Meri Zindagi ka safar. chhoti si umar ka safar

Mai abhi 18 saal ki hu . Jab mai 9th class me matlab 10th me jaane hi wali thi toh mai ne yek galti kar di bahut badi itti chhoti toh thi samjh toh kuch thi nhi upar se is generation ki thi or jo aaj kal ka genration hai wo bahut jyada hi bigad hai .. ussi me mai bhi thi faltu kissi ki baato me fas gai kissi ladke ke chakkar me apna time apni zindagi sab barbad kar li...or mai 10 th me bhi jaane wali thi board bhi the mere kyuki jab 10th me thi toh sath toh ussi ke thi naa mai uske sath 11 th rahi last 11th matlab 12 th chalu ho gya tha per wo thoda sahi ladka nhi tha.. matlab wo sach me issi genration ka tha.. jaise aaj kal ke log hote hai wisa tha ..yek baar kya hua ye baat mere Ghar me pta chal gai kya hua tha raat ka samay tha baat kar rahi thi WhatsApp me waise hamesha Instagram me karti thi par us din WhatsApp me kar rahi thi toh meri mumma mujhe chat karte dekh li thii or yrr yek dam se aake mere se phone le li .ab mai bahut jyada tension me mai mumma se phone maag rahi thi par mummy nhi de rahi thi phone fir mumma meri meri sari chat dekh li us din bas ki jis din WhatsApp me kiye the fir kya hua mumma mere ko raat me toh kuch nhi boli jo boli subh boli. Fir kya huaa subh hui mummy khana bana rahi thi bhai ke liye usko school Jana thaa .jab tak khana bana rahi thi toh kuch nhi boli ..banai wanai bhai ko school bheji uske baad..mere pass aai boli kya hai ye sab phone me chat dikhate huye sab boli ..bolti hai jab se baat kar rahi ho jab se uske sath ho mai bol di 1 mahine se bass toh mummy boli jhuth na bolo mai boli sahi me uske baad mummy mere ko khub chilai samjhai.. sabse interesting baat ki jisse mai sath mai relationship me thi wo mere Ghar se samne hi rahta tha yek dam just samne . Abhi wo log naye naye hi aaye the ..ha toh apne topic me aate hai..fir mummy meri uske Ghar gai uske mummy papa se baat ki usko maar bhi padi uske papa mare waha kya baat hui mummy nhi pta kyuki mai apne ghar me thii .uske baad mummy waha se aai fir mere se baat ki samjhai ki ye sab galat hai beta tum ladki ho tumko sab samjhna chahiye kuch ho jaaye ga toh uska kuch nhi jaaye ga jo ho ga tumhara hoga or wo ladka sahi nhi hua beta samjho is baat ko .or ye baat sahi nikli meri mummy ki wo ladka sahi nhi tha..wo bilkul bhi sahi nhi thaa uske andar na kuch nhi tha bilkul laparwah apni jimmedari nhi samjhta tha nasha washa karta tha ye sab thik tha Main wo loyal nhi tha mere liye mai ne uske isliye itna kuch saha wo sahi nhi thi..bas isliye mere ko ye bhi jo mai ne kiya wo mere ko galt lagta tha shyad bachpan tha.. fir wo mere se Alag ho gya .. wajah se nhi thi ki Ghar me pata chal gya tha ..wajah kuch or hi thi wajah ye thi ki uski galtiya wo meri importance nhi samjhta tha bilkul nhi usko lagta tha mai kitni bhi galti karu ye mujhe hamesha maaf kar ke mere sath rahegi ..or Ha mai ne uski na jaane kitni galtiya maaf bhi ki hai wo kissi or ke sath rah kar mere pass aajata tha toh mai maaf kar deti thi har baar ab mere se nhi ho Raha tha toh chhod di mai ..isaki insaan ke sath meri life yahi pass khatam hoti hai..bas yahi kahna chahti hu ki jaldbazi me aa kar koi bhi Aisa faisla mat lo jisse apko aagye taklif ho apke family ko jo bhi karo soch samajh ke or sahi insaan ke pass hi jaao ..