Well let me say discovering a purpose in life is very hard. You have to do this and that and find some old prophecies and fulfill them or meet some random person on the way and then become friends because that person is just like you and embark on a journey to find purpose.
Well I haven't really been the best of persons . I wasn't a good sister nor a good daughter. Let me as while say that I wasn't a good friend.
All this time I have been trying to be at my best but guess I have failed.
Every night I would go with tears to bed just because I didn't feel I was good enough. I had disappointed everyone. I wasn't being that sister and Everytime I would do something,my siblings would say" Stop pretending, we all know you. U have never and can never be a good sister. You only care about yourself"
Those words would really hurt like hell. And I had to put on a fake smile and say well it's okay. But it's only the Heavens that know how much l cared for them and tried to be a good sister.
Even when I tried to be a good sister, my mum felt I wasn't doing good enough.
That's my life. Someone help me.
Forget about that sad. Like I always say there's hope for tomorrow.
Even though I felt unwanted and sad around most times, I always knew they were family and loved me no matter what and that's the one thing that wouldn't change.
There's always tym 4 everything and I can say that. I'm still young and learning about life and soon I will discover that there's more to it than wat meets the eye. I'm really glad that I have family. It has taught me one thing or another and I know they will never leave and will always accept me for who I am.
Here I come world. It's time for u to meet a new me. To finally see whether you can match me. As long as I know my family loves me I can do anything!"