MY WISH
CHPTER 1
Ye baat un dino ki he jab hum School life jee rahe the jab 4th standard ki baat hai ki jab new admission ki entry huyi uska name tha zeeshan aur hamare group ki ladki ka name tha jannat jis ki life ke bare me batana chahti hu.
Chalo aage badhte he.....,....
4th standard me to itna Bachpan hota he ke kuch bhi samajh nahi aata duniya se be khabar hokar mast apni masti me khoye rahte he na duniya ki koi zimmedari na koi kisi ka gam na fayda na nuksan bas Masti me gum bilkul Azad jaha kisi ki parwah na karna.
Hum sab saheliya milkar school 🎒 me padhayi bhi karti aur reses yani school ki small break me 🍦ice cream khati chocolate 🍫 khati aur phir ye wait karti ke kab chhutti ki bell baje aur hum apne apne ghar bhage.ye bahot achchi life hoti he Bachpan ki na kisi ki parwah karna bas apni masti me jiye jao.
Hum School me the tab mene bataya ke ek new admission hua tha zeeshan ka bahot hi shararti ladka tha kisi ki bat na sunna kisi ka dar nahi par zeeshan ko panish hoti to jannat ko bilkul achcha nahi lagta hum sab ladkiyon ko maza ata tha uski panish par jannat ka chehra utar jata hum samajh nahi paye aur na ye bat wo jannat samajh pati aur na zeeshan.
Dhire dhire waqt guzarta chala gaya ab to hum 11th class ki study kar rahe the ab wo School life se collage life ho chuki thi hum me thodi samjh aane lagi thi.
Ek roz ki bat he sab Masti kar rahe the aur zeeshan collage nahi aya jannat udas ho gayi aur wo hamare sath batein bhi nahi kr rahi thi bilkul akeli bethi thi aur dusre din jab zeeshan aya to jannat ka chahra khila khila sa tha uska zeeshan ke bina padhayi me man nahi lagta tha ye bat ko hum ya jannat zeeshan nahi samajh pa rahe the aur achanak ek bar jannat ki tabiyat bahot kharab hogayi aur wo hospital me admit thi aur kafi din ho gaye the wo school bhi nahi aa rahi thi wo bahot kamzor hogayi thi hum sab saheliya jannat se milne us ke ghar jati thi aur kuch waqt uske sath bethti aur wo hum se puchti rahti ke collage me sabkuch thik he mera koi puchta he ya nahi.
Phir ek din wo thik ho kar school ayi aur zeeshan ne first time zoya se bat ki tabiyat ke bare me puchne laga jannat bahot khush huyi aur muskurate huye jawab diya ke ab mai thik hu.
Aur kuch waqt bita ....
school me sports the sab ne compitition aur activities me hissa liya bahot maza aya aur phir zoya mehendi compitition me Jeet gayi aur zeeshan bahot khush tha jannat ki khushi me wo bhi khush tha.
Aise me zeeshan ke dost ne jannat ko propose karne ke liye plan banaya jaise hi ye bat zeeshan ko pata chali to wo udas hogaya jese jannat usi ki ho aur jannat ke upar kisi ki pyar bhari nazar bhi pade to wo bardasht nahi kar sakta.zeeshan ne apne dost se kaha ke ye ladki thik nahi tum ise prapose nahi karoge
26january ayi aur jannat ki friend ne Jannat se kaha ke me zeeshan ko chahne lagi hu kya tum mera ye massage zeeshan tak pahucha dogi jannat to bilkul hairan thi ke ab wo kya kare kese kahe kyunki jannat ke dil me zeeshan ke liye chahat thi par wo is bat ko samajh nahi pa rahi thi lekin saheli ki bat ko inkar bhi nahi kar sakti thi 26january ka function tha aur function pura hone ke bad jannat ne zeeshan se kaha ke koi tumhe bahot pyar karta he aur usi ka paigam me tumhare pas layi hu tumhara kya jawab he is bare me to kah do me apni saheli se kahdugi.
