Maa Banna aasan nhi h me humesha yhi sochti thi ki maa k andr itni Mamta kese hoti h ek maa apne bacche ko itna pyar kese krti h wo sabse jyada pyar apne bache se hi Q krti h pr ye baat mujhe tab samjh me aayi jab me khud maa bani mere maa banne ka safr aasan nhi tha wese too kisi bhi orat ka maa bnne ka safr aasan nhi hota jab muhje pta chla ki me maa bnne wali hu tab muhje bhut Khushi huyi wo Khushi hi kuch alg thi jise me lafjo me Baya nhi kr skti or feer mne ye baat mere husband k sath share ki unhe bhi ye baat sunkar mere se bhi jyada Khushi huyi or feer mere maa banne ka safr suru huya or feer dhire dhire time bitta gya me mere baby ko mahsos krne lgi wo time bhut khas tha mere liye me humesa suchti thi ki mere beti ho phla bacha mere beti ho pr sab ko betiya pasnd nhi h na bhut se log too bete ki duwa bhi kr rhe the ki bhgwan isko beta Dena pr mujhe humesa se beti chhiye thi Q ki mere liye beta or beti २no hi brabar h २ no hi bhgwan ka diya huwa khubsurt gift h isliye mne kbhi bete beti me fark nhi kiya jese jese time bitta gya mere pregnancy ka time pass aata gya or jese jese time pass aata gya wese wese Mera dar or badta gya jese hi Mera 8 wa mahina khtm hone wala tha mere lebour pan suru ho gye meri half bhut khrab ho gyi thi muhje ye nhi pta tha ki ye drd ashniy hota h bhut Dar bhi Lag rha tha iss baat ki Khushi bhi thi ki ab jld me mere baby se mil skungi feer jab hum hospital gye tab doctor ne bola ki dilivery me abhi time h Abhi dilivery nhi ho skti par muhje wo drad shn nhi ho rha tha feer doctor ne bhut kosis ki drad rokne ki pr Dard nhi ruke sayd baby ko bhi jldi thi duniya me aane ki feer jese dusra deen howa too doctor ne baby ki dhadkan chek ki feer doctor ne bhi bol diya ab agr jyada time nikala too baby ko maa ko २no ko khtra ho skta h feer c section krne k liye bol diya feer Sam 4 bje ka time Diya ki 4 bje opretion kr denge mujhe too uss time bhut Dar lag rha tha me too bhut rone lgi thi sath me bhut tej bhukhar ho rha tha feer husband ne shmjaya ki Aaj kl to c section bhi normal ho rha h ghbra mat sab acha hoga feer Sam ko 7 baje muhje ot me leke gye wha muhje bhut dar lag rha tha wo time Aaj bhi yaad krti hu too bhut dar lgta h feer uske baad doctor ne mera dhyan bhtkane k liye bhut sare swal puche pr tab meri asi salt thi ki meri aankhe bhi nhi khul rhi thi feer mere opretion huwa feer mne apne baby ki rone ki aawj suni uss aawaj me kitna sukun tha me bta bhi nhi skti
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