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Chapter 4 - Chapter four

 (Evelyn POV)

Sleep didn't come.

It hovered at the edge of her mind, close enough to tease, far enough to deny her. Every time Evelyn closed her eyes, she saw the roses again. Black petals. Red edges. Too perfect. Too deliberate.

And the note.

I never left you.

She sat up in bed, the words echoing louder in the silence of her apartment. The clock read 3:17 a.m. The city outside had quieted into that strange stillness where everything felt paused, like something was waiting to begin again.

Her chest felt tight. Not panic. Not exactly. Something heavier. Something she couldn't push away no matter how hard she tried.

She swung her legs off the bed and stood, pacing slowly. The floor felt cold under her feet, grounding in a way she needed.

"Get it together," she muttered to herself.

It was just a note. Just flowers.

But that was a lie, and she knew it.

Because it wasn't just anyone.

It was him.

Her jaw tightened. The name sat at the back of her throat, refusing to come out. Saying it would make it real. Saying it would mean accepting that everything she had buried was clawing its way back to the surface.

She moved toward the kitchen, poured herself a glass of water, and drank it too quickly. It didn't help. Nothing helped.

Her mind wouldn't stop replaying everything. The voice on the phone. The shadow outside her window. The feeling strong, undeniable that she wasn't alone.

That he was close.

Too close.

Evelyn set the glass down harder than she meant to. The sound echoed through the apartment, sharp and hollow.

"Why now?" she whispered again.

Seven years of silence. Seven years of nothing.

And now this.

It didn't make sense.

Unless…

She shook her head quickly, cutting the thought off before it could form. No. She wasn't going to spiral. Not over this. Not over him.

She had built a life. A stable one. Controlled. Predictable. She had a career, a routine, a way of existing that didn't involve him, didn't depend on memories that only brought pain.

She wasn't going to let one night undo all of that.

Even if it already felt like it had.

Morning came too fast.

Evelyn stood in front of her mirror, adjusting the sleeve of her blouse for the third time. Her reflection looked composed neat hair, clean lines, nothing out of place. But her eyes…

Her eyes told the truth.

There was something unsettled in them. Something restless.

She grabbed her bag and left the apartment without looking back.

The hallway felt longer than usual. The elevator ride too quiet. Every small sound made her more aware of everything around her the hum of the lights, the faint echo of footsteps, the way the air shifted when someone moved nearby.

She hated this feeling.

This constant awareness.

It reminded her too much of the past.

Outside, the city had come back to life. Cars moved, people talked, everything loud and busy in a way that should have been comforting. Normal.

But it wasn't.

Because no matter how many people surrounded her, Evelyn felt alone.

Completely alone.

Work should have been a distraction.

It usually was.

Deadlines, meetings, contracts things she could control, things that made sense.

But today, nothing held her attention.

She sat at her desk, staring at the same document for ten minutes without reading a single word. Her pen tapped lightly against the table, over and over, the rhythm uneven.

Her colleague across from her glanced up. "You okay?"

Evelyn blinked, forcing herself back into the moment. "Yeah. Just tired."

It wasn't a lie.

Just not the full truth.

She pushed the document aside, leaning back in her chair. The office buzzed around her phones ringing, keyboards clicking, voices overlapping but it all felt distant, like she was watching it happen instead of being part of it.

Her thoughts kept drifting.

Back to the roses.

Back to the note.

Back to him.

She clenched her jaw.

This was ridiculous. She wasn't the same person she was seven years ago. She didn't fall apart over him anymore. She didn't wait. Didn't hope. Didn't imagine things that weren't real.

So why did it still feel like this?

Like one crack had opened, and everything she had buried was spilling out?

She stood abruptly, grabbing her bag.

"I need air," she muttered, more to herself than anyone else.

No one stopped her.

The street outside was crowded.

People moved past her in waves, voices blending into a steady hum. The sun sat high, bright and unforgiving, nothing like the quiet darkness of last night.

Evelyn walked without thinking, her steps slow, aimless.

She needed space.

Needed distance.

Needed… something she couldn't name.

Her chest felt heavy again. That same tightness from the night before, pressing in, refusing to let go.

She stopped at a corner, watching the crowd move. Everyone seemed to know where they were going. Everyone had a purpose.

Except her.

Because no matter how far she walked, no matter how much she tried to focus on anything else, her mind kept pulling her back.

To him.

To what he had done.

To what he had left behind.

Her hands curled at her sides.

"You don't get to do this," she whispered under her breath. "You don't get to come back and just… exist like nothing happened."

A few people glanced at her, then looked away.

Evelyn exhaled sharply, running a hand through her hair. She needed to stop. Needed to pull herself together before she lost control in the middle of the street.

She turned, ready to head back

And then she saw it.

A hand.

Just a glimpse.

Across the street, half-hidden in the crowd.

It shouldn't have meant anything. Just another person. Just another movement.

But it did.

Because she knew that hand.

The way the fingers curled slightly. The faint scar along the knuckle. The way it moved controlled, deliberate, familiar in a way that hit her like a shock to the chest.

Her breath caught.

"No…" she whispered.

Her heart started racing, fast and uneven.

It couldn't be.

It couldn't.

Seven years. Seven years of nothing.

And now

Her feet moved before she could stop them.

She stepped off the curb, pushing through the crowd, eyes locked on that single point.

The hand disappeared.

Panic flared.

"Wait"

She pushed harder, ignoring the annoyed looks, the muttered complaints as she brushed past people.

Her pulse pounded in her ears.

Where did he go?

She reached the other side of the street, turning in a slow circle, scanning every face, every movement.

Nothing.

Just strangers.

Just noise.

Just the city moving like it always did.

Her chest heaved, breaths coming faster now.

Had she imagined it?

No.

She knew what she saw.

She felt it.

That same pull. That same recognition that went deeper than logic, deeper than reason.

Her hands trembled.

"Daniel…"

The name slipped out before she could stop it.

And the moment it did, the world seemed to tilt.

Because now it was real.

Now she couldn't pretend anymore.

She wasn't imagining things.

He was here.

Somewhere in this city.

Somewhere close enough to touch.

Close enough to disappear into a crowd and leave her chasing ghosts.

Her throat tightened.

Frustration hit first. Sharp. Immediate.

Followed by something worse.

Loneliness.

Seven years of it, crashing over her all at once. All the nights she had spent alone, all the questions she had never gotten answers to, all the feelings she had forced herself to bury.

And now they were back.

Stronger than ever.

Her eyes burned, but she blinked the tears away quickly. Not here. Not now.

She straightened her shoulders, forcing herself to breathe.

If he was here…

If that was really him…

Then this wasn't over.

Not even close.

Her phone buzzed in her hand.

She looked down slowly, her heart still racing.

A message.

Unknown number.

Her stomach dropped.

She opened it.

A single line.

"You're still chasing me."

Her breath caught.

And just like that, she knew

This wasn't a coincidence.

This was a game.

And she had just stepped right into it.

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