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Chapter 6 - Absence Is a Language

After Daniel leaves that night, nothing explodes.

There is no confrontation.

No raised voices.

Jaewon continues cooking.

She continues eating.

But something subtle has shifted.

Not between them.

Inside him.

The following evening, she returns at her usual time.

He is there.

But he is quieter.

Not distant.

Not cold.

Just… measured.

He prepares something different again.

This time, it's simple Italian.

Fresh pasta.

Butter.

Sage.

Parmesan shaved thinly over the top.

"You're not even pretending to stay in one country anymore," she says.

He doesn't smile.

"Food doesn't need borders."

"You trained everywhere."

"Yes."

"And you chose here."

"Yes."

"Why?"

He folds the pasta gently.

"Because here is quiet."

"You think London won't be?"

He pauses only slightly.

"I'm not going back to stay."

"You're going," she says.

It's not a question.

He nods once.

"For how long?"

"I don't know."

She watches his face carefully.

"You didn't tell me the date."

"I haven't decided."

"That's not true."

He doesn't answer.

She understands that silence.

He already booked it.

"You're leaving soon."

"Yes."

There's no apology in his tone.

No reassurance.

Just fact.

She presses her tongue lightly against her teeth.

The pasta tastes rich.

But something feels restrained.

"You don't like being tied," she says quietly.

He looks at her.

"I don't like being expected."

"That's different."

"Yes."

Silence stretches.

She doesn't ask him to stay.

He doesn't offer explanation.

Two controlled people standing on opposite edges of something neither wants to define.

The next two nights, she doesn't go.

Not intentionally.

Her corporate crisis escalates.

Emergency meetings.

Late nights.

Media pressure.

But underneath it all is something else.

A countdown she wasn't given.

On the third night, she leaves the office early.

She doesn't text.

She doesn't call.

She just goes.

The shop lights are off.

She stops walking.

That never happens.

The sign on the door reads:

Closed for a week.

No explanation.

No date.

Just absence.

Her chest tightens.

She tries the handle anyway.

Locked.

She stands there longer than she should.

The reflection in the glass looks composed.

But her pulse is not.

A week.

That means he left.

Without telling her the day.

Without saying goodbye.

Without a final dish.

Without anything.

Her jaw tightens.

Of course he did.

He doesn't dramatize departure.

He doesn't create scenes.

He leaves when he decides to leave.

It fits him perfectly.

That doesn't make it easier.

She walks away slowly.

Her phone buzzes.

She ignores it.

She gets into the car and stares ahead without speaking.

The driver waits.

"Home?" he asks carefully.

She nods.

At home, she opens her refrigerator.

Everything is arranged neatly.

Organized.

Premium.

Perfect.

She takes out a small container of miso she bought after tasting his salmon.

She prepares it herself.

Carefully.

Following memory.

She sits at the counter.

Takes a spoonful.

Nothing.

No depth.

No warmth.

No quiet expansion.

Just salt.

Her hand tightens slightly around the spoon.

So it wasn't the ingredient.

It wasn't the recipe.

It was him.

She exhales slowly.

That realization is dangerous.

Because if taste returns only in his presence....

Then this isn't just about food anymore.

In London, Jaewon steps into a hospital corridor that smells like antiseptic and rain-soaked coats.

Chef Laurent is thinner than he remembers.

But his eyes are sharp.

"You took long enough," the old man mutters in French.

Jaewon switches languages without effort.

"I had work."

"You always have work."

"Not like before."

Chef Laurent studies him carefully.

"You look smaller."

"I am smaller."

The old man scoffs faintly.

"You ran."

"Yes."

"Still running?"

Jaewon doesn't answer.

Instead, he adjusts the blanket.

Chef Laurent's granddaughter enters quietly, nervous about the upcoming wedding menu.

"You'll help?" she asks hopefully.

"For a few days," Jaewon replies.

No grand return.

No headlines.

No ambition reignited.

Just obligation.

Just debt.

Back in Seoul, three days pass.

She doesn't go near the shop again.

But she checks once each night.

Still closed.

Her assistant notices the shift.

"You're distracted again."

"I'm fine."

"You've said that before."

She doesn't respond.

During a tasting meeting for a new hotel partnership, she samples ten dishes in a row.

Nothing.

Texture only.

She dismisses the chef politely.

Afterward, her brother corners her in the hallway.

"You're pale."

"I'm tired."

"Of what?"

She looks at him.

