CHAPTER ONE.
I just woke up, and yet again my mind doesn't go straight to giving thanks to God for life, as I have been trained to do all my life. Instead, my mind goes straight to her beautiful body and the thought of my dick being wrapped in her banging Brazilian butt. Ugh… the thought of her wet lips giving my dick a sloppy bath is all I think about all day, every day.
Today won't be an exception.
Before I get to find her and feel what those men get to enjoy from her, I will make do with what I have — the fucking site that has all her videos.
I go over to my desktop in the darkest corner of my room and log straight into my account on the site. I type her name.
Scarlet Bond.
White. Beautiful. Pierced all around — her ears, nose, nipples, clitoris, even her tongue. She's an all-around nasty bitch.
I click on her latest video.
"What the fuck?"
This was uploaded just five hours ago and it already has one million views. Thirty thousand comments.
Fuck. These fuckers are obsessed with this bitch just like me. Are they insane? Do they know she belongs to me?
She's mine.
Her lips are mine.
Her big boobs… ugh, I love them so much.
The video starts playing.
It's a gangbang. Scarlet in the middle of five hefty men with dicks as big as horses — long, thick, and fat.
I glance down at my own dick and realize I'm no match for them. But I quickly encourage myself. Once she knows how much I love her, it won't matter what kind of dicks she gets at work.
Mine will always be her favorite.
I've memorized the way she moans before the dick even slides into her.
The first man chokes her and slaps her. She opens her mouth wide and the next guy spits in it before pulling her into a kiss. She gladly kneel down, sliding their dicks into her mouth one after the other.
She loves it. She moans deeply like a slut.
Ugh… this is how I want my bitch.
The third man lifts her from the ground and bends her into doggy position. He slides into her and the excitement on her face is enough to make my dick hard as stone.
I keep repeating that particular scene just to see her face — the way she smiles mysteriously while whispering "Ah."
I stare deep into her eyes while she's being thrusted, believing that the more I look at her, the more we share a connection… a bond.
She has been my favorite for a long time. She really knows how to bring out the fire in me.
As a virgin boy, need I say that I'm only a virgin because of the kind of family I'm born into? In my house, I'm always told that God will destroy me if I ever have sex before marriage because my body is His temple. And because He is a jealous God, if I dare mess up the temple He would kill me.
Sigh.
Well… I guess I have found a better substitute, and that is me loving upon Scarlet.
I don't mind being called delusional, but believe me, the way she looks through the camera when she takes a dick makes me believe she's the only woman for me.
How can you explain this connection and bond?
I have never had sex all my life. I'm twenty-four years old. I've never even had a female hug me because my dad says I am only permitted by God to hug my "God-given wife."
But here she is.
Scarlet.
From the first day my curiosity led me to that dark site, I have never turned back.
And before you say I only watched her from the start … no. I watched about five other women before her video. But when I watched theirs, I felt bored and irritated.
I kept wondering what the attraction was that made so-called Christians addicted to this site.
Dearly beloved — don't mind me, I'm just being funny.
But on a serious note, for the first time in my life I understood why whenever my church elders organize programs to pray against the spirit of pornography and masturbation, it feels like the entire youth group needs deliverance.
Scarlet is the baddest.
Whenever I see her ride a dick, the fire in her eyes, the soothing sound of her moans, the way every part of her seems willing to accept a man… it drives me insane.
Oh shit…
It's getting more intense.
Oh Scarlet… Please don't stop, baby.
Suddenly there's a knock on the door just as I'm about to climax.
I jump up and quickly force my hard dick back into my pants, pulling my trousers up.
"Ethan."
My mother's voice calls as she opens the door slightly.
I immediately slam my laptop shut.
"Why are you not dressed yet?" she asks.
"Dressed? For what?" I reply.
"Have you forgotten today is the workers' meeting at church? Your father won't be able to attend because he's going on a three-day prayer and fasting retreat."
She pauses and looks at me suspiciously.
"Don't tell me you haven't written the sermon for today."
I freeze.
"I… I'll come up with something immediately."
"You better be fast about it. You wouldn't want to invoke the wrath of God and the anger of your father today."
She walks away.
I place my hand on my head and look down at my dick that has now gone cold.
I sigh and pick up my Bible, trying to focus.
But the words blur together.
My mind goes straight back to Scarlet.
I drop the Bible.
Fuck it.
I turn the laptop back on and pull my dick out again, touching myself while her videos play.
This time I don't rush it.
When I finally cum, a slow smile spreads across my face.
Satisfied.
I quickly grab my blazer and rush to get dressed.
At this point I don't care what I preach today.
Hell…
I might just preach about how sweet she is and how she makes my body hunger for more.
As I step out the door, I see my father standing right in front of my room.
My heart starts beating fast.
What if he heard something? I was dumb enough to get so engrossed in her body that I forgot to use a headset. But how can I even use one in a house with no privacy?
If I wear headphones, someone could walk in and catch me in the act.
So I normally play the videos out loud… sometimes even louder when I'm about to climax, because the loud moans of Scarlet and mine feel like our souls are mixing.
Well…
I guess I'm dead.
My father has a stern look on his face. I know that look very well. It's the same look he gives whenever I've done something wrong and I'm about to be roasted with the word of God.
"What were you doing inside?" he asks.
I free