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the lights
the time
the place
the jokes
the clowns
the dolls
everything
lights everywhere
"Chi-Chi Here!!!
welcome to the Kironochi circus!"
same phrase every time
to who?
no one
just that
the tent moves from place to place
the carousels never stopped
the fire breathers never died
the music never stopped
atleast it seems so
because after years
the music keeps staying in your mind
we don't have animals
we would never use some poor animals in this routating and moving circus
we have people that fell int the habit hole and never escaped
we have people that felt so bad they barely didn't do it
people that begged to stay here just to escape everything
people
just them
and I?
im one of them
I play the role as tightrope walker and acrobat
2
2 roles
just to escape of what I did
murder
blood
operations
I tried to escape pain in different ways
never worked enough
the only things now
is a faked name
a strange dress that always makes me think how
and the smile I show
just that
just...pain...pain i...learned to enjoy while it wasn't too much
pain I just kept until it didn't explode
pain
smile
dress
two colors
what am I?
I am
Chi-Chi
but what is Chi-Chi?
and what was Chi-Chi?
the name that got with the makeup
to cover everything
to cover her