Every story of your life starts with a good beginning. The beauty of your life can be seen clearly; a feeling of being untouched by pain and the greenery of your heart is common at that time.
But when this beauty turns into hell and leaves scars and a deep wound in your heart, this darkness cannot be seen at that time. It does not let your subconscious mind know what is going to happen to you.
This does not happen every time. Sometimes beauty turns into greenery, and sometimes it turns into mental darkness. Your destiny will surely help you, but until that time, you will be in a phase of mental saturation, overwhelmed by brokenness and an abundance of regret.
However, this universe will not pause for your pain. You have to stand firm, rebuild yourself stronger, and try to move forward in this dark universe instead of getting swallowed by it.