"mere doston ki percentile itni acchi kyon I aur meri itni kharab kyon?"
Yah sawal mere dimag mein bar bar ghoom Raha tha.
Main screen ko ghurte hue baitha tha.
Mark change nahin hone wale the fir bhi Main refresh Karta ja raha tha.
Phone vibrate hua.
Group mein friends ke message a rahe the–
Unhen yakin tha ki Vikas ki percentile 95 paar hogi .
Vah message kar rahe the ki hamen party do Lekin main to fail tha.
Maine chat khola aur fir turant use band kar diya.
Dil mein Ajeeb Sa dard ho raha tha na to pura gussa Na hi Puri Khushi.
Bus ek Ajeeb si chinta ki Main piche rah Gaya Hun😢.
Kitna aaya?" mummy ne poochha.
Maine kuchh second chup rahakar dhire Se bola–
"3.03 percentile aai hai "
Yah sunkar room mein ek minute ke liye complete silence Ho Gaya 😯.
"Tu aur mehnat kar sakta tha mummy ne haklate hue kaha".
Meri mummy ka kahana galat nahin tha lekin utani samay vah word mere Dil mein lag rahe the.
Main Bina kuchh bole Apne room mein Chala Gaya.
Main hi kyu?" Maine dhire Se bola.
Table per Rakhi books Ko dekha. Har page per Meri mehnat Thi lekin result kuchh bhi nahin dikh raha tha.
Iske bad mere papa apni duty se ghar ko wapas a gaye. Unhone bhi mujhse result ke bare mein poochha to maine kaha Main fail ho chuka hun to mere Papa ki pairo tale jameen khisak gai.
Per fir bhi unhone mujhe hosla dete hue kaha koi baat nahin dobara kosis karo.
Shayad mere Papa Jaise sabke papa hote sabhi student ka dard samajhte.
Main class 9th se padhta aa raha tha aur mujhe Love ke chakkar mein Main kabhi nahin padha jahan mere pitaji jaate vahan Meri badhai hi hoti.
Main chote - chote tyoharon mein Apne chaurahe per dukaan lagata tha aur kuchh paise bhi Kama kar deta tha tab tak mere pitaji soch rahe the ki mera jaisa Koi ladka nahin.
Ek din Maine unke pant se Bina puche ₹20 chura liye.
Unhen pata chal gaya ki vah paise Maine hi liye hain tab unhone kaha ki tumne Puri ummid mein mere Pani Fer Diya.
Tab maine kaha aaj meri ek chhoti Si galti ke Karan aap mujhe itna bada Doshi thehra rahe hain Jo Main 4-5 sal se itni acche kam karte a raha hun usko aap bhul gaye.
Isase yah aashay hai ki aap jab Tak Kisi ke liye achcha kam karte ho tabhi Tak aap uske liye acche ho chahe FIR vah Ghar wala Ho ya Samaj wala.
To Main apni result mein tha.
"Mere dost Ne mere pass phone kiya aur usne kaha bhai tension mat le agali bar achcha karenga."
Main bed per sar pakade baitha tha.
Yah chij aap bhi feel karo yah Insan ko andar Tak Tod deti Hai jab aap mehnat kiye ho aur aapko uska parinaam na dekhne ko mile.
Lekin Shayad problem mark mein nahin the.
Maine FIR dhire se phone uthaya aur kaha ki yah result Hai end nahi hai ise badla Ja sakta hai.
Aur Shayad yahi Se Meri nai journey start hone wali thi.
"Mere dosto ke Mark mujhse acche kyon Aaye?"
Iska ek mukhya Karan yah Hai ki mere dost ke parents. Kam aur Paisa Se jyada padhaai ko mahatva dete the jisse uska use per prabhav bahut hi adhik pada.
Mera kahane ka matlab yah hai ki mere mata pita mujhe padhaai karne ke samay per bhi yadi kahin Koi kam hai aur usmein paise Mil Rahe Hain to vah mujhe vahan jaane ke liye kah dete the aur mujhe Jana padta tha Meri Mata pita ke liye padhaai Se jyada paise the.
Shayad yah mere mata pita mein hi nahin balki hamare samaj mein sabhi parivaron mein yah samasya hai.
Unhen lagta hai ki 1 ghante kharab ho jaenge bacche ke to usse kuchh fark nahin padane wala kam se kam 100 rupaye to Mil jaenge.
Lekin yahi ek ghanta aap exam haal mein dekh kar baithiye 1 ghante ki kimat aapko pata chal jayegi.
Hamare samaj mein padhaai Se jyada abhi bhi paise ko Manyata adhik Di jaati Hai yah bahut hi Bhari samasya hai.
Isiliye main idhar udhar ke kamon mein fans Gaya aur sahi se padhaai nahin kar Paya jisse Meri percentile mere doston ke mukabale kam aai yah nahin ki maine padhaai hi nahin ki balki maine kuchh samay West Kar Diya.
Meri Mata aur mere pita bahut hi parishram kar rahe the mujhe lag raha tha ki main kab jaldi se job Pa jaaun aur inki garibi ko dur kar do.
"Isi Umang ko lekar Maine fir se IIT JEE ki taiyari ko start Kiya."
Yah sunkar gaon wale aur rishtedaron ne Mera khoob majak Udaya ki ek bar to fail ho gaya dobara fir se usi daldal mein fansne ja raha hai.
Yah sab sunkar mujhe bahut ghabrahat hone lagi ki ab Kya hoga Mera.
Ghar Wale bhi kahane lagi beta Koi kam dhundh lo aur thode bade paise milenge jisse hamari roji roti chalti rahegi.
Lekin mere mata pita Maine Jahan bhi kuchh bhi paise mange unhone turant nikal kar mujhe de diya.
Unki bhi yah ummiden thi ki mera ladka ek din padh kar bada aadami Banega.
Mere pita ko ek Bachpan Se Hi bimari Thi jiske liye hamen bahut sara Paisa chahie tha.
Ek din vah bole ki jitne din mein chal raha hun chal raha hun nahin to main kisi din Bina Kisi Ko bataen Ganga Ji mein kud kar mar jaunga yah sunkar mere room per khade ho gaye.
Maine unse poochha ki aapki kaun si bimari hai unhone kaha hamare pass itne paise nahin hai ki Ham ise Sahi karva sake.
Ab mere pass ek Hi rasta tha ki mera paper abaki bar nikal jaaye jisse main job pakar Apne pita ka achcha ilaaj kara sakun.
Kya Main dobara se paper Dunga ya fir Apne pita ke Sath unka kaam sambhalne lagunga.
Janne ke liye chapter 3 ka wait Karen aur ek comment jarur Karen.🙏