Zeeshan ne kaha ke me bhi kisi se pyaar karta hu be panah mohabbat karta hu pata he wo kon he wo tum ho jannat me tum se aaj kahna chahta hu ke mai tum se mohabbat karta hu mujh me ye kahne ki himmat na thi lekin tum ne aakr bat ki to me ye kah pa raha hu Jannat ki khushi ka thikana hi nahi Raha lekin wo ye khushi bhi na bata payi qki ek taraf friend ka paigam aur dusri taraf zeeshan ka perposal wo kya hi kahti kuch kahe Bina wo waha se chali gayi.
Jannat ki dost ne kaha ke tm ne mera paigam pahochaya jannat to kuch kahne ki taseer me na thi kahti bhi kya bechari majbur thi k saheli ka dil tut jayega wo khamosh rahi
Jannat ki saheli ne directly zeeshan se pucha ke uska jawab kya he zeeshan ne jawab me na kahdiya aur sath hi sath ye bhi kah diya ke wo jannat ko chahta he.jannat ki dost bahot royi aur jannat ko bura bhala kahne lagi ke wo zeeshan ko kabhi nai pa sakti wo mera nahi to tera bhi nahi . jannat tab bhi khamosh rahi. Wo apni saheli ki taklif ko dekhte huye zeeshan se kahne lagi ke tum mujhe chahte ho lekin mere dil me tumhare liye koi jazbat nahi mai tumse pyar nahi karti hu.
Zeeshan ka dil tut gaya aur wo udas udas rahne laga us ka padhayi me bhi man nahi lagta aur jannat se bhi nahi bat karta. zeeshan ka pahla pyaar jannat thi aur jannat ka pahla pyaar zeeshan.
Kuch din zeeshan collage nahi aya bas exams ke liye ata aur chala jata jannat bahot bechain thi ke wo kya kare use dekhe Bina wo bhi na rah pati ek din zeeshan collage aya aur usne socha ke thoda jannat ko pareshan kiya jaye isi liye zeeshan ne jannat ki best friend ko kaha ke wo bhi use chahne laga hai uski chahat ne use majbur kardiya hai us se pyar karne ke liye wo ladki bahot khush huyi aur jannat pe hansne lagi aur kahne lagi ke mera pyar mere pas laut aya hai mai bahot khush hu.jannat uski friend ki bat sun kar khush huyi.par wo bahot dard se guzar rahi thi kyunki jannat zeeshan se bepanah mohabbat karti thi lekin kabhi use nahi bata payi uske dil me dar tha ke agar usne izhar e mohabbat Kiya to uski wajah se uski friend ka dil tut ke bikhar jayega aur wo apni dost ko hamesha hamesha kho degi.
Zeeshan us ladki ke liye naye naye gift lata usse kayi batein karta ye dekh kar jannat bahot udaas hoti aur padhayi me man lagane ki koshish karti aise hi zeeshan jannat ko pareshan karne ke chakkar me us ladki se bahot batein karta par ladki use be had pasand karne lagi aur us se shadi ki bat karne lagi ke wo us se kab shadi karega wo us ke Rishtey ki bat karne us ke ghar kab aayega ye bat sun kar zeeshan ko laga ke kisi ko pareshan karne ke chakkar me wo kisi ka dil tod raha he uski feeling ka mazak bana raha he use apni galti ka ahsas hua aur usne us ladki se muafi mangte huye kaha ke mai tum se pyar nahi karta me jannat se pyar karta hu aur uske dil me jagah pane ke liye mene tum se pyar ka natak kiya lekin mujhe us pal ahsas na hua ke me kitna galat kar raha hu mujhe muaf kardo mujh se galti hogayi wo ladki ka dil tut gaya aur wo rone lagi bahot dard me thi kyunki kuch din ki nazdikiyon ne use zeeshan ke bahot kareeb le aya. Aur ab shayed wo ye bat bardasht nahi kar pa rahi thi isi liye usne collage ana chhod diya.ye bat zeeshan ke man me taklif kar rahi thi ke us se bahot badi galti huyi hai us ne kisi ka dil toda aur us ki padhayi bhi uski wajah se chhut gayi.
