"I used to believe friendship was unbreakable"
I met this friend whom I used to trust her a lot sharing all of my secrets to her sharing all my thoughts my plans my everything to her giving her priorities taking care of her like loving her more than myself and she always supported me whether am right or wrong she stood on my side(not knowing it was all a lie)
I used to trust her more than anyone else in my entire life not knowing she took me as an option in her life and she used to tell me that
"Girl your problems are my problems your enemies are my enemies also" this made me to believe in friendship and gave her all my heart
Suddenly there was a day I was taking badly about the other girl not knowing that girl is the friend of my friend and in past two days we promised each other that she is our enemy from that time cause she did bad things to me so we kept our promise( my enemy is her enemy and her enemy is mine also) so while taking badly about the girl the reaction of my friend was very different she was like (mmh)every time I talk she just responded with (mmh sound) and I was like is everything okay she said "yes everything is okay" and I was like why aren't you supporting me about this girl am talking about she was like "she did nothing wrong to me why should I" and I told her do you remember the promise we kept she was like "yes I remember but she did nothing wrong to me" and I was like okay and I left that place…..she was like " wait I can explain" I didn't even look back and left the area..
On my way home I started thinking like maybe I made a mistake to trust her like telling her all my problems my enemies and I just said(let me watch and see) if this thing will end well…The next day at school she followed me and told me that "am really sorry for what happened yesterday should we solve this out I don't want our friendship to end bad or to end just suddenly am really sorry" and because I was soft hearted and I said it's okay we went back as before our friendship grew stronger because it was our promise that we fix all our mistakes and stay no matter what…
The days went on and our friendship grew stronger not knowing that my friend was back biting me all the days to her friends whom are not my friends it came a day where the truth started to reveal itself
I remember the day clearly
Where by we were both sitting at the same places same areas like we always did when we make stories our reactions were very good suddenly the reaction of my friend when I started to make stories or doing funny things as always no good reactions on her face and I was like is everything alright she looked at me and left the area…I tried to reach her but she left me stunned….After few hours I checked her like what's going on she didn't reply any of my messages I went at her home place she refused to talk to me…
One day the new number texted me and said "am the friend of your friend I have to tell you something important" and I was like okay go on… She told me that
"I know you believed your friend so badly but I have to tell you this your friend talks about you very bad when she is with us she tells us everything about you and all of your secrets that you usually tell her" At the first time I refused and said no your just trying to ruin our friendship my friend can't do that. And she was like let me tell you
(She said all of my secrets which I usually told my friend) I just said thank you for telling me.
So I decided to text her and told her everything about her and she said this to me
"I know you won't believe but it is true that I was back biting you from the very first day I just took you as my advantage I know you will regret knowing me or trusting me but I have to be open to you I have never been on your side since on the first day we started being friends I took you as a joke to me I feel very sorry for you because you're so nice to people who are not nice to you hope you will find a good friend than me BYE"
And that was the time I realised that all my doings to her was useless and also my problems were like an entertainment to her and her friends my trust was a joke to her she took my heart as a joke and made me to believe in her while it was all a fake she was just pretending to be on my side while she was not…..
The worst thing is not loosing her but it was realising that I never truly knew her.
That day I learned something important that
"Sometimes the closest people to you are the ones who hurt you deepest"
"And sometimes betrayal doesn't end friendship it reveals what it always was"
Know this betrayal doesn't come by shouting or anger it comes quietly in whispers stolen glances and in silence where your name used to be spoken with warmth
Then I came to realise friendship can be broken by either trust or love you have for one another....