'To think I have to lie here with a person I've loathed for countless years, a person I've killed over and over again. And not just that, I have to do other intimate things with her, be loving and affectionate.'
Who could possibly stand that? It didn't matter if anyone else could—he found it unbearable.
'And this is in this life, where Su Qi hasn't even turned into Jiu Xi yet. If I had known in my past life that Jiu Xi was Su Qi, now that would've been truly unbearable.'
'Even worse would be having to treat Jiu Xi as Su Qi.'
'The psychological trauma would be immense.'
'Of course, just knowing the truth of the matter was enough to drive someone mad.'
'So, no matter what, I can't let Su Qi take on Jiu Xi's appearance.'
'Because if she really did change, I'd have to accept it. I'd have to cherish her, and I'd have to love her.'
'I'd have no choice.'
'The only choice I have is to stop Su Qi from appearing in Jiu Xi's form.'