Aur ab jannat ko ye bat pata chali to wo bhi zeeshan se naraz hogayi ke wo aisa kaise kar sakta he kisi ke dil se kaise khel sakta hai.
Last final exams bahot karib the ab is exams se ke bad sab alag hojane wale the kisi ko padhayi ke liye bahar Jana tha to kisi ko ghar ke buisness sambhalne the sab apne apne goals ke sath aage badhne ja rahe the ab is exams ke bad wo log milte bhi ya nahi ye bhi kisi ko pata nahi tha bachapan se school 🎒 ke safar se jude collage ke safar tak sath rahe ab itne saalo tak sath padhayi karne ke bad wo sab alag hojane wale the ye soch kar jannat ne zeeshan se muafi mangi ke wo agar galat tha to kahi na kahi us ki zimmedar jannat bhi thi jis ki wajah se zeeshan ne ye kadam uthaya.
Zeeshan ne jannat se koi bat nahi ki na hi uski muafi li wo waha se chala gaya.
CHPTER 2
Kuch saal bitne ke bad
Zeeshan apne papa ke buisness ko aage badhane laga us buisness ke kaam se wo aksar bahar jata rahta aur jannat bhi ek company me job karne lagi uski job ka time khatm hone par wo ghar ke liye office se nikli raste me jannat ko auto nahi mila aur hawayein tez thi hawa ke chalne se jannat ka dupatta lahrane laga aur zeeshan se takraya zeeshan ne chehre se dupatta hataya to jannat aur zeeshan ek dusre ko dekhne lage un ki yadein taaza hogayi.
Zeeshan kahne laga jannat tum yaha kese jannat ne bataya ke wo is company me job karti hai aur wo Ghar ja rahi thi par auto nahi mila.zeeshan ne use kaha ke chalo me tumhe ghar chhod deta hu jannat uske sath uski gadi par baith gayi dono ne apas me bat na ki aur ghar tak jannat ko chhod diya.
Jannat ne usko shukriya kaha aur waha se chali gayi.
Dusre din phir zeeshan usi waqt usi jagah se guzra is soch me ke phir jannat ka didaar hojaye aur phir usne jannat se mulakat ki jannat ne kaha tum kya yehi kahi job karte ho aur usne jawab dete huye kaha ke mai aksar isi rastey par kam ke silsiley me ata jata rahta hu jannat se usne kaha ki chalo me tumhe ghar chhod deta hu jannat ne kaha nahi me chali jaugi zeeshan ne kaha mujhe tum se bat karni thi jannat ne kaha ke hum phone par bat karte he yaha mai bat nahi kar paugi jannat ka contact number le kar zeeshan waha se chala gaya aur us ne phir kuch waqt bad call Kiya jannat se khairiyat pucha aur kahne laga ke meri sagayi ho gayi he me tumhe invitation nahi de paya jannat ne afsos ke sath use Mubarak bad di aur kahne lagi tumhe yehi bat kahni thi ya phir kuch aur bhi kahna he kyunky me thodi buisy hu kya hum bad me bat kar sakte hai please. zeeshan ne thik he kah kar phone rakh diya jannat bahot akeli hogayi thi ab to use kuch ummid bhi na rahi ke wo kabhi zeeshan ko pa sakti he wo aj bhi zeeshan ko chahti he wo use kabhi nahi bhula payi aur zeeshan ne jab use apni sagayi ke bare me bat batayi to wo ye bardasht na kar payi.
