I am Zura, this is my story about why all this happening and why I am committing suicide.....
I was only 12 when all this begin with Death of my little brother whom I loved most, firstly I thought it was a natural incident occurred on our village which make people die.
I was an only surviving from the disaster, I went to city and start living there and 5 year have passed all most recovered from what happened five year ago but Hevens want something else from me, I was totally path less at that time I don't know what to do and why should do totally confused, but luckily I have some friends a where good friend's circle who actually care for each other.
I grew 21, completed my education by doing part time jobs, help of friends and family assets and get a decent job of 25k in hand monthly salary I was quite happy but one day same disaster happened to a friend's village same as what happened with my village.
I was curious about the disaster how it happened, I research about it and find not only my village but there are several villages and tribes faced same thing and from the current situation it only grew, I discussed these situation to my friends, colleagues and local people but I find nothing or saying in another way not exact answer some says It happened due to global warming, some say Bureaucrats and some say it is corruption of politicians.
But one thing is common no one considering it as natural disaster in some aspects, I was totally depressed and Angry knowing its a collective crime some done for profits some done for power and done money.
By doing multiple researches I get to a point on which all politicians, gangsters and corporates are cast in same mould, for justice I started participating In agitation by every mean weather by online, offline, NGOs and school etc but found nothing because not only legislative and administrative but also the judiciary is also corrupted.
After learning that I can't get justice from judiciary in every mean I brock in anger and agony because I can't do anything against them I was totally broken but somehow I managed to stand again for fight them.
In search of guidance and knowing more about problems I started traveling more and more I traveled to multiple states and countries but nothing found good and passed 4 more years .
Now I am 25 totally hopeless sitting on bank of river no guidance and feeling powerless and a saint besides me, I murmured there life are good no struggles nothing but the saint beside me laughed at me says you think I am person which has no struggle if say that than it means you never faced struggle. I got angry on saint's word because in search of justice I faced was not struggle to him, I asked to the saint what do you know about struggle.
The saint smiled and said what ever you are doing and done if you couldn't feel resistance or real problem than you actually don't have real struggle you faced just a little of it , I know you are sad and confused about what you should do.
Seeing your obsession to get your revenge or justice I will guide you as considering our meetup as haven's fate, will you be my disciple.