"Noise."

He studies her carefully.

"You've never been bothered by noise."

She doesn't answer.

On the sixth night, rain falls again.

Not heavy.

Just steady.

She drives past the shop without stopping.

But when lightning flashes faintly across the sky, her breath tightens automatically.

There is no ginger tea waiting.

No rice cake.

No warm light.

Just rain.

She grips the steering wheel tighter.

So this is what distance tastes like.

Flat.

Empty.

Unforgiving.

In London, Jaewon stands in a professional kitchen again for the first time in years.

Steel counters.

Sharp knives.

Orders shouted in French and English.

His movements are automatic.

Precise.

Controlled.

The staff watches him quietly.

"Chef Laurent said you were brilliant," one whispers.

Jaewon ignores it.

He doesn't care about brilliance anymore.

He cares about execution.

But when he tastes the sauce he just reduced....

It's good.

Objectively good.

And yet....

It feels louder than he remembers.

Busier.

Less honest.

He adjusts the salt.

Then lowers the heat.

Smaller.

Quieter.

He works late into the night.

And when he finally steps outside, London rain greets him.

He doesn't think of her.

Not romantically.

Not dramatically.

But when he passes a bakery window and smells caramelizing sugar....

He wonders, briefly, whether she would taste it here.

Then he dismisses the thought.

Attachment complicates clarity.

And he doesn't like complicated.

Back in Seoul, on the seventh night, the sign changes.

Open Tomorrow.

She sees it while driving past by accident.

Her pulse spikes.

Tomorrow.

He's coming back.

Or at least the shop is reopening.

She doesn't slow down.

She doesn't turn around.

But her grip on the steering wheel loosens slightly.

Taste might return.

Or it might not.

And that uncertainty is sharper than jealousy ever was.

The shop reopened.

She did not go.

Three days passed.

The sign changed from "Closed" to "Open Tomorrow."

And still, she did not step inside.

Because if he wanted to explain.....

He would have.

She does not chase silence.

The European proposal arrives the following week.

Subject line:

Strategic Culinary Partnership – London

Chef Laurent Delacroix.

A respected French culinary figure.

Private estate dining.

High-profile wedding venue expansion.

Her company has been seeking entry into curated European hospitality.

The proposal is clean.

Strategic.

Profitable.

She approves a direct meeting.

Purely business.

There is no name in the document that connects to Jaewon.

No reference.

No memory triggered.

Just opportunity.

The flight to London is quiet.

She reviews numbers.

Market penetration strategies.

Event scaling models.

Her assistant briefs her midair.

"Chef Laurent is known for rejecting media attention. Very selective with who he teaches."

"Teaches?" she asks casually.

"Yes. He occasionally allows chefs to observe his kitchen. Very rare."

She nods once.

That detail does not register.

Not yet.

London greets her with restrained elegance.

Cold air.

Stone walls.

Muted wealth.

The estate is understated.

Not flashy.

Not modern.

Old authority.

She respects it instantly.

Inside, staff move with quiet discipline.

French murmurs blend with English instructions.

The meeting begins formally.

Chef Laurent is older than she expected.

Thinner.

But sharp-eyed.

"You came personally," he notes.

"I prefer direct evaluation," she replies.

He nods approvingly.

"Good."

They discuss partnership structure.

Brand integration.

Wedding venue prestige.

It remains entirely professional.

Until Laurent gestures toward the kitchen.

"I have a visiting cook assisting this week."

Visiting cook.

Not apprentice.

She nods politely.

"That is fortunate."

Laurent's lips curve faintly.

"Very fortunate."

The kitchen door opens.

And Jaewon steps inside.

White jacket.

Rolled sleeves.

Focused posture.

He is not introduced as apprentice.

Not labeled.

He is simply there.

He does not look startled.

He looks composed.

As if coincidence is not something he reacts to.

Their eyes meet.

Recognition.

Then control.

"Director Kang," he says evenly.

Professional.

She inclines her head.

"Chef."

Laurent glances between them.

"You know each other?"

"We lived in the same city," Jaewon replies calmly.

Neutral.

Measured.

Laurent studies her expression.

"He comes and goes," the old chef says casually.

"Refuses to stay."

Jaewon does not respond.

She absorbs that carefully.

Refuses to stay.

That sounds familiar.

The tasting begins.

French base.

Layered technique.

Subtle Asian infusions.

She lifts her fork.

Tastes.

And sensation returns immediately.