Zeeshan ne phir jannat ko call Kiya aur kaha ke mujhe tum se bahot urgent bat karni he kya hum mil sakte he tum jaha job karti ho wahi par ek chhota sa canteen he kya hum waha mil sakte hai jannat ne kaha thik he me kuch time ke baad waha milti hu.
Jannat us canteen par pahuchi to waha pahle se hi zeeshan baitha hua tha Jannat ka intezaar kar raha tha jannat ko kahne laga ke me kuch kahna chahta hu mujhe galat mat samajhna me ab bhi tum se bahot bahot pyar karta hu jab tum ne mere pyar ka koi jawab na diya mujhe tadpati rahi mujhe ignore karti rahi to mene tumhe bhulne ki bahot koshish ki lekin me nahi bhula paya kya tum mujhse sach me pyar nahi karti jannat ne kaha ab kya fayda kahne ka jo ho gaya so hogaya ab jan kar kya karoge aur wese bhi tumhari sagayi hogayi he ab tum is bat ko bhul jao zeeshan ne kaha nahi jab tum ne mujhe jawab na diya tab me bahot tut gaya aur ammi ki pasand ki ladki se sagayi karli ammi ki khushi ke liye aur karta bhi kya tum to kabhi mili bhi nahi contact bhi nahi Kiya to Mai kya kart mene hamesha tumhe chaha aur tum se izhar e mohabbat karta raha lekin tum ne kabhi jawab na diya phir bhi Aaj ek bar aur izhar kar raha hu me tumse bahot mohabbat karta hu tum to jawab dedo ab itna tadpana sahi nahi he jannat.
Jannat ne kaha ke me bhi tum se bahot bahot pyaar karti hu lekin ab hamare rastey bilkul alag he aaj me single hu aur tum se koi jud gaya he pahle mai majbur thi apni friend ki khatir mai tum se kuch nahi kah payi ke uska dil tut jayege aur me kisi ka dil nahi todna chahti thi aur collage ke aakhri din mene tum se akar bat karne ki koshish ki Lekin tum waha se chale gaye to ab hamari mulakat huyi itne saalo bad jab sab kuch badal gaya ab kya matlab in baton ka.
Zeeshan ye sun kar bahot bahot khush hua ke jannat bhi use utna hi chahti he jitna ke wo ye jan kar ab Kya zeeshan chup rahta us ne khush hokar kaha ke tum mera sath do me tum se nikah karuga me apni sagayi tod duga kyunki me us ladki se pyaar nahi karta hu mene tumhe hi chaha he hamesha se aur me tumhare bina kisi aur ke bare me soch bhi nahi sakta aur me us ladki ki zindagi kharab nahi kar sakta me ye sagayi tod duga
Jannat kahne lagi sach kya tum mujh se shadi karoge kya sach me Aisa hoga kya me koi khwab dekh rahi hu mujhe apna.pyar milega kyunky mene bhi hamesha tumhe hi chaha aur hamesha chahti rahugi.dono phir ek bar mile aur ab in ke bich bahut nazdikiya thi bahot mohabbat thi.ye ek dusre ke sath waqt bitate kayi batein karte ye dono bahot bahot khush the sari duniya se bekhabar be khauf.
Ye dono bahot khush the zeeshan ne jannat ko izhar e mohabbat karte huye anguthi pahnayi aur jannat ne bhi us ka jawab ghadi pahnate huye diya ke mai tumhara intezaar karugi zeeshan jannat ko,,❤️ ilvuafu❤️ kahta aur jannat uske jawab me ❤️ilvu2 af❤️kahti ye inka izhare mohabbat ka tarika tha.zeeshan ne Jannat se pucha ke tumhara khwab kya he jannat ne jawab diya mujhe taj mahal ko dekhna he use chhuna he aur tumhari zeeshan tumhara kya khwab hai zeeshan ne kaha jannat ke khawab ko pura karna hi mera khwab hai.
