Meri Zindagi – Ek Safar Jo Abhi Jaari Hai"
Mera naam shayad duniya ke liye kuch khaas nahi hai, lekin meri kahani mere liye sab kuch hai. Main ek simple parivaar mein paida hua, jahan sapne bade the lekin zariya chhota. Bachpan se hi mujhe samjha diya gaya tha ki zindagi aasaan nahi hoti. Lekin kisi ne yeh nahi bataya tha ki mushkilein hi insaan ko mazboot banati hain.
Bachpan – Masoomiyat Ka Daur
Mera bachpan hasi-mazaak, shararat aur chhoti-chhoti khushiyon se bhara tha. School jaana kabhi pasand tha, kabhi bojh lagta tha. Subah maa ki awaaz se uthna, jaldi-jaldi taiyaar hona, aur phir school bus pakadna – yeh meri daily routine thi. School ke dinon mein dost meri duniya the. Unke saath ki gayi shararatein, class mein chupke se baatein karna, aur exam ke waqt tension lena – sab yaad hai.
Tab zindagi simple thi. Na paise ki tension, na future ka darr. Bas ek hi chinta hoti thi – homework complete hua ya nahi.
Jawani – Sapnon Ka Bojh
Jaise-jaise umar badhi, waise-waise zimmedariyan bhi badhne lagi. 10th aur 12th ke exams ne zindagi ka pehla pressure diya. Sab log poochte the, "Aage kya karna hai?" Lekin mujhe khud nahi pata tha ki main kya banna chahta hoon. Bas itna pata tha ki mujhe kuch bada karna hai.
College ke din alag hi the. Naye log, naye ideas, aur ek nayi duniya. Yahin maine seekha ki har insaan apni ek alag kahani lekar chal raha hai. Kisi ke paas paise ki problem thi, kisi ke paas family issues, aur kisi ke paas khud se ladne ka struggle.
College ne mujhe sirf degree nahi di, balki sochne ka tareeka diya. Maine pehli baar apne aap se sawaal poocha – "Main kaun hoon? Main kya chahta hoon?"
Pehla Pyaar – Ek Nayi Ehsaas
Meri zindagi mein ek waqt aisa bhi aaya jab dil ne pehli baar kisi ke liye dhadakna shuru kiya. Woh ehsaas alag tha. Har message ka intezaar, har call par muskurahat, aur har mulaqat mein halka sa darr.
Lekin zindagi filmon jaisi nahi hoti. Har kahani ka happy ending nahi hota. Kuch log sirf humein seekh dene ke liye aate hain. Us rishte ne mujhe sikhaya ki pyaar sirf paane ka naam nahi, balki samajhne aur chhod dene ka bhi naam hai.
Dil tootna dard deta hai, lekin wahi dard insaan ko gehra bana deta hai.
Career Ka Sangharsh
Degree haath mein aane ke baad asli zindagi shuru hui. Job dhoondhna aasaan nahi tha. Interviews diye, rejections mile, kabhi hope high hui, kabhi confidence toot gaya. Har "We will get back to you" ek intezaar ban jaata tha.
Kabhi-kabhi lagta tha shayad main kaabil nahi hoon. Lekin phir ghar walon ki umeedein yaad aati thi. Unki aankhon mein mere liye sapne the. Main haar nahi maan sakta tha.
Aakhir ek din job mili. Salary shayad zyada nahi thi, lekin apni mehnat ki pehli kamai ka ehsaas anmol tha. Pehli salary se maa-baap ke liye kuch kharidna – us pal ki khushi lafzon mein bayan nahi ho sakti.
Zimmedariyan Aur Sacchai
Jaise-jaise waqt aage badha, maine samjha ki zindagi sirf khud ke liye nahi hoti. Parivaar, rishte, dosti – sab ko balance karna padta hai. Kabhi apni khwahishon ko side par rakhna padta hai.
Maine galtiyan bhi ki. Kabhi gusse mein faisle liye, kabhi jaldi mein logon ko judge kiya. Lekin har galti ne mujhe kuch sikhaya.
Maine yeh bhi samjha ki har insaan perfect nahi hota – main bhi nahi. Lekin roz thoda better banna hi asli jeet hai.
Andhere Din
Zindagi mein kuch aise din bhi aaye jab sab kuch ruk sa gaya. Jab lagta tha ki mehnat ka koi faida nahi. Jab raat ko neend nahi aati thi aur future ka darr satata tha.
Kabhi financial pressure, kabhi emotional breakdown. Lekin har andheri raat ke baad subah zaroor aati hai – yeh baat maine waqt ke saath samjhi.
Maine apne aap ko motivate karna seekha. Kabhi kitaabein padh kar, kabhi motivational speeches sun kar, aur kabhi bas khud se baat karke.
Khud Se Mulaqat
Ek waqt aisa aaya jab maine duniya ko khush karne ki koshish chhod kar khud ko samajhna shuru kiya. Maine apni strengths aur weaknesses ko accept kiya.
Mujhe samajh aaya ki main har kisi ko impress nahi kar sakta. Lekin main apni mehnat aur imaandari se khud ko proud feel kara sakta hoon.
Maine chhoti-chhoti cheezon mein khushi dhoondhna shuru ki – ek shaant subah, chai ka cup, maa ki muskurahat, dost ka call.
Sapne Abhi Bhi Zinda Hain
Aaj bhi main apne sapnon ke peeche bhaag raha hoon. Shayad main abhi wahan nahi pahucha jahan pahunchna chahta hoon, lekin main rukha nahi hoon.
Main maanta hoon ki success sirf paise ya status ka naam nahi. Success yeh hai ki jab main raat ko sone jaun, to mujhe lage ki maine aaj apna best diya.
Meri Kahani Ka Sabse Bada Lesson
Meri zindagi ne mujhe yeh sikhaya hai:
Haar temporary hoti hai, lekin himmat permanent honi chahiye.
Log aayenge aur jayenge, lekin self-respect sabse zaroori hai.
Sapne dekhna kabhi band mat karo, chahe umar kuch bhi ho.
Parivaar aur asli dost hi asli daulat hote hain.
Aage Ka Safar
Mujhe nahi pata meri kahani ka next chapter kya hoga. Shayad naye challenges aayenge, naye log milenge, naye sapne banenge. Lekin ab mujhe darr nahi lagta.
Kyuki maine seekh liya hai ki zindagi ek race nahi, ek safar hai. Aur safar ka maza tab aata hai jab hum har mod ko accept karein.
Main girunga, sambhalunga, phir chalunga. Main ro dunga, phir muskurana bhi seekh lunga. Kyuki yeh meri zindagi hai – imperfect, lekin meri apni.
Aur sabse khaas baat –
Meri kahani abhi khatam nahi hui. Yeh to bas shuruaat hai.