Pinal _ the awakening
Ek baar ki baat hai us din meri college me insult hui thi.
Pehli baar meri life me aisa hua tha . mujhe bhut sharminda hona pada tha .
Log shayad bhool gye honge ,par mere liye wo moment ruk gya tha.
Main ro rhi thi .
Aur dil me sirf vhi baatein chal rhi thi .
M bilkul akeli feel kar rhi thi.
Raat ho gyi thi aur sab so rhe the .
Mera kamara band tha aur light on this.
Main mirror ke samne khadi thi ....aur khud ko dekh rhi thi .
Khud ko hi kos rhi thi.
"Main aisi kyun hoon"?
"Main javab kyun nhin de payi"?
"Sab mujhe hi kyun dekh rhe the"?
Room me pura sanata tha .
Gehri raat.
Bilkul shant environment.
Us din mere headache ho rha tha bhut jyada
Aur dar lag rha tha bhut jyada ki Aisa kyun ho rha aaj mere sath kya hoga mera?
Aur m bed pe jakar let gyi taki relief mil sake
Par aisa nhin hua aur jyada hone lga tb maine apni dono aakhon ke bich me focus Kiya aur achanak nagmani ki tarah roshni nikali.... aur m dar gyi thi ki ye kya h.
Aur aakhe open karne ke baad khuch nahi dikhayi diya.
Mujhe nhi pata tha ki us nagmani ki tarah roshni se meri jindagi ka sabse bda twist aane vala tha.... Us raat aansuon ke sath ye faisla kiya ki m kabhi bhi khud ko kamzor mahsoos nhin karne doongi .