Zeeshan ne apne ghar par jannat ki bat batayi to uski maa ne inkar kardiya ke tum ne jis ladki se sagayi ki he uske Ghar walo se maine wada kiya he ke unki beti ko kabhi taklif nahi hone dugi me tumhe hargiz aisa nahi karne dugi zeeshan majboor hokar kuch saal dusre shahar chala gaya taki uski sagayi tut jaye aur phir wo jannat ko apna bana sake. Jannat ko is tarah samjha kar apni bat bata kar wo jannat se ijazat lekar chala gaya jannat uska intezaar karti rahi use yaad krti rahi aur jab zeeshan laut raha tha be sabri se jannat intezar kar rahi thi aur zeeshan ne aakr achanak shaadi ka faisla suna diya ke meri kuch dino me shaadi hone wali hai mai kuch nahi kar paya mai majboor hu meri maa nahi mani aur me apni maa ko taklif nahi de sakta jannat ne kaha aur mera kya me jo itna intezar kar rahi thi itna pyar karti hu tumhe ab me tumhare bina nahi rah paugi tumhe aur koshish karni hogi mere liye jannat royi gidgidayi par zeeshan majboor tha wo uski maa ke khilaf nahi ja sakta tha kyunki wo apni maa se bahot pyaar karta tha aur phir us ne jannat ko Akela chhod diya.
Zeeshan ne shaadi karli aur jannat se bat bhi nahi ki jannat ko bahot bada sadma k laga ho wo is dard se bahar nahi aa pa rahi thi use zeeshan ke pyar par itna bharosa tha us ne itna intezaar bhi kiya aur phir Aisa dhoka kyun Diya jannat apne aap se puchti rahti wo bahot bade dard se guzar rahi thi.
CHAPTER 3
Kuch mahine guzre phir zeeshan ne jannat ko call kiya aur jannat se kahne laga ke me tumse bahot pyar karta hu lekin me majboor tha me tumhe dhoka nahi dena chahta tha lekin me tum se wafa na kar saka me tumhara gunahgar hu tum mujhe muaf kardo jannat ne kaha mene tumhe muaf kiya zeeshan tumne tumhari maa ki bat suni maa ka haq ada kiya he mene tumhe muaf kiya.
Zeeshan ne kaha me tum se kuch kahna chahta hu kya hum mil sakte he jannat ne inkar kar diya. Zeeshan ke bahot bar kahne par jannat milne ke liye tayyar huyi.zeeshan ne kaha ke me tum se kuch mangu to tum inkar to nahi karogi jannat ne muskurate huye kaha me tumhe kya de sakti hu bhala mere pas tumhe Dene ke liye kuch bhi nahin zeeshan ne kaha jo tum de sakti ho aisa hi manguga Jannat ne kaha thik he kaho kya chahiye tumhe mujh se zeeshan.
Zeeshan ne kaha tumhare do din jannat ne kaha kya matlab. zeeshan ne kaha ke mujhe do din chahiye hum kahi ja rahe hai aur tumhe bhi chalna hai naa mat kahna please
Jannat ne zeeshan ki bat suni aur kaha Jana he kaho kyunky pata nahi ye pal dubara mile na mile tumhe apni zindagi ke do deen ka waqt dugi.
Zeeshan aur jannat agra chale gaye aur taj mahal ke samne Jannat ko kaha ye lo jannat tumhara khwab ise jee lo jannat bahot khush thi jannat hai to akhir insaan saari batein bhula kar zeeshan ko kahne lagi tumne mere khwab ko yad rakha aur use pura kiya itna pyar karte ho mujhse phir Aisa q Kiya mujhe tadpne ke liye akele kyoun chhod diya zeeshan ne kaha nahi me tumhe kabhi dhoka nahi dena chahta tha par wafa bhi na kar paya aur apni biwi jis se mene shadi ki he use bhi apni biwi ki jagah na de paya. Jannat to zeeshan ke pyar me jese pagal thi unhone in 2dino me apni zindagi ji li aur bahot sari pyari pyari sweet memories bana li jo zindagi bhar unke sath rahe sweet memories ban ke.
