VEGAS'S POV
I was looking at his eyes. It felt dead inside, the shine gone from his eyes. I got worried.
"R u okay babe?" I asked him..
PETE'S POV
I forced a smile and gently caressed the hand he had placed on my cheek. "I'm okay... I'll go to my room to freshen up.. I'll come down later..." I told him, trying to sound convincing.
I went back to my room, feeling a sense of relief that he seemed convinced by my smile. Once in the bathroom, I started washing my face repeatedly with soap, desperate to remove his touch.
"Don't fucking touch me...I feel disgusting... Your touch makes me feel disgusting... Seeing your face makes me disgusting..." I muttered to myself, tears streaming down my face.
I cried my heart out in the bathroom, trying desperately to control myself.
I came downstairs like nothing happened and spent time with them...
Vegas asked what happened last night?
And I said I saw a grandma when I went shopping... She reminds me of my grandma.. She was the only one who truly loved me but she is not with me anymore...
"What about me? I love u Pete..", Vegas asked.
I know how much you love me, Vegas....
Macao then added, "I love u too P'Pete.."
"I love u too Macao.. by the way your exams are starting tomorrow right??" I asked.
Macao replied, "yeah..."
"it's your last year after this exam u will be admitted to a university... U will be an adult then..." I commented.
Macao then said, "I'm still an adult...".
"Yes you are..." I told Macao. "Then this adult should hurry or else you will be late..."
"Yeah right then I'll leave now... bye..." Macao replied, coming over and hugging me.
"Don't worry I'll take care of you... You will always be my family P'Pete..." he said, kissing my cheek before leaving.
My eyes started to fill with tears.
Suddenly, Vegas held my hands. "Don't worry... I'll always be by your side..." he whispered.
He leaned close to me to kiss me, but I pushed him away.
"Go now or else both of you will be late..." I insisted.
"But..." he started.
"Just goo..." I pushed him more firmly.
"Okay...bye...see you tonight..." Vegas said as he finally left.
I went to my room and took a bath because Vegas had touched me. I felt disgusting every time Vegas touched me.
"Should I just leave? I thought ....Then what about Macao? He'll be worried... What if it affects his exam?? His dreams will be ruined because of me.. No I can't do this... I'll wait till his exams are finished and then I'll decide... In the meantime I want to see the real Vegas..."
I started following Vegas.. I realized that Vegas goes to the club frequently and the guys are different each time.. sometimes it's the same person...
After a few days
I wanted to see what he would do if he caught me cheating on him...
I texted Vegas saying that I'd be going out with my friends tonight. I went to a club and with my good looks some guys tried to approach me. I then had some drinks with them and took pictures together and for my luck that guy who was flirting with me put his hand on my shoulder and pulled me closer while taking the picture. I then shared my location and this pic in my moments.
After almost an hour, I saw Vegas furiously coming into the club. He noticed me, rushed over, grabbed my hands, pulled me, and pushed me inside the car once we were outside.
He shouted at me, "How dare you flirt with some other guy? You're mine... You will always be mine!"
He tried to force himself on me, but I pushed him away.
"What the hell are you doing, Vegas??" I demanded.
"What the hell am I doing??" he shot back. "I should be the one to ask that..."
"Do you really think I was cheating on you...?" I asked him. "If I were cheating on you, do you think I would share my pics and location?"
He calmed down after, listening to me.
"I was just having some fun with my friends..." I explained.
He looked regretful. "I... I'm sorry, Pete.. for a moment I thought that I was going to lose you, and that thought drove me crazy."
I came home with Vegas. I went to take a shower and then went to bed.
Before that, I asked Vegas if he would ever cheat on me. He seemed to panic and hesitate, which made me realize he's a really good liar... No Pete... I'll never cheat on you.... He said...
I knew he was lying.
You a really good liar, Vegas.
VEGAS'S POV
Pete had a shower and went to bed....
I looked at the sleeping Pete.... I gently caressed his face.... Then I went inside the bathroom and turned the shower on..... I stood under the water thinking...
What right do I have to behave like that? I'm the one who is wronging him... What should I do? One day when He finds out everything... will he leave him?? I can't live without him. No, I got to stop all this... It can't go on... I have to.... I can't lose him... He is my life.... I love him.... I'll die for him....