The rain drops hitting the window were the only thing visible to my eyes once full of brightness and joy now filled with tears.
I covered both of my ears with my hands to stop the loud voices coming from outside my room.
Till down I should have been accustomed with their arguments , my father's violence and my mother's hatefull gaze as she looked at me as if I was the sole reason of her misery.
Looking out of my window I wish I could perish like those raindrops , wish I could just disappear and let go of all my dreadful memories.
Does a new day really mean forgetting the old wounds which tarnished my soul and shredded it to pieces. If their is no longer a reason for me to be happy then why should I live?
Sofia, my name "the embodiment of wisdom" ,
nothing in my life justifies this meaning.I could not longer take this and switched on the TV. A new boyband "Serine" is debuting. As I look at the new beings entering the realm of stardom and glamour, I grew curious about what the future holds for them. Will they smile the same way they are at this moment or will it be tarnished the moment they become a part of the very own trap awaiting them of life which is cruel in its own way just like it did to me. Out of those seven boys , my gaze got struck to the boy with the most enchanting and innocent smile and his eyes which were almond shaped glittering with unspoken dreams. I couldn't take away my eyes off him, he looked ethernal and a strong feeling of familiarity grew in my chest as if I could feel his emotions as if he already became a part of my life.
I quickly averted my gaze and switched off the TV and opened my book on the table situation near my large window and reminded myself that if I want to leave this home I have to work harder.