Phir ek bar jannat zeeshan ke sath hansne bolne lagi pyar se rahne lagi phir ek din zeeshan tension me tha kuch khoya khoya sa jannat se kuch kahna bhi tha par kah nahi pa raha tha jannat ne uski halat dekhi aur kaha kya tumhari biwi tumhare bachche ki maa banne wali hai.zeeshan ne jannat ka chehra dekhte huye kaha ha wo maa banne wali he mene kuch nahi kiya he pata nahi ye kese ho gaya mujhe pata hi nahi chala us din jannat ki halat bahot kharab hogayi aisa dard tha jese dharti phate aur wo us me sama jaye bahot dard tha bahot chillayi royi phir ek bar zeeshan ne use jhatka diya jhatke pe jhatke khati rahi Jannat par use dil se na nikal payi lekin is bar itna dard tha ke wo sambhal nahi pa rahi thi use sambhalne wala koi na tha wo bebas hogayi .
Uski halat kharab hoti ja rahi thi jannat ki maa ne jannat se kaha ke tum ab shaadi karlo jannat har bar maa ko bahane batati rahi ke mujhe abhi nahi karni shaadi lekin is bar jannat ne kaha aapki marzi aap jese chaho.jannat ki maa ne jannat ki shaadi kardi jannat ne zeeshan ki bewafai ko yad karte huye shaadi karli aur us shaadi ko bhi ek mauka diya nayi shuruwat ki apni zindagi ki par jannat ke dil se zeeshan ke jazbaat nahi khatam huye wo use yaad karti rahti aur sochti ke us se aisi kya galti huyi aisa us ke sath kyoun hua sochti rahti.
Kuch waqt guzra.....
Jannat ki zindagi me naya mod aya us ne ek pyare se bachche ko janm diya aur us me wo khushiya dhundne lagi chhoti chhoti khushiyon ko bhi wo celebrate karti aur khush rahti kyunky uski zindagi me khushiya jese us se naraz ho gayi ho jannat se .zyada tikti hi nahi thi lekin wo apne bachche me bahot khush thi jese use jeene ka koi maksad mil gaya ho wajah mil gayi ho.
Uska dard kam hone ko hi tha ke kuch saal baad zeeshan phir us ke samne aa kahda hua us ne kaha tum to apni zindagi me aage badh gayi lekin mai nahi badh paya me hamesha tumhari soch me hi rahta hu mene Jo tumhare sath kiya us ke liye mujhe afsos hai tum mere pas wapas aajao me tumhe zindagi ki har khushi duga jis se tum mahroom ho. Par ab Jannat kya karein wo bhi zeeshan se bahot pyar karti he use itne dhoke milne ke bad bhi wo use nahi bhul payi lekin ab lautna na mumkin tha ab wo akeli nahi thi us se kayi rishtey jude huye the wo ek bahu thi ek biwi thi aur ab ek maa bhi thi. Ek aurat sab se gaddari kar sakti hai lekin aulad se nahi wo apni aulad se bewafai nahin kar sakti us ne kaha ke mere jo jazbaat he tumhare liye mere dil me mai un jazbaton ki izzat karti hu lekin me ab nahi laut sakti mai bahot aage nikal chuki hu mene tumhe tumhari sari khatao ke liye muaf kar diya hai mene tumhe muaf kiya .
Aj jannat ki zindagi me sab kuch tha rishtey us ka bachcha sansaar shohar lekin chahat nahi thi lekin zindagi me sab kuch nahi mil pata ye soch kar jannat ne bhi jeena sikhliya lekin aaj bhi jannat ki duao me zeeshan shamil hai ke zeeshan jaha bhi rahe khush rahe aur use sab kuch mile ye thi jannat ki kahani uski mannat adhuri rah gayi.....
Aap bataye ke jannat ne sahi faisla kiya ya nahi....