It's extremely rare for people to experience this. It's considered human torture somewhere for people to be put in a box of human isolation.
I don't even need to be in literal prison to experience literal hell. I already do by being physically free and forever tortured by own mental illnesses.
I am quite literally the Regression Model waiting to reincarnate in this life. Perhaps the prophecy says that I will be dead in a hopistal. Great thats how I want to go out.
There are three ways to survive in a ruined world. If I read from it and learn from it, I can learn how to survive. It was to be a reader, regressor, or writer.
I was forced to become all three. Enough mental illnesses that I started seeing animals and humans the same. It's all just living organisms.
List of mental illnesses:
— CPTSD
— duo potential personality disorders
— brain literally splits
— identity splits
— constant rejection and abandonment
— chronic and severe insomnia
— support group? What's that. I don't trust anyone at all. The only light I have in my eyes are the reflection of my phone where a webnovel comforts me and ensures that I am safe and a survivor.
I was exhausted of feeling pain constantly. I started using my pain and empathy as my power of destruction to tell everyone who sees me as a dangerous to leave me alone.
I am a regressor, writer, reader, and summoner. I am always uncomfortable and in some sort of pain but I am accustomed to it.