I thought for a while
That I still loved you.
I figured then that things could last...
You were only holding on to
Me, so that you wouldn't crash...
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You've been up all night.
Your brain is sore...
Syphoned my light.
You still wanted more...
And I prayed all night
Just to get you gone...
Hope you don't mind that I made it.
No, I don't mind if you hate me.
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I really did try to save you
From everything that was there...
You never gave nothing special.
Through all the storms, shit, I was there...
I hate that I had to press you
Just to learn why you were there...
You couldn't just be honest,
And I was trapped in the moment...
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I believed that I still loved you.
I believed that this pain could pass...
You deceived me into loving
You so that you didn't crash...
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The morning light
Brings memories...
Half are cursed
Like our history...
A constant fight
To forget those wrongs.
Hope you don't mind that I made it.
No, I don't mind if you hate me.
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I really did try to hate you.
I threw your name on the floor...
But I am far from vindictive,
I wish you the best, and nothing more...
I still won't carry the hatred,
It is too heavy to implore...
I'm just being honest,
I don't miss the moments...
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I believed that you could love me.
I believed that things could last...
Never knew that you were using
Me so that you wouldn't crash...
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I didn't want anyone else but you.
I was just a placeholder.
That wasn't fair...
I never told you anything but the truth
You didn't want me.
You never cared...