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Chapter 14 - 14: First Rumors

Rumors did not arrive like thunder.

They came like mist, thin and almost invisible at first, drifting through the cracks of conversation and settling quietly into places where no one noticed until it was already too late to wipe them away.

Chu Yunyun learned this on the third day after filming resumed, when she opened her phone in the early morning and saw her name resting uneasily among unfamiliar trending keywords, small and pale like a child standing between giants.

#NewcomerYuChen

#WeakBeauty

#BehindTheScenes

She sat up slowly on the bed, her fingers brushing over the screen as if touching the words would make them disappear, but the posts only multiplied as she scrolled, revealing blurry photos taken from far away, images of her fainting on set, being carried into a car, and later returning with a pale face and a bandage on her arm.

Someone had written, "Isn't she pretending to be sick for attention?"

Another comment replied, "She looks real, not like acting."

A third said, "Why does she get so many chances when she can't even stand properly?"

The words were not particularly cruel, but they were sharp in a way that only curiosity could be, because curiosity had no responsibility for the pain it caused.

Chu Yunyun lowered the phone and stared at the ceiling, feeling a familiar tightness wrap around her chest, not from anger this time, but from the strange sense of being stripped open under the gaze of strangers who did not know her name, her history, or the cost of every step she took.

She had known this would happen.

She had prepared for it.

And yet, preparation did not mean immunity.

By the time she arrived at the set, the atmosphere had changed, not in any obvious way, but in the subtle tilts of heads and pauses in conversation, in the way some staff members glanced at her with curiosity while others avoided her eyes as if afraid of being seen noticing her.

"Yu Chen," Sister Mei called her aside, her voice low and controlled as she handed over a bottle of warm water. "Drink this before shooting."

Chu Yunyun accepted it with both hands, the warmth seeping into her fingers.

"You saw it?" she asked quietly.

Sister Mei nodded, her lips tightening slightly. "The internet doesn't care whether you're new or old, sick or healthy, only whether you're interesting, and right now, you are interesting because you fainted and because you don't look like someone who should be here."

Chu Yunyun did not argue.

"Do you want me to clarify?" Sister Mei asked, her gaze sharp. "We can say you were unwell from overwork."

"No," Chu Yunyun replied after a brief pause, because she knew that explanations often created more questions, and questions were seeds for bigger rumors. "Let them talk."

Sister Mei studied her for a long moment, then sighed. "You're calm in strange ways."

"I've been watched before," Chu Yunyun said softly, thinking of cameras that had not been lenses but eyes, and of rooms that had not been stages but cells. "This is… better."

Filming continued as scheduled, and she forced herself to remain standing even when the lights made her vision blur and the noise pressed against her temples like a weight, because she understood that every moment of weakness would be magnified into another story that did not belong to her.

During breaks, she kept her head lowered, memorizing lines or sipping water slowly, while whispers flowed around her like wind through tall grass.

"She doesn't have any background, right?"

"Then why is Sister Mei taking care of her personally?"

"I heard she was in the hospital just days ago."

"Maybe she has a sponsor."

The word sponsor hung in the air like an unspoken accusation, because in this industry, kindness was rarely believed to be free.

When the day's shoot ended, Chu Yunyun walked out of the studio alone, because Liang Jinhai never appeared in places where he could be noticed, and the car that came for her looked no different from any other black vehicle waiting at the roadside.

She slid into the back seat and closed her eyes for a moment, her body sinking into the cushion as if it had been waiting all day for permission to rest.

"They're talking about you," Liang Jinhai said from the driver's seat, his voice calm and distant, as though he were discussing the weather rather than the direction of her life.

"I know," she replied without opening her eyes.

"You don't seem bothered."

"I am," she said quietly, because lying to him would serve no purpose. "But I won't stop because of it."

He did not respond immediately, and the city passed by outside the window in streaks of light and shadow, until finally he said, "If the rumors get worse, I can suppress them."

She shook her head slightly. "Not yet."

He glanced at her through the rearview mirror.

"This industry eats people who don't know how to be seen," she continued, her voice low and steady. "If I hide behind you now, I'll never learn how to stand on my own."

Liang Jinhai did not argue.

At the Yu family apartment, the same rumors reached a different audience, arriving not as entertainment news but as something far more personal.

Yu Li sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the screen of her phone, replaying a short clip of her sister fainting on set, the image blurred but unmistakable, because she knew the curve of that face better than anyone else.

"Sister…" she whispered, her voice trembling slightly as she pressed the phone to her chest, feeling a mixture of fear and confusion rise inside her, because the person on the screen looked like Yu Chen, but the way she held herself, the calmness in her eyes even as she collapsed, did not feel like the sister who had always smiled weakly and said nothing.

Their mother's voice came from the living room. "Isn't she dramatic? Fainting for attention on television."

Yu Li bit her lip and did not answer, because a part of her wanted to believe that explanation, that her sister was only acting for sympathy, but another part of her, the part that remembered cold nights and silent tears, whispered that something was wrong.

"She changed," Yu Li murmured to herself, her fingers tightening around the phone. "She didn't used to look like that."

Back on the internet, accounts began piecing together fragments of her short history, comparing old photos taken by classmates with the pale girl on set, noting the difference in posture, the sharpness in her gaze, the way she spoke in interviews that were not yet interviews but brief clips of behind-the-scenes footage.

One post read, "She looks like someone who's already been hurt."

Another replied, "That's just good acting."

Chu Yunyun scrolled past these comments late at night, sitting by the window of her temporary apartment with the city glowing below her like a restless sea, and as she read, she felt a strange sense of distance from the person they described, because the version of her they were guessing at was neither Yu Chen nor Chu Yunyun, but a shadow formed from both.

She placed the phone face down on the table and pressed her palm against her chest, where her heart beat steadily, stubbornly, as if reminding her that she was still alive in a way she had not been before.

"Being seen hurts," she whispered into the empty room, "but disappearing hurts more."

Somewhere far away, in a place where neon lights did not reach, another woman was listening to a voice that did not belong to this world, a system that spoke of missions and rewards and destiny, and when that woman heard the name Yu Chen for the first time, she laughed softly, because fate had a sense of humor that only those who had died once could truly understand.

Chu Yunyun did not know that yet.

She only knew that the first wave of rumors had already begun to shape her image, turning her weakness into a spectacle and her silence into mystery, and that from this moment forward, every step she took would leave a trace that others could follow.

She stood from the window and walked back to the bed, feeling the familiar ache in her limbs and the unfamiliar weight of attention pressing down on her, and as she lay down, she made herself a promise, not to the world or to the people who watched her, but to the two souls that shared this body.

"Let them talk," she said softly into the darkness, because she understood now that rumors were only the surface of a much deeper current, and if she wanted to survive, she would have to learn how to swim in it rather than drown beneath it.

Outside, the city continued to glow, unaware that a small name was beginning to carve its place among countless others, and that in the quiet space between truth and rumor, a new identity was slowly being born.

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