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Chapter 15 - 15: Rebuilding her body

The rumors that drifted through the internet did not fade as quickly as they had appeared, but instead settled into a steady hum of discussion that followed Chu Yunyun wherever she went, whether it was onto the film set where bright lights made her pale skin even more obvious, or into the quiet apartment where she tried to rest between shoots, because the world had decided that her weakness was now part of her image, something to be analyzed and consumed like any other form of entertainment.

Liang Jinhai noticed the change long before she did, not because he paid attention to gossip, but because he paid attention to her, and he could see that the faintness in her steps had not disappeared after filming resumed, and that her meals remained small and careless, as if eating were only a formality rather than something her body desperately needed.

One evening, after she returned home later than usual with dark circles under her eyes and the faint smell of makeup remover clinging to her skin, Liang Jinhai watched her push half her food aside without even realizing she was doing it, and something in his expression shifted in a way that he himself did not bother to name.

"You're not a decoration," he said suddenly, his voice calm but firm as he reached out and lightly tapped the edge of her untouched bowl. "Food is not optional."

Chu Yunyun looked up in surprise, as though she had only just remembered he was there, and for a moment she seemed unsure how to respond, because in both of her lives, eating had never been something anyone cared enough to supervise.

"I'm just not hungry," she said softly, her fingers curling around the spoon without lifting it, because hunger was a feeling she had learned to ignore long ago.

Liang Jinhai studied her for a brief moment, then stood and picked up his phone, moving away from the dining table as if the decision he had just made required no further discussion.

The next morning, Chu Yunyun woke to the unfamiliar sound of voices in the kitchen, not the quiet efficiency of the house cook but the low, precise tone of a man explaining something in technical language, and when she walked downstairs in loose home clothes with her hair still half-dry, she saw a stranger standing beside the counter with a clipboard in hand.

"This is Dr. Wen," Liang Jinhai said, setting down his coffee. "He's a nutritionist."

The man nodded politely. "Miss Yu's condition is simple in diagnosis but difficult in habit," he said, glancing at her thin frame without any judgment, only calculation. "Chronic malnutrition combined with stress and blood loss history. She doesn't need supplements as much as she needs consistency."

Chu Yunyun froze slightly at the mention of blood loss, because it was not something she spoke of, not something she liked hearing from others, but Liang Jinhai did not look at her, as though he understood that drawing attention to it would only make her retreat.

"Give the plan to the cook," Liang Jinhai said.

The nutritionist handed over several pages, filled with schedules, portions, and notes, and then left with the same quiet efficiency with which he had arrived, leaving behind an atmosphere that felt strangely heavy despite the ordinary setting.

From that day on, the meals in the house changed.

Breakfast was no longer something she could skip with an excuse of being late, because it was prepared early and placed directly in front of her, warm and balanced, with foods chosen not for luxury but for nourishment, and if she tried to leave without finishing, the cook would look at her with quiet concern and gently remind her that President Liang had instructed her to make sure the bowl was empty.

At first, Chu Yunyun resisted in small ways, eating slowly or pretending to be full, because part of her still believed that her body did not deserve such care, and another part feared that once she grew stronger, she would no longer be allowed the excuse of weakness, which had become both a shield and a wound.

Liang Jinhai did not argue with her about it, but on the days when he returned home to eat, he sat across from her and ate at the same pace, watching without appearing to watch, and when she slowed, he would simply say, "You haven't finished," as if it were an objective fact rather than a command.

"You don't have to monitor me like this," she said one evening, her voice not sharp but tired, as she stared at a bowl of soup that seemed far too large for her appetite.

"I'm not monitoring you," he replied, taking another bite of his own food with calm indifference. "I'm eating."

She looked at him, and for a moment she almost believed him, except that she knew he would not have been there if she had been alone.

Gradually, without realizing when it happened, she began to eat more, not because she suddenly loved food, but because the act of sitting across from someone who expected her to finish created a strange sense of obligation, as though her survival had become a shared responsibility rather than a solitary burden.

On set, the changes were slow but noticeable, and Sister Mei frowned less when she saw her, and the makeup artist stopped having to layer powder over her face to hide how pale she looked, and when she stood under the lights, she no longer felt as though her knees might give way without warning.

The internet, however, did not move slowly.

Photos began circulating again, this time showing her holding a lunchbox or drinking soup between takes, and the comments shifted slightly, no longer focused only on her fainting but on her efforts to recover, turning her weakness into a story of struggle that audiences could attach to.

"She's actually trying," one post read.

"She looks better than before."

"Maybe she really was sick."

Chu Yunyun scrolled through these messages late at night, her phone glowing softly in the dark, and felt a strange disconnection from the person they described, because she knew that the true change was not visible on the screen but in the quiet moments at the dining table where she forced herself to take another spoonful even when her stomach protested.

One evening, after filming ran late and she returned home exhausted, she found a bowl of warm porridge waiting for her, steam curling upward in a way that made the kitchen feel unexpectedly alive, and Liang Jinhai sitting at the counter, reviewing documents while clearly waiting.

"You don't have to wait up," she said quietly, setting down her bag.

"I wasn't," he replied, not looking up. "I was working."

She did not point out that he could have worked anywhere else.

As she ate, the warmth spread slowly through her chest, and for the first time since she had entered this house, she felt something close to comfort, though she did not name it, because naming things made them fragile.

"Why are you doing this?" she asked suddenly, her voice low and hesitant, because the question had been forming in her mind for days.

Liang Jinhai paused, then closed his file.

"Because a tool that breaks is useless," he said, his tone practical and detached, as though that explanation should be sufficient.

She smiled faintly. "Then I'm just a tool?"

"You're a person who needs to function," he corrected. "And people don't function when they're starving."

She laughed softly, not because it was funny, but because it was the closest he would come to saying he cared.

In another apartment across the city, Yu Li stared at a new photo of her sister on her phone, noticing that her face looked slightly fuller and her eyes less hollow, and the unease in her chest deepened rather than faded, because change meant distance, and distance meant losing the person who had always stood between her and the world.

"She's really not coming back," Yu Li whispered to herself, her fingers tightening around the phone as though it could pull her sister back through the screen.

Meanwhile, far away from both of them, a system calculated future encounters with cold precision, its host smiling as she read about Yu Chen's rising presence in the industry, because the stage was being prepared long before the actors met again.

Chu Yunyun finished her bowl that night and set it gently in the sink, feeling the unfamiliar heaviness of being full settle into her body, and as she walked back to her room, she realized that the ache in her limbs felt different from before, not sharp or hollow, but solid, as though her bones were slowly remembering how to hold her up.

Lying on the bed, she stared at the ceiling and thought about how strange it was that rebuilding could begin with something as ordinary as food, and how much harder it was to accept care than to endure pain, because pain was familiar and care was not.

She closed her eyes and let herself rest, unaware that this quiet act of nourishment was the first step toward a strength she would one day need when the past finally caught up with her, and the world that watched her now would demand far more than a fragile image and a sympathetic story.

For now, though, the only thing that mattered was that she ate, and that someone, somewhere at the other side of the table, made sure she did.

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