asleep. I don't know when I fell asleep, and it seems that my penis was not put back in.
I couldn't help but lift the blanket and glance at my crotch, only to find that my pajama bottoms were neatly put on.
At this moment, I couldn't help but feel a chill. I couldn't figure out if I had put my penis back in before falling asleep last night. If I hadn't, did I subconsciously put it back in my sleep in the middle of the night?
I'm really not sure. The reason I'm so nervous is that my mom often comes into my bedroom before I wake up. Sometimes she's cleaning, sometimes she's getting things, and sometimes she comes to my bedroom to cover me with a blanket after she's finished working in the middle of the night.
If I hadn't put my penis back in last night, wouldn't Mom have seen it when she came in?
"Son,dinner is ready. Still sleeping in ?..." Just as I was struggling with this, the door was pushed open, and my mother couldn't help but call out.
"Okay, right away..." I replied and quickly got up, not even having the courage to look my mother in the eye.
After washing up, I mustered up my courage and went into the kitchen, trying to compose myself.
But I still didn't dare to look my mother in the eye, especially when I thought about how my penis might have been exposed last night and how my mother might have seen it. I felt so embarrassed that I wanted to crawl into a hole.
Even though I put my penis back in last night, I secretly read a pornographic novel, and it was about a cuckolded mother. More importantly, I actually felt excited and had wild thoughts. I felt sorry for my mother, especially when I saw her. I couldn't help but imagine my mother and the characters in the novel, and I felt my cheeks blush.
My mother seemed quite composed, but I sensed a hint of something unreadable in her eyes when she looked at me.
Or perhaps I'm just feeling guilty and overthinking things.
After breakfast, I started reviewing and studying. Fortunately, I was in a good state of mind when I was studying, so I naturally put those things out of my mind. I only thought about those things when I had free time.
Mom went back to the warehouse to work, so I was happy to have a break.
However, the scenes from that novel about a green mother always keep appearing in my mind. Every time I recall the plot, especially when I unconsciously put my mother in the picture, I get a strong erection, and even the urethral opening of my penis secretes mucus, making my crotch wet.
Especially after finishing my homework and having some free time, I used to watch TV, but now I don't even feel like watching TV. I even took advantage of my mother being in the storeroom to open my phone and reread that novel, which made me breathless and my blood boil.
"Click..." Just as I was deep in thought at my desk, I suddenly heard the sound of an iron gate opening outside. I couldn't help but look out and saw a familiar figure. Who else could it be but Da Guo?
"Brother~~~~~~" Da Guo couldn't help but greet me with a fawning smile.
"Why are you here again?" I couldn't help but sigh and say. My mood was really terrible today, especially after seeing the big guy. My mind was in turmoil.
When I read that novel about a mother having an affair with the male protagonist's classmate, I imagined my own mother in that situation, and naturally, I imagined the male protagonist's classmate as my best friend, Da Guo.
It's not that I want to think that way, but after reading the novel, my mind automatically imagined him and my mother, which gave me a strange sense of excitement, but also a heavy sense of guilt, which is why I'm so conflicted.
"Where's Auntie?" After entering the house, Da Guo carefully looked around and asked softly. I didn't answer, but pointed to the warehouse.
"Phew... I was just worried about you. Did you give yourself away? Did Auntie ask you anything..." Da Guo seemed guilty and asked with a worried look.
"No, everything is normal..." I said carefully, though somewhat insincerely. Of course, I couldn't tell him about the fantasies I had while reading novels, much less tell him that I might have slept with my penis exposed last night.
"That's good..." Da Guo said, relaxing a little, but his gaze still lingered on the warehouse. Perhaps because of the influence of the novel, I couldn't help but notice Da Guo's eyes and realized that his gaze seemed a little different when he looked at the warehouse.
Next, Da Guo displayed his excellent oratory skills and began to speak eloquently and fluently.
Judging from Da Guo's expression, he doesn't seem to have any intention of leaving. In the past, when he came to my house, he rarely ate lunch here. Usually, after arriving, he would take me out to play basketball or go to internet cafes. Now, he doesn't seem to have any intention of leaving.
I glanced at the time; it was almost lunchtime. Sure enough, just as I checked the time, I heard the door open behind my house. My mom was back cooking. Out of the corner of my eye, I glanced at Daguo and noticed that when the door opened, Daguo's eyes quickly turned in that direction.
"Auntie..." After his mother came in, Daguo quickly went up to greet her.
"Da Guo is here. I need to make lunch right now. Let's go out with Xiaoyang after lunch…" Mom said with a sweet smile, her expression completely normal.
"Alright, then I won't be polite..." Da Guo nodded eagerly in agreement, showing no politeness whatsoever.
After Mom finished speaking, she went into the bedroom. Every time she came out of the warehouse, she needed to change into home clothes, and when she went to the warehouse, she would usually change into formal clothes. Mom always went through this process without ever complaining or getting annoyed.
As my mother walked towards the bedroom, I caught a glimpse of Da Guo watching her back, but he skillfully concealed it.
Could this kid be interested in my mom?
Especially after he and I discovered yesterday that Mom sells adult products, his opinion of her has definitely changed, and it may have made him a little distracted.
Actually, I can't blame Daguo. After learning about my mother's profession, even my view of her changed. It wasn't that she became worse, but rather that there was a hint of that aspect to it, which I can't quite explain.
Moreover, my mother is very young, well-maintained, and has a full figure. Any man would take a second look at her.
When Da Guo came before, he might have peeked at my mother like this, but I didn't notice it at the time. But today I paid extra attention and actually discovered something.
But thinking about it, it's normal. Da Guo and I are both in our adolescence, at the age when our hearts are stirring. When I see a voluptuous female classmate at school, I will secretly glance at her a few more times and have some fantasies in my heart. After all, I am already sexually driven at this age.
Especially in junior high school, many girls didn't have the habit of wearing bras, so the fuller-figured girls would have their nipples showing in the summer. At that time, I would sneak peeks, and my penis would even get erect, and I would secretly swallow my saliva.
"Is this kid really after my mom? Could the scenario from the novel really be playing out between my mom and the big guy?" I couldn't help but think to myself. For some reason, the thought of this possibility made me feel a surge of excitement.
I hate myself, my respected mother, my close classmates. I know that thinking like this is a desecration of maternal love and friendship, but my heart is burning with passion. I feel as if a fire is burning in my chest. I don't want this to happen. Who can help me?
At the dinner table, Daguo and his mother kept chatting. Daguo is just like that; he's very eloquent and can chat with anyone. Every time he comes to my house, my mother and he talk, but it's all normal conversation. My mother's conversations with Daguo are just the kind of concern that elders have for their children.
But today, it seems like the big guy is talking too much, or maybe it's just my overthinking and a misperception.
After dinner, Da Guo took me to the court to play ball, but I was a little absent-minded the whole time. Whenever I looked at Da Guo, I had a strange feeling. Maybe I need time to adjust this feeling. It will be fine once this matter passes.
"Change your underwear, I'll wash your clothes..." After I got home and had dinner, my mother gave me a new set of pajamas and underwear and said.
This used to be a very common thing. My mother would wash my underwear. I was still young, so there was nothing to be ashamed of.
But just as I was about to go to sleep, my mother suddenly walked into my bedroom. The way she looked at me seemed a little different, as if she wanted to say something to me, but hesitated and didn't...
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