Since over my childhood, I am very interested and also good in mathematics. It is always be my most favourite subject as I had brilliant and a good teaching skills having experienced teachers for mathematics in my school, who was taught us with fun and using best and easiest understandable examples of our daily life. And also they are able to clear our all dounts with simplest understanding methods which is according to that specific student who had that doubt. They have directed and supported me and with their help I've got a good score in mathematics with 92 marks in my 10th standard with 87 percentage. As my maths is too good and I also have interest in it, my teacher advised me to continue my studies with maths stream and also suggested me to prepare to the India's one of the most competitive exam JEE. So I've selected to progress my studies with mathematics and I also decided to prepare for JEE. For the preparation of JEE I've come to Gwalior to take admission in a best coaching institute to increase my preparation. After coming in Gwalior, first I've found a school for academic registration for my 11th and 12th standard and also take admission in a coaching institute for the preparation of JEE. My preparation was running good as I got very talented and very experienced teachers here also. Teachers of my main subjects like Physics, Chemistry and Mathematics all teachers are very well. I always got above average marks in the mock tests conducted every week in it.
I've become more serious for my preparation with coming in 12th standard and studied more consistently and with more concentration. But suddenly we got a information which is very bad and very shocking for all of the students. We knew that our one of the needed teacher who teaches us mathematics, and who is very talented, very experienced and teaches wih fun and interesting manner, have got suspended from our coaching by the mains of the institute. All the students got disappointed after knowing that and most of them are disagreed with that decision. We told the centre head about this all and ask him to bring him back. But there is no response or action on our problems from the management. After the changing of our teacher, our studies affected badly, students couldn't concentrate on their studies as they didn't have proper guidance which they needed.
Day by day, I got a very gradual downfall in my scores of weekly tests because the new teached is not much experienced, she is not able to give sufficient solution of our doubts and also unable to taught us concepts with clearity.
Now, that day is coming we are waiting for, the JEE examination day. Most of us was not confident as we are not properly prepared, not only by learning but also by mentally. Still we went to exam hall and attempt the examination. After attending the examination we knew that we couldn't attempted the examination as we actually can because of the mental disturbance. We can't get that much score which is expected by us in the beginning during deciding for JEE preparation. I don't have any hope to qualify in the JEE mains examination. And now, there I'm waiting for it's results which will come after some days.