Chapter 13
After two weeks, I was finally ready to face school again, it's been two long weeks of an intense emotional rollercoaster.
I had to do everything to convince my family that I was no longer gay, had to try not to think of Lust and get hard from it.
Which as you may have guessed, was harder than I had initially thought it would be.
I went to lots of business parties and met numerous people with wide fake smiles plastered across their faces during these two weeks and yes I got myself a girlfriend, I don't want to make Samiel uncomfortable or anything.
I'm not even sure why I can't stop thinking of him. I see his face everywhere, dream of him every night, I can still feel his lips everytime, I wish I had kissed him properly but then it would've been impossible to let him go.
Without even wanting to, I always touch myself to the memory of his lips wrapped tightly around me. And I'd always feel guilty after. I'm supposed to be straight but why can't I get this particular guy out of my mind.
It's silly I know but it's the truth.
The first person I saw as soon as I entered the school gate was Saviel and Satiel. They both seemed like they had been waiting for me.
I tried not to actively look for Lust but my eyes still wandered around seeking for him without my permission.
I couldn't help the disappointment that washed through me when I noticed their absence.
The two who were waiting for me came towards me when they noticed me.
I was standing beside a black sexy car, my parents got them for me as a present for being a good boy during the past two weeks.
If only they knew that despite the fact that I'm trying to be straight, I still think of a certain guy who had my body and soul at his beck and call.
"Hey Ashton, welcome back". Satiel said quietly.
"We have been waiting for you since two weeks ago, why did you disappear?". Saviel uttered while smiling widely, he seems to always be smiling, still he creeps me out to the max.
More often than not, Lust had referred to him as 'Envy' and Satiel as 'Glutton' and it made me wonder why their Father would name them after the seven deadly sins.
I shrugged and started walking ahead of them, ignoring the voice telling me to ask them about Lust, won't he think I am still hung over him if he finds out? and considering they are brothers, he'll definitely know about it.
During lunch, we sat together but there has not been any sign of Lust and Wrath since morning. We share almost all our classes together which is why I knew they both were not in school.
Did he skip school because he knew I was coming? No way, that's impossible.
I tried to keep my focus on my food rather than indulge my overly anxious mind. Envy and Glutton were chatting, almost like Envy was just talking animatedly while Glutton just kept nodding repeatedly, though for some reason he seemed to be on his guard.
Glutton eats a lot, which might be why he's called that but he looks like someone that doesn't eat at all, so malnourished. They both had a green and indigo liquid which reminded me of Wrath's red one and Lust purple one that I have constantly seen them with.
I don't think I've ever seen them without it, I still don't know what it is though. I have tried asking and they said it's a special drink given to them by their Father and it makes me more curious about who their Father is.
"Ashton!".
I glanced to my side where a group of girls were walking to our table.
Immediately the cafeteria started bussing. I'm not surprised, I've heard the whispers all morning.
'So it's true, he's the Royalles only son'.
'What a trashy family, he must be the same as them'.
'Did you hear?, last week his mother judged a rape case unfairly'
'Not the first time and I'm sure it's not going to be the last time either'
'That was last week, just yesterday his sister prosecuted a man and his family just because they couldn't pay hospital bills'
'Yes, I saw it in person because I had gone with my mom who was the defendant lawyer, she had said and I quote, don't go to hospital if you can't afford the bills, the doctors that are treating you spent money to go to school and they have to be paid, stop being an inconvenience to them and filling up hospital beds preventing those who can truly afford it from getting treatment'
'They are all terrible'.
I didn't react to the whispers, I was already kind of used to it.
I had been hearing those words all my life, so it's nothing new. It's the reputation my family carries around.
"I shouldn't have been that loud". The girl apologised sitting beside me, too close for comfort but I didn't push her away, I needed to be normal.
"It's fine". I dismissed it, not really caring.
"Won't you introduce me to your handsome friends?". She asked me, batting her eyelashes at me probably thinking she's cute and all which she is except the only thing I could think of was Lust on his knees attending to the evidence of my arousal.
Which happens a lot because my always eager member doesn't remember the meaning of soft whenever he's around.
"This is Samira, this is Saviel and Satiel". I said gesturing between the two parties trying my best to muster some excitement, I mean I'm introducing my girlfriend after all.
Envy's gaze lingered on her for a bit before he looked away, I caught his eyes and he winked already getting the memo.
Smart people are trouble sometimes because Glutton looked absolutely clueless to the fact that Samira got almost all of Lust's features but being with her still doesn't feel the same.
But I have to stop thinking about him, if not I'll never be normal.