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Chapter 8 - Second Cup

He walked into Treeline on a Wednesday like nothing had happened.

Mid-afternoon. The lull between lunch and the after-work rush. Two customers at the window bar, a woman with a laptop in the corner, and Wen restocking pastries behind the glass. I was at the espresso machine cleaning the steam wand when the door opened and the room shifted the way it always shifted when Cole Ashford entered a space—like the air had been rearranged by someone who didn't bother asking permission.

I didn't look up. I felt him. Cedar and woodsmoke cutting through the coffee the way it had been cutting through every room of my life since Vail.

"I told you not to come here."

"You told me not to sit at the corner table."

I looked up. He was standing at the counter—my counter, the wood I'd sanded and bled for—in a dark sweater and the same composure he wore like armor. Except his eyes. His eyes were doing something I hadn't seen before. Something that looked like a man who'd been told not to come and had come anyway because the alternative was worse than whatever she was going to say to him.

"That's not what I said and you know it."

"You said don't come to Treeline. Don't sit at the corner table. Don't order a cortado." He paused. "I'm standing. I haven't sat. And I haven't ordered anything."

Behind me, Wen had gone completely still. I could feel her attention like a third person in the room. She was cataloging every word of this and I was going to hear about it for the next six months.

"The clause," I said. Low enough that the window bar customers couldn't hear. "The engagement clause my father signed. Is it legal?"

"No."

"Can it be enforced?"

"No."

"Did you know that when he signed it?"

"I told him before the ink dried. The clause has no legal standing. It never did."

Something in my chest tightened. Not anger—confusion. A man who'd acquired a legally worthless document and then built an entire weekend around presenting it to the woman named on it. Who does that? What kind of person constructs a framework with no foundation and then stands inside it like the framework is the point?

"Then what was it for?"

He looked at me. Not at the menu board. Not at the pastry case. Not at anything else in the shop he technically owned the lease on. At me. The way he'd looked at me on the chairlift. The way he'd looked at me at the dinner table with his thumb on my shoulder. Like I was the only thing in the room that mattered and he was trying to figure out how to say something he'd never said to anyone.

"It was a reason to be in the room."

Five words. The most honest thing he'd said since Vail. And my body responded before my brain could stop it—a wave of heat that started in my stomach and spread upward into my chest and my throat and behind my eyes, and for one horrible second I thought I was going to cry at my own counter in front of my barista and the woman with the laptop and the man who'd just told me he'd invented a legal fiction because he didn't know how to ask me to dinner.

I didn't cry. I made his cortado instead.

I don't know why. My hands moved before my brain signed off on the decision. The portafilter locked. The shot pulled at twenty-two seconds. The milk steamed at exactly the right temperature because my hands know this machine the way his hands know a boardroom and some things your body does when your mind is still arguing about whether to let them.

I set the cup on the counter between us.

His hand came forward. His fingers brushed mine on the ceramic. Not an accident—you don't accidentally touch someone's fingers on a four-inch cup. It was deliberate and light and lasted less than a second and my pulse jumped so hard I felt it in my throat.

He saw it. I saw him see it. His eyes dropped to the base of my throat where the pulse was hammering and stayed there long enough that I forgot what I was going to say next. The space between us was eighteen inches of countertop and it felt like eighteen inches of live wire.

"Don't," I said.

"I didn't do anything."

"You're looking at my throat."

"You're letting me."

I pulled my hand back. Wrapped it around the edge of the counter behind me where he couldn't see it shaking. My whole body was vibrating at a frequency I didn't recognize and I wanted to throw the cortado at him and I wanted to make him another one and both impulses were equally strong and that terrified me more than anything he'd said in Vail.

"The concourse camera is gone," I said. Changing the subject. Needing to change the subject before my body made another decision my brain hadn't authorized.

"I removed it."

"Why?"

"Because you photographed it and texted me a picture with no caption, and that told me more about who you are than two months of cortados did."

"What did it tell you?"

"That you don't call for help. You document. And a woman who documents doesn't need to be surveilled. She needs to be respected."

Something cracked in my chest. Not the anger crack. Not the almost-laugh crack from the dinner table. Something deeper and more dangerous—the crack that happens when a man you've decided to hate says something that makes hating him feel like a lie your body is tired of telling.

I looked at him. Six-four, standing at my counter, cedar scent flooding my shop, cortado in his hand that I'd made without deciding to, his eyes on me with an expression that wasn't composure anymore. It was the face of a man standing on the edge of something and waiting to see if the woman on the other side would let him fall or catch him.

"Get out of my shop," I said. But my voice was wrong. It came out quiet when it should have been loud. It came out shaking when it should have been steady. And the worst part—the part that made me want to take the words back the second I said them—was that I didn't mean it. He knew I didn't mean it. Wen knew I didn't mean it. The woman with the laptop had looked up from her screen because even she knew I didn't mean it.

Cole picked up the cortado. Took a sip. Set it down.

"Twenty-two seconds," he said. "Perfect."

He turned and walked out the door. No argument. No protest. No predator patience. Just a man who'd been told to leave and had left, carrying a cortado I'd made him with hands that were shaking, and the absence he left behind was so loud that the room felt like it had been emptied of oxygen.

Wen stood behind me for a full minute. I could feel her deciding whether to speak. She was twenty-three and fearless and the only person in my life who could read me faster than I could build a wall, and right now I had no wall. It was on the floor. Cole Ashford had walked in and out of my shop in four minutes and my wall was in pieces around my feet.

"So," she said. "That's the corner table guy."

"Don't."

"He knew your espresso timing."

"Don't."

"And you made him a cortado without him ordering it."

"Wen."

"You're in so much trouble."

I wiped down the counter where his cup had been. The cedar was on the wood. Of course it was. Everything he touched absorbed him. Including me.

My phone rang. I almost didn't answer—my hands were still trembling and my chest was still doing the thing and I didn't trust my voice to work. But the number was local and unfamiliar and I answered because I'm the kind of woman who answers the phone when the phone rings.

"Ms. Bridger?" The voice was tight. Professional. Uncomfortable. "This is Frank Coletti. You contacted my office about a background investigation."

"The PI," I said. "You took two weeks to call me back."

"I'm calling to tell you I can't take this case." A pause. Something in the pause that sounded like fear. "My advice? Don't hire anyone else to look into this either."

The line went dead.

I stood behind my counter with the phone in one hand and the rag in the other and the smell of cedar on my wood and the taste of something wrong in the air.

Don't hire anyone else.

The man I'd just served a cortado to was not just a CEO with a Vail condo. He was something a private investigator was afraid to look at.

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