I remember the day I first saw you.
Your hair hung down to your waist.
And I was captivated
Behind the counter
Of that sad, downtrodden place.
And you just looked me in the eyes
And stated, "You are just a baby."
I was caught up in her spell
So well,
Never fathomed she could slay me.
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I lived with my brother back then
In a shitty Polish flat.
And I was embarrassed as hell
To have you come there.
But you would just park in the back.
And I knew I was not enough
At least I thought that
Deep down
In the back of my head.
I never fathomed
You would bite my bait
And stay so late.
Come cuddle up
There in my bed.
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She was my little Mexican.
She had smooth, porcelain skin...
Adrenaline ruled our love
And our worlds from without
And within...
And I was lost in her
So far from Earth
The stars would all unfurl...
She climbed on top.
Refused to stop.
Don't stop,
Heart tangled in her curls...
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Her shell was so calm.
Alluring and beautiful.
I wish all the feelings that I had
Were mutual.
She was so angry inside
All the pain, she would hide.
It was very toxic
And unusual.
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I had to break it off.
I had to pull away...
I was not used to that level of anger.
It hurt me so badly
I hated that sullen day.
I knew my heart and my mind were in danger.
She hated me then,
Yeah, I became a stranger...
I felt all those blades kill our love
in its manger...
I knew I was right
By avoiding that plight.
At the end of the night,
No, my love couldn't save her...
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But I can remember the night I first saw her.
Her pitch-black hair hung well past her ass...
And I was enchanted
Beyond most of my known words
I wanted to give her whatever she asked...
But that was not destined,
We were just too different.
Our infatuation may have made us crash.
I guess I was too young
Too green,
Too inexperienced.
Or maybe we just loved to fast...