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Chapter 73 - When He Walks In.

The wait was unbearable.

Time moved, but not in any way that felt natural. The clock on the wall ticked steadily, each second loud enough to echo through Adeline's chest, but everything else felt suspended—like the apartment itself was holding its breath, waiting for the inevitable.

Christopher was coming back.

And nothing would be the same after he did.

Adeline stood by the window now, her arms wrapped tightly around herself, her gaze unfocused as she stared out into the dimly lit street below. She hadn't moved much since the call. Hadn't spoken much either.

What was there left to say?

Lila and Naomi lingered behind her, their presence quiet but steady. They had tried, in small ways, to bring some sense of calm back into the room—clearing a few things, straightening what they could—but even that felt pointless.

You couldn't clean up something like this.

Not really.

"He might not come in angry," Naomi said softly, breaking the silence.

Adeline let out a faint, humorless breath. "That's worse."

Naomi frowned slightly. "Why would that be worse?"

"Because anger I can deal with," Adeline replied, her voice distant. "Anger means he's reacting. It means he still… cares enough to fight."

She paused, her throat tightening.

"But if he comes in calm…" she continued quietly, "then it means he's already made up his mind."

Lila exchanged a glance with Naomi but didn't interrupt.

Because deep down—

They understood.

The sound of keys at the door came sooner than Adeline was ready for.

Her entire body tensed instantly, her breath catching mid-inhale as reality snapped into place.

This was it.

The door opened.

Christopher stepped inside.

And the air changed.

He didn't slam the door.

Didn't hesitate either.

He simply walked in, closing it quietly behind him, his movements controlled, measured—too measured.

Adeline turned slowly to face him.

For a brief second, neither of them spoke.

Neither of them moved.

They just looked at each other.

And everything that had been building finally settled between them.

Christopher looked tired.

Not physically.

Not just that.

There was something deeper in his expression now—something hollowed out, something that had shifted permanently.

His eyes moved over her face, searching.

Not for answers.

But for confirmation.

And when he found it—

Something in his gaze dimmed.

Lila cleared her throat softly. "We should—um… give you guys some space."

Naomi nodded quickly. "Yeah. We'll just be in the room."

They didn't wait for a response.

They slipped away quietly, disappearing down the hallway, leaving the two of them alone in the heavy silence.

The moment stretched.

Christopher exhaled slowly, running a hand over his face before letting it drop to his side.

"He's okay," he said again, his voice calm, almost detached. "They ran some tests. No internal bleeding. Just a concussion and some bruising."

Adeline nodded quickly. "That's… that's good."

Her voice felt too small.

Too fragile.

Another silence.

It didn't feel like the kind that could be filled with small talk.

There was only one thing here.

One thing that demanded to be said.

Christopher looked at her again.

Really looked this time.

"I heard you."

The words landed softly.

But they hit harder than anything else could have.

Adeline's breath caught sharply.

Her fingers tightened against her arms.

"I figured," she whispered.

Christopher nodded once.

Slowly.

"Yeah," he said. "I'm sure you did."

He took a few steps further into the room, stopping just short of where she stood. Not too close.

Not too far.

The distance felt intentional.

Measured.

"I waited," he continued, his voice still steady, still controlled, "the entire ride to the hospital… and while they were checking him… and even after he woke up…"

He paused, his jaw tightening slightly.

"I kept thinking maybe I misunderstood."

Adeline's chest tightened painfully.

"You didn't," she said quietly.

Christopher let out a breath that almost sounded like a laugh—but there was no humor in it.

"Yeah," he said again. "I didn't."

Silence followed.

Then—

"How long?"

The question came without warning.

Adeline blinked. "What?"

"How long have you felt this?" he asked, his gaze fixed on her now. "Don't lie to me, Adeline. Not now."

Her stomach twisted.

Because there was no easy answer.

No safe version of the truth.

"I don't know," she admitted, her voice trembling. "I didn't—at first, I didn't even realize it was—"

"Don't," Christopher cut in sharply.

The first crack in his composure.

"Don't try to soften it," he said, his voice tighter now. "Just tell me the truth."

Adeline swallowed hard.

Her heart pounded painfully in her chest.

"I think…" she started slowly, forcing herself to stay steady, "I think it's been there longer than I wanted to admit."

Christopher's expression shifted.

Not dramatically.

But enough.

"While we were together?" he asked.

The question felt like a blade.

"Yes," she said softly.

No hesitation.

No escape.

Christopher closed his eyes briefly, exhaling through his nose as if trying to steady himself.

"Wow," he murmured.

The word wasn't loud.

But it carried everything.

Disbelief.

Hurt.

Something deeper.

He opened his eyes again, looking at her like he was trying to reconcile two versions of the same person.

"You were with me," he said slowly, "living with me… sharing a life with me…"

Each word felt heavier than the last.

"And all that time…" he continued, his voice tightening again, "you were in love with my father?"

Adeline flinched.

"I didn't plan it," she said quickly, her voice breaking. "I didn't want it to happen, Chris. I tried to ignore it, to push it away, but it just—"

"But it just happened?" he finished, his tone sharp.

She didn't respond.

Because there was nothing she could say that wouldn't sound like an excuse.

Christopher let out a short, bitter laugh.

"Of all people," he said, shaking his head slightly. "Of all the people in the world…"

His voice faltered for a split second before hardening again.

"My father."

The weight of that settled heavily between them.

Adeline felt her chest constrict.

"I know how it sounds," she whispered.

Christopher's gaze snapped back to her.

"No," he said firmly. "I don't think you do."

The words hit hard.

Because he was right.

She didn't.

Not from his side.

Not fully.

"I brought you into my life," he continued, his voice quieter now, but no less intense. "Into my home. Into my family."

Each word landed like a quiet accusation.

"And you—" he stopped himself, his jaw tightening again.

Adeline's eyes burned.

"I didn't mean to hurt you," she said, her voice breaking under the weight of it.

Christopher let out a hollow breath.

"I believe you," he said.

And somehow—

That made it worse.

"Because this?" he gestured vaguely between them. "This isn't something you plan. It's not something you fake."

He looked at her again, his gaze searching, pained.

"It's real."

The word lingered.

Heavy.

Final.

Adeline's tears finally slipped free.

She didn't try to stop them this time.

"I'm sorry," she whispered.

Christopher shook his head slowly.

"Yeah," he said. "Me too."

Another silence.

This one quieter.

More final.

"What happens now?" Adeline asked, her voice barely holding together.

Christopher didn't answer immediately.

He looked away, his gaze drifting briefly around the apartment—the space they had shared, the life they had built.

Then back at her.

"I don't think there's a 'now' for us," he said.

The words were calm.

Clear.

Decisive.

But they still shattered something inside her.

Her breath hitched.

"Chris…"

"I can't do this," he said, cutting her off, not harshly—but firmly. "I can't be with someone who's in love with someone else."

A pause.

Then, more quietly—

"Especially not him."

Adeline closed her eyes, her chest tightening painfully.

She had known this was coming.

But knowing didn't make it hurt any less.

Christopher stepped back slightly, creating more distance between them.

"I need space," he said.

She nodded weakly.

"Okay."

Her voice barely existed.

He hesitated for a brief moment, as if there was something more he wanted to say—but whatever it was, he let it go.

Then he turned.

And walked away.

The sound of the bedroom door closing echoed through the apartment.

Adeline stood there, unmoving.

Unbreathing.

Until the silence swallowed her whole.

And for the first time—

She was completely alone.

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