Chapter 1 - meri zindagi ki kahani

Mera nam manshi sing he or me ak normal si family se hu meri abhi umar 16 sal ki he or en 16 sal me mene bhut si galtiya kar rakhi he meri jindgi suru hoti he 3 sal ke umar se jab meri school life thi to meri School me admission huaa or meri 2 male friends the or 5 female friend the baki class ke bhi sare friends achhe the ham sab mil kar rahete the uske sal khelna rhena hamare bich sab kuchh thi kuchh new friends aaye or kuchh friend dusre school me chale gye ase hi life chalti thi me bhot khus nhi rheti thi mujhe sabse bhot pyar milti thi bachpan vale din bhot yaad aati he vo har bar bahana kar ke bahar jana ghumna firna sab kuchh bhot achhi chalti thi me Frist school me jo admission Li thi usme me 8 sal padae ki class 5th se me dusre school me chali gyi fir aaya coverd jise school band ho gyoyor lockdown bhi lag gyi or bahar Jana band thi fir mene bache sab dino me sare friends ko bhot Miss ki or meri ak friend thi jo best friend thi vo mujhe dur chali gyi ab yha se kahi or rhenge lagi uske baad mene sab Khali dono me alag alg tarh ki chije bana sikha jyese ki mahendi lagane or dry chije banani seekhi or me class ki best drawing student thi girl me meri drawing bhot achhi rhegi thu or boys me ak ladka tha rahul uski drawing bhi best hoti thi or mene kuchh chije bana kar ke school me bhi de rakhi thi me bhot simpal si ladki thi or me kisi se jyada bate nhi karti thi apne kaam se matlab rheti thi bs koe bole to bolti thi nahi to khud me hi mast hoti thi mujhe sok thi to Faison digener bane ki jyese jyese me badi hue uske baad me jab class 7th me gyi mujhe apne sath didi ne coching lekar gyi mujhe rok subah uthati thi vo me chhote class me thi or vo class 9th me thi me 9th valo ke sath padti thi vha par bhi mujhe bade bade bhai log mile jo mujhe bhot pasand karte the or didi bhi thi mam bhi mujhe pasand karti thi me sabki Chaheta ban gyi thi fir mene padae ki achhi si or coching me bhi padae me mei bhot achhi thi har test me meri bhot achhi number aati thi meri pasandida subject maths thi jo mujhe bhut pasand thi or me use hi lekar ke class 9th me padae ki or me 9th 10th achhe se padae ki meri life me ak ladka tha aaya vo mujhe pareshan kar ke rakh diya tha me or dipression me bhi Jane lagi thi kyu ki vo mujhe etna pareshan kar ke rakh diya tha or sab to asa hi rha tha life me ki me kya hi batau na kisi se baat karna nahi bolna bs khud me mast rhena hota tha problem to asi thi ki Ghar par bhi nhi bata sakti thi kyu ki ghar vale bahar aana jana band kar dete mene kar bar egnor ki sab par last me vo sari problem sahi jati thi ak khatam na ho ak tension mil jati thi vaps se zindagi bojh lagene lagi thi bhot dar lagti thi par mene khud ko samahal or jisne mujhe pareshan kiya jo meri life ka asa hal kiya uska mene kuchh nhi Kiya kyu ki mujuye nhi pasand ki mere vaju se kisi ko takleef ho me chahti hu ki kisi ko bhi mere vaju se hurt na ho or sab mujhe hurt kar ke chale jate he me asi nhi hu ki mujhe kisi ne kuchh kaha nahi suru ki life me bhot achha samjhti thi 9th se life kharab hote gyi or aaj ase din bar din bigadti thi na kisi se kahe pana nahi koe solve kar sakta tha vo ladka mujhe had se jyada pareshan kar rakha tha par mene usko lekar khud ke liye bhot galt baat sune lagi thi or mujhe asa nhi laga tha ki kabhi mere sath asa hoga kuchh kabhi bhi life me jine ka mn nhi ho rha tha bhut ganda feel hoti thi kuchh nhi samjh aaye kya karu bhut akela akela sa pasand aane laga tha jaha me char logo ko sath lekar hass to thi vha me ak dam ab sant rhene lagi thi kyu ki me us ladke ko lekar bhut tension lelo thi kisi ko lekar kabhi bhi aap log apni jindagi me tension mat Lena tension asi chij he jo sarir khatam kar deti he vo glow vo Hassan vo khusi sab chhin jati he next part me meri kahani he