Once upon a time there was a girl. This girl name was Shannon Hope. Shannon was living with her aunt Martha Jones and her uncle Mark Jones. Her uncle and aunt were married and they had four children Rivano the oldest and Riva his twin sister.
They had two other siblings Revelino the third child and responsible one and Ria the youngest child. They lived in a big house where they had everything. They were rich but they were really arrogant. Shannon had everything what she could ever ask for, but there was a problem she was not happy or felt loved by her family.
Everytime she asked for something they complained about how lazy she was. Shannon did everything to pleased them, but those things were in vain. She was living next to her sister. Her sister had nine children.
Everytime she asked to go to see her sister they would say " yes you can go", but when she returned home it would be like a war there.
Shannon had eight siblings. When she had a problem and told one of her siblings, that person would tell her to be grateful because Shannon had everything she ever needed. Those things could never buy her happiness nor could they make her feel like she was loved by her family. Shannon silently wished to find someone who would love her with all his heart.
She lived with her aunt and her uncle for so many years but they don't know anything about her. When Shannon was twelve years old she moved in with her aunt and her uncle. After four years they gave her a phone because she needed for school. Shannon was sixteen years old then and now she's twenty one year old.
One day she was scrolling on her phone and she saw a handsome boy on YouTube in one of her favorite series. Shannon fell instantly in love with him, but he was impossible to get. Everytime she looked at his pictures on Instagram she felt like her heart was breaking into pieces and screaming out loud.
The boy name was Shawn Lee. Everytime Shannon sat alone she would think how she would make Shawn fall in love with her, but it was practically impossible, because he is a superstar, a moviestar and a model. After so many months of falling in love with him Shannon looked at one of his pictures and said: " I'll call you my too perfect to be true prince".
Shannon's parents were living elsewhere in the country and their cultures were complicated for her. She tried everything to make her parents proud of her, but nothing worked. Shannon wanted to cry, but she couldn't. It's like she has no tears anymore and it's like she has nobody to talk to and nobody wants to talk to her.
The pain in Shannon's heart grew bigger because her " too perfect to be true prince" doesn't even know her existence. Sometimes she wished to disappear and everybody forgot about her existence, because nobody would even care.
One vacation Shannon visited her parents to spend the vacation with them, but living there was complicated and a pure living nightmare. Shannon had a few people she thought could be trusted, but she had no idea that those people would hurt her the most. She swear to never trust anyone ever again.
Everyday she looked at her too perfect to be true prince's pictures she silently wished to make him hers, but everytime Shannon tried everything seemed literally impossible for her, because he was a celebrity. She could only watch him from a far away corner, because he would never know her existence. Should Shannon give up on him or should she hope that one day he would see her?
When the vacation was over Shannon went back to her aunt and uncle. After a few days the school had just begun. She wore a new school uniform, but she wasn't happy at all, because she knew she wouldn't make any friends and she was right. Her aunt told her that she should be happy and excited and Shannon said to herself " why should I be happy? Because all the schools are the same anyway."
Living with her aunt was like she lived there and she was paying with her privacy, because she didn't have any personal space. Everywhere Shannon was going her aunt knew about that. Shannon had a phone but she had no private there, because everything she did her aunt would know like watching a movie, chatting with people or any other social thing.
Shannon's aunt complained and nagged every single day but even though she did that Shannon knew her aunt loved her very much. Oh about her " too perfect to be true prince" no progress yet but she still hoping that one day he will see her. Shannon is still a student and school is open.
She's going to school and coming back home. The same boring things she does everyday. Shannon's hope is still that she could find something useful to do. Everybody thinks that she is bad but she only wants everybody to know that she's not that bad.
Nothing has changed her " too perfect to be true prince" is still the same but she's still hoping that he could just see her even once. There's one more thing that happened There's a new member in the family a girl. The girl is Nathaliëla and more thing what Shannon really wants is a new phone but that is impossible for now.
There's some uneasy feelings that Shannon can never explain. She called Nathaliëla her " little joy". Her " little joy" can never be with her alone. Because there are so many who want to be with little joy. There are some changes in the family. Shannon's life is little more complicated and she is not the spoiled little princess that she once was.
Shannon got to do everything on her own now the things her family used to do for her. Shannon's life was about to change for better or worse she had no idea what was happening with her life. The life she had was all gone, her so called happy life was over because it seemed that nobody listened when she tried to speak. She had a life all right but that seemed it was never hers.
Sometimes Shannon wished that could disappear from this world and when she's gone nobody would even remember that she ever lived here with them because she was so worthless and useless. Shannon couldn't trust her family, how could she trust strangers. She wished that she could find someone that could trust, but that person doesn't even exist only in her imagination.
No matter what Shannon did or does it seemed useless and nobody could see those things. It was like they were blinded by something, but WHAT IS IT??. Sometimes Shannon asked herself if these people were born stupid or they acted stupid or they just love to make people sad. Shannon said to herself: " I know that I'm the worst that's why nobody wants me around and why my family always leaves me behind when they're doing their important stuff, but it's good that way nobody would get hurt".
So she wrote a little poem: " oh my heart, oh my heart, how it hurts when I see the people around me suffering because of me. Oh it hurts, it hurts, it hurts so bad that I wish I could turn back the time and fix everything, but I can't. I wish I could go somewhere far away so no one gets hurt and suffer because of me".
To be continued