Zhao Han was surprised that Qin Chuan would ask this question, but she blushed when the topic of gender came up.
She thought Qin Chuan had discovered her gender because he had touched her heart that day.
She said softly, "It's due to my physical condition; I don't want to cause trouble, so I've never had any romantic feelings."
"And now?" Qin Chuan asked seriously.
Zhao Han sighed softly, "Do you want the truth?"
"Let me tell you a lie first; lies are generally more easily accepted," Qin Chuan said.
"Does that mean I understand? You do have feelings for me, don't you?" Zhao Han's eyes lit up.
After saying that, she blushed again, realizing she had been too hasty. What would Qin Chuan think of her?
So Zhao Han lowered her head slightly, her face flushed, even her delicate earlobes were pink and alluring.
Qin Chuan looked at her, his body instincts kicking in, and said helplessly, "You should know what's going on between us. It's due to our physical constitutions, and you should know what a man is."
Zhao Han looked up at Qin Chuan's words, a faint smile on her face. "You wanted to hear a lie, didn't you? The lie is that I like you, I really like you, I fell in love with you at first sight."
Qin Chuan smiled. "Then what about the truth? I want to hear the truth."
"The truth is that I never thought about finding a man, but meeting you felt like destiny. You are the only light in my life, the only light between men and women. From that day on, we might not need love. I just don't want regrets, I want to leave some different memories in this long life."
Qin Chuan looked at her. "Why are you doing this?"
"I'm not suffering, I won't cry at all. Sometimes, seeing things too clearly takes away the beauty, which might be a loss, but I don't want to be empty." Zhao Han said earnestly.
Qin Chuan knew what Zhao Han was talking about. Because it was so inspiring, Zhao Han's love story couldn't be very beautiful, because without love, perhaps the closest relationship would be...
Physically, it should be like this, so it's not ideal, but she doesn't seem like a blank slate.
Having said this much, Qin Chuan's resolve wavered. He had previously said he wouldn't let his desires control him.
But now it was consensual, so it didn't count, right? However
, Qin Chuan wasn't sure if it counted, but his resolute heart was now shattered, drastically. After all, who could refuse such a stunning beauty offered to them?
This beauty still offered him immense benefits; it wouldn't be a meteoric rise, but it would definitely be a huge breakthrough.
Zhao Han had said this much; all Qin Chuan needed to do was express his opinion. If he nodded, this peerless beauty was his to do as he pleased.
It would be a lie to say he wasn't tempted. He was a normal man, and hadn't had meat in a long time, but he didn't know what he was holding onto.
He rejected this loveless union; this was a hurdle Qin Chuan couldn't overcome. He liked this woman, liked her beauty, liked her physique.
But he didn't have that kind of love, precisely because of the first day. It wasn't that he was petty; perhaps this was just a hurdle, not a major one.
But this hurdle, though not huge, is incredibly difficult to let go of, leaving you unsure of what to hold onto. His inner struggle is intense.
Zhao Han is also feeling incredibly anxious. She's starting to regret pushing Qin Chuan into a corner with no way out, a choice that must be made decisively.
If this day passes, Zhao Han knows it will be a lifelong regret.
Now she has no choice, no way out, only to wait for Qin Chuan's statement, his decision. It would be a lie to say she's not nervous.
She tells herself she doesn't love him, only because of her constitution, and that she doesn't want to leave any regrets—this is her destiny.
Following this is not wrong, which is why she made this choice.
Qin Chuan keeps watching Zhao Han. He sees her pale face, clearly very nervous. This indicates that love isn't as unimportant to her as she claims.
She's a normal girl; it's impossible not to yearn for love. It's just that she's too outstanding, yet Qin Chuan feels there's no reason for her to fall in love with him.
After all, they've had very little contact, which puzzles Qin Chuan. Could it be that she fell in love with him at first sight?
Qin Chuan didn't want to ask. What she said above was partly true and partly false, but Qin Chuan knew that combining the two answers might reveal the most truthful one.
Qin Chuan still walked over and gently asked, "No regrets?"
"No regrets!" Zhao Han said with a smile.
"You don't want to leave a blank, but I don't want you to have any regrets. What should I do?" Qin Chuan asked.
"Then pursue me, let me experience everything a girl can experience." Zhao Han looked at Qin Chuan with bright, sparkling eyes.
Qin Chuan was stunned, but looking at this incredibly radiant woman, for some reason, his heart softened. She was a good girl. Perhaps she made a mistake the first time, but she must have her reasons.
"Okay, I'll pursue you. You can't agree too quickly," Qin Chuan smiled.
"Qin Chuan, on the first day, when I attacked you, that move would have caused the same damage to anyone. It had nothing to do with your own resilience," Zhao Han said softly.
Qin Chuan was stunned. He hadn't expected this, but the thing that had been bothering him for so long now disappeared.
Why hadn't she said this before? Was he being too petty now?
Without this obsession, everything seemed to change. Actually, Qin Chuan had this obsession before, and he was prepared to accept it.
However, Qin Chuan didn't know Zhao Han also had an obsession, so she kept it to herself until Qin Chuan happily agreed to forgive her for her actions that time, at which point she revealed the reason.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" Qin Chuan asked.
"I'm a girl too. This was my last bit of dignity. Now, for you, I've let it go," Zhao Han said softly.
Qin Chuan looked at Zhao Han, and finally just gently rubbed her head: "Come on, let's go give you a different experience."
This experience made Zhao Han uneasy, because Qin Chuan led her around the academy, and along the way, countless people collapsed.
Zhao Han's face was very red, but she felt something she had never experienced before. She didn't dare look at anyone and could only follow Qin Chuan with her head down, her pink neck flushed.
But she didn't pull away; in fact, she held Qin Chuan's hand tightly.
"Holy crap, what did I just see? Qin Chuan is holding Zhao Han's hand! What's going on?"
"I want to know if Zhao Han is a man or a woman?"
"I want to know too!" "
Are you guys stupid? Qin Chuan likes women. Wasn't the Fallen Flower Goddess incident proof enough? So, Zhao Han is definitely a woman."