This thing is practically the bible for me. When no one else was there for me, this book was. It was thanks to this book that I discovered that I could survive by being a regressor, writer, and a reader somehow.
The tremedous amount of trauma that I hold especially when I am forced to be isolated is a lot. What is a regressor? Someone who holds a lot of pain and aggression due to the amount of trauma I have experienced.
No one will ever understand and the only one who could ever possibly understand me is Khalessi which is that one reader. I am going to re-create the scene of HSY & YJH for that one reader again.
I will be the one self sacrificing myself for her sake and be the one who absorbs all pain for that one reader again. I will make sure she won't ever be alone and feel lonely like I do.
If any airplane crashes on purpose, I'm literally going to just summon some God to crash whoever crashed my airplane that I'm riding on. It's not that hard to resist the skies shaking my head.