My mother always dressed very appropriately. Even when we were at home, she would wear very conservative loungewear, covering her body completely.
However, my mother's figure is really great; her breasts are full, making her loungewear look bulge.
Moreover, Mom has a very perky bottom. Even though her loungewear is relatively loose, the outline of her buttocks is still visible when she bends over slightly or walks.
I'm currently in my adolescence, and I've seen these things by chance, but I always avoid looking at them, especially my mother, because I feel it's a kind of disrespect to her.
After dinner, Daguo took me out for a walk. I had already finished my homework, and my mother was happy to let me go out and play more.
"Hey bro, still so quiet? How about I take you to an internet cafe?" Daguo said to me while pushing his bicycle.
"I'm not going. You're always up to no good online…" I took a deep breath and said to Da Guo.
"You don't need to be so conflicted. You don't understand the adult world, and you don't understand the difficulties adults face in life… Think about it, your mom is raising you all by herself, with no one to rely on, and she has to support your education and give you the best life. She's selling this because she's forced to by life, and it's not something shameful. Look at the streets, there are many shops selling adult products without anyone in charge…" Da Guo seemed to be able to see what I was thinking, so he couldn't help but persuade me.
"I know…" I waved my hand and said. I'm not good with words and I don't know how to say it, but my heart has always been burning with passion.
"What's wrong? Feeling a little fluttery? Perfect timing to go to an internet cafe and let loose..." Da Guo suddenly leaned over and said with a wicked grin.
"Go away..." I was a little exasperated because Da Guo had suddenly spoken so frankly about my worries.
The big guy was right. My mother was actually selling adult products. There were so many adult products in our warehouse: male and female masturbators, sex toys, realistic penises, aphrodisiac sprays, and even inflatable dolls.
In the past, I focused all my attention on my studies. Although puberty made me impulsive, I could still control myself. But now, suddenly seeing so many adult products has aroused my lust. My mind is filled with images of masturbation devices, inflatable dolls, and so on. To be honest, if my mother and Daguo didn't know, I would really want to try it. After all, teenagers... you know what I mean.
When we arrived at the internet cafe, Da Guo specifically chose a corner seat; he sat inside, and I sat outside.
Every time, I act as his shield. He watches those unhealthy things inside, and I sit outside to cover for him.
I used to always refrain from looking at it, but this time, I couldn't help but glance at it a few times.
However, this time the big guy wasn't watching a movie, but some novels, and I couldn't help but take a few peeks.
"If you're going to look, look openly, don't sneak around..." Da Guo said irritably.
I didn't continue reading, but I secretly noted down the website address that Da Guo was looking at. While Da Guo was in the bathroom, I downloaded several novels from that website.
The novel titles are all obscure pinyin or English, or numbers, so I don't know what category they belong to.
Since it was done secretly, I downloaded them all at once and then transferred them to my QQ account.
I have a smartphone, so I can open QQ on my phone and there's no problem viewing it on my phone.
When I got home that evening, I was still a little nervous. My mother was waiting for me to eat dinner early.
My mom was wearing loose loungewear, and I couldn't help but steal glances at her. But every time I saw her chest and buttocks, I couldn't help but blush. I don't know if my mom noticed.
Now I finally understand why my mother hid the warehouse from me. It really affected me when I found out, especially today. I've been in a bad mood all day, and my penis keeps getting erect.
I keep thinking about adult products, especially the designs.
Now I finally understand the sound I heard outside the warehouse that night. It was my mother doing a live stream online, which is why her speech was intermittent. It seems she was explaining these things and knowledge.
After dinner, my mother would clear the table and then go back to her bedroom to put on makeup and change clothes. I was only allowed to watch TV on weekends, which was a rare treat.
After Mom finished packing, she went to the warehouse. Now I finally understand why Mom always puts on makeup and changes clothes before going to the warehouse—it's because of live streaming.
I know why the courier comes to the door every few days; it's because my mom is shipping orders to customers who have made purchases.
After my mother went into the warehouse, I couldn't help but log into QQ on my phone and download all the compressed files that had been transferred and stored.
My phone has good specs and runs very fast.
I couldn't help but open a few of the novels, and when I saw the titles, I was stunned.
Novels featuring themes like "mother and son," "father and daughter," and "father-in-law and daughter-in-law" are all about incest.
To be honest, this is somewhat of a subversion of my understanding. Isn't sex something that only married couples can do?
Why is it also possible between relatives such as mother and son, father and daughter, and father-in-law and daughter-in-law?
I didn't read these novels because the titles were enough to shock me. I couldn't help but fantasize about having sex with my mother. Instead of feeling excited, I felt a wave of guilt and wanted to slap myself.
Incest between mother and son is a crime punishable by heaven, so I skipped these novels after seeing these titles.
Just as I was about to close all the documents, a title suddenly caught my eye.
What does "green mother" mean?
I was a little confused, so I couldn't help but start watching.
This story is about a child, who, like me, comes from a single-parent family, and discovers that his mother is having an affair with his classmate.
I don't know why, but this kind of novel has attracted me. It's not a long novel, so it's easy to read.
When I finished reading it, my heart was pounding, my cheeks were burning, and my penis was erect for a long time.
I couldn't help but reach into my crotch and touch it, only to find my hand covered in sticky fluid.
So reading erotic novels is really this exciting? No wonder Da Guo keeps doing it. I just wonder what kind of novels Da Guo reads?
Are they mother and child?
Public extinguishing?
Father and daughter?
Or is it like me, or some other type?
I have no idea about these things.
It's often said that children from single-parent families have unique psychological traits, and it seems that this is absolutely true.
At this moment, I lay in bed unable to calm down for a long time. Whenever I thought of the plot described in the novel, my heart would race and my penis would become engorged and throb.
And when I fantasize about my mother and other men... I get inexplicably excited. I don't know where this excitement comes from or why I feel this way.
I had never noticed this before.
Today I encountered so many things that I unintentionally opened Pandora's box in my heart.
My mother loves me so much and cherishes me, but I fantasize about her and... Although I feel a deep sense of guilt, the inexplicable thrill completely offsets the guilt.
Actually, my mom has been single for so long, so it's not a big deal if she has relationships with other men. What kind of society is this now?
My mother doesn't have a husband, so it's not like she's having an affair or anything.
"Sigh..." I couldn't help but sigh heavily. So much had happened today that I really couldn't accept it all at once.
The plot of that novel about the green mother kept replaying in my mind, and my penis remained engorged and wouldn't go soft. In the end, I simply exposed my penis from my pajama pants, and it pointed at the ceiling like a giant cannon.
Although I am only fourteen years old, my penis is not small. It is about fourteen centimeters long when erect, and it may grow even larger as I grow into adulthood.
I touched the mucus on my glans, and in the end, I could only wipe it with a tissue.
I just stood there with my penis exposed, staring at the ceiling, constantly agonizing over my thoughts, while also counting stars. I was born in the Year of the Sheep, and I was trying to fall asleep as quickly as possible.
I don't know when, but I finally fell into a deep and peaceful sleep.
And I also had a dream, a long dream, a erotic dream, a dream that I was very obsessed with but also felt guilty about.
When I woke up, it was already daylight. My mother was cooking in the kitchen, and I could hear the food being set on the table.
I stretched and yawned, but I was a little embarrassed to go out and face my mother...
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