Not faint.

Not gradual.

Full.

Her grip tightens for a fraction of a second.

Laurent notices.

"You taste fully," he observes.

"Yes."

Jaewon adjusts a sauce reduction without glancing at her.

He moves through the kitchen with authority.

Not dominance.

Not ego.

Competence.

The staff listen.

But not fearfully.

Respectfully.

This is not someone inheriting a legacy.

This is someone who can stand in any kitchen and not shrink.

During a break in discussion, Laurent gestures for her to walk with him briefly.

"You are ambitious," he says quietly.

"I am strategic."

He smiles faintly.

"Same thing."

He glances toward Jaewon, who is correcting a junior cook's plating angle.

"He came here years ago."

"As a student?" she asks carefully.

"No," Laurent replies.

"He refuses titles."

"Then what was he?"

"Hungry."

The word lands differently.

"He stayed months," Laurent continues.

"Left. Returned. Left again."

"And you let him?" she asks.

Laurent laughs softly.

"I tried to keep him."

She studies the old chef carefully.

"He is not someone you keep," she says.

Laurent's eyes sharpen.

"Exactly."

Silence lingers.

"I offered him succession," Laurent says bluntly.

"My granddaughter's business. This estate. Everything."

She doesn't show reaction.

"And?"

"He declined."

Of course he did.

Laurent exhales slowly.

"He does not want ownership. He wants learning."

That aligns perfectly.

Jaewon never chased status.

Never clung to recognition.

He collected skill.

Then left.

After the meeting concludes, staff begin cleaning.

Laurent retires slowly.

She remains near the kitchen entrance.

Jaewon approaches without hesitation.

"You're investing," he says calmly.

"It's a strong brand."

"You didn't know I was here."

"No."

"You're sure?"

"Yes."

He studies her face briefly.

Believes her.

"You didn't tell me about Laurent," she says.

"You didn't ask."

"That answer is tiring."

"It's accurate."

She exhales.

"You never had a master."

"No."

"Then what was he?"

"Someone with techniques I hadn't seen."

"And when you learned them?"

"I left."

No bitterness.

No drama.

Just pattern.

"You never wanted the estate?" she asks.

"No."

"Why?"

He wipes his hands on a towel.

"Because ownership invites expectation."

"And expectation makes you leave."

"Yes."

She absorbs that quietly.

Rain begins tapping softly against tall windows.

The sound is different here.

Colder.

Less intimate than Seoul rain.

"You left without telling me the date," she says.

"Yes."

"You could have."

"Yes."

"But you didn't."

"No."

Silence.

"I don't stage departures," he says calmly.

"That wasn't staging."

"It would have been."

Her jaw tightens slightly.

"You assume I would make it dramatic."

"You would."

She doesn't deny it.

Because maybe he's right.

Laurent's granddaughter enters briefly, discussing wedding plating arrangements.

Jaewon listens carefully.

Adjusts a garnish detail.

Recommends balance.

He does not look like someone returning to claim a throne.

He looks like someone borrowing a space to refine a skill.

Temporary.

Always temporary.

"You'll go back to Seoul," she says quietly when they are alone again.

"Yes."

"When?"

"After the wedding."

"That's vague."

"It's accurate."

She almost smiles.

Almost.

"You command well here," she says.

"It's required."

"And in Seoul?"

"It wasn't."

He meets her gaze evenly.

"I choose quiet."

She understands that now.

Truly.

He didn't shrink in Seoul.

He simplified.

As she prepares to leave, Laurent calls out lightly:

"If you convince him to stay, I give you discount on partnership."

The tone is joking.

But layered.

She answers without turning back:

"I don't negotiate with men who refuse ownership."

Laurent laughs heartily.

Jaewon does not react.

But something in his gaze shifts slightly.

Recognition.

Respect.

Outside, London rain cools the air.

She steps into her car.

Her assistant speaks cautiously.

"Unexpected."

"Yes."

"Are we proceeding?"

"Yes."

"Because of him?"

She looks out at the estate one last time.

"No," she replies calmly.

"Because it aligns."

But her pulse is not steady.

Not entirely.

Inside, Jaewon stands alone in the quiet kitchen.

He runs his fingers briefly along the edge of a knife.

Laurent wants succession.

The world wants expansion.

She wants....

He doesn't finish that thought.

Attachment complicates clarity.

And clarity is the only thing he protects.

He returns to work.

Temporary.

Always temporary.

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