Well I guess I have introduced myself. Well I don't really like talking alot. I'm a girl of few words. Yeah maybe that's why I don't have that many friends.
Someone tell me is it a crime to be yourself. To be you. Beca if it is I have already faxed the punishment because I see it. I see it with everyone and everywhere around.
They keep pushing me away and I go further and further away. I live in my own world, my own place where I can be me because no one gets me.
If there's really someone out there,then you have really taken a hell of a time to come to me. Why don't you just come here, be there by my side and tell me everything is going to be alright.
Why do I have to cry myself to sleep each and every night while everyone I know has someone to talk to , someone who is there for them .
I once had someone say , " That your not cursed from something you do when your born. At your very birth at the beginning you are born cursed. A life that will always be full of pain and sorrow. Happiness engulfed in the darkness!"
Maybe if there was a way to break my curse , I would do it. But I haven't found any. I usually talk to myself because there is no one who gets me better than myself. Oh my parents yeah they're around. That's another story for another day.
For now. Let me take time looking searching for a purpose. If I do find one then it will be a new beginning for me.
