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Chapter 99 - The World Inside The Memory

For several seconds, nobody moved.

Nobody spoke.

Nobody seemed to breathe.

The words remained on the screen.

MEMORY ONE: FALSE.

Then beneath them:

MEMORY TWO: BEGINNING.

I stared at them until my eyes hurt.

"What does that mean?"

My voice sounded strangely small inside the enormous chamber.

No one answered.

I turned toward Rowan.

He was still staring at the screen.

"Rowan."

Nothing.

"Rowan!"

He finally looked at me.

His face was pale.

"I don't know."

"You said we were living inside a memory."

"I know."

"Then explain it."

"I can't."

The First Hunger stepped forward.

For the first time since I had met him, he looked genuinely uncertain.

"I thought I understood."

I looked at him.

"You thought?"

He nodded.

"I believed the Source had preserved humanity's memories."

He glanced at the floating remnants of light surrounding us.

"But this..."

He looked toward the closed door.

"This is different."

"What is different?"

"The Source didn't preserve a memory."

He slowly turned toward me.

"It created one."

The words sent a chill through me.

"A memory of what?"

The First Hunger's eyes darkened.

"Everything."

The lights came back on.

The sanctuary looked different.

Not physically.

But somehow, the air felt thinner.

Unreal.

I looked at my hands.

They looked normal.

I touched the floor.

Cold stone.

Solid.

Real.

"How do we know we're real?"

Lena's voice came from behind me.

I turned.

She was standing beside Adrian.

Her face was frightened.

"How do we know any of this is real?"

No one answered.

Then the golden-eyed girl stepped forward.

"I don't."

Everyone looked at her.

She looked at me.

"I've spent my entire existence asking that question."

"What did you find?"

She shook her head.

"Nothing."

"Nothing?"

"Because if you're inside a memory, everything feels real."

She raised her hand.

The golden mark on her palm glowed.

"Pain feels real."

She touched her chest.

"Love feels real."

She looked around the sanctuary.

"Fear feels real."

Then she pointed toward the First Hunger.

"Even him."

The First Hunger didn't react.

"So how do we escape?"

The girl looked at me.

"We don't."

My stomach dropped.

"What?"

"We don't escape the memory."

She walked closer.

"We remember beyond it."

The words felt familiar.

Too familiar.

I had heard something like them before.

I closed my eyes.

A memory appeared.

Elara holding my hand when I was a child.

"You must never believe that remembering something makes it true."

I opened my eyes.

Elara was standing across the chamber.

She was crying.

I looked at her.

"You knew."

She nodded.

"I knew something was wrong."

"What?"

"Your memories."

She walked toward me.

"After they erased them, I realized something."

"What?"

"Some memories were never erased."

My heartbeat quickened.

"Then where were they?"

"Hidden."

"Where?"

She looked toward my chest.

"Inside the memories you were given."

I stared at her.

"What does that mean?"

Elara took a shaky breath.

"The Architects couldn't completely erase you."

"Why?"

"Because the Source had already bonded with you."

She looked at the golden-eyed girl.

"And because it had already created her."

The girl lowered her eyes.

Elara continued.

"So they did something else."

"They built a world around you."

My mouth went dry.

"A world?"

"A memory."

I looked around the sanctuary.

"The world."

Elara nodded.

"The life you've lived."

My heart slammed against my ribs.

"No."

"Ariana..."

"No."

I stepped backward.

"My childhood?"

"Part of it."

"My school?"

"Part of it."

"My life?"

"Yes."

"No."

I shook my head violently.

"Elara, no."

She reached for me.

I pulled away.

"My mother."

The woman in the glass chamber.

The woman who had told me she was my biological mother.

"Was she real?"

Elara didn't answer.

"Was my mother real?"

"Yes."

Relief hit me.

Then Elara added,

"But the memories surrounding her were altered."

I felt dizzy.

"What about Lena?"

Lena stepped forward.

"Don't."

I looked at her.

"What?"

"Don't ask."

"Why?"

"Because I don't know."

Her voice broke.

"I don't know if I remember meeting you because it happened..."

She swallowed.

"...or because someone wanted you to remember it."

I stared at her.

My best friend.

The person who had stood beside me through everything.

I couldn't imagine a world where she wasn't real.

I reached for her hand.

She let me take it.

Her fingers were warm.

Her pulse was steady.

Real.

"You're real."

She laughed through tears.

"I hope so."

The sound almost broke me.

Then Adrian spoke.

"If we're inside a constructed memory..."

Everyone turned.

"Then the world outside it should still exist."

The First Hunger shook his head.

"Not necessarily."

Adrian frowned.

"What do you mean?"

"The memory may have been created from reality."

He looked toward the Source.

"But the original may no longer exist."

Silence.

"What happened to it?"

The First Hunger looked at me.

"That's what the Architects wanted you to discover."

A sound came from the First Door.

A knock.

Once.

Everyone froze.

Another knock.

Twice.

Then a third.

My skin prickled.

Three knocks.

The rule from my earliest memories returned.

I don't know why.

But I remembered a voice.

If you hear knocking after midnight, do not open the door.

I stared at the First Door.

"That's not the door."

Rowan looked at me.

"What?"

"The rule."

"What rule?"

I shook my head.

"I don't know."

The golden-eyed girl suddenly grabbed my arm.

"Don't say it."

"Why?"

"Because that's how it starts."

"What starts?"

She looked terrified.

"The memory."

The chamber lights flickered.

Once.

Twice.

Then every person in the sanctuary disappeared.

I screamed.

"Lena!"

Nothing.

"Rowan!"

Nothing.

"Mother!"

Silence.

I was alone.

The sanctuary was gone.

I stood in a field.

White flowers stretched as far as I could see.

The sky was black.

There were no stars.

No moon.

No sun.

Just darkness.

A little girl stood several feet away.

She looked like me.

But she was younger.

Maybe six.

She was holding a silver key.

I knew her.

I didn't know how.

But I knew her.

"Who are you?"

The child smiled.

"You."

My heart stopped.

"No."

She tilted her head.

"Not the you that remembers."

She raised the key.

"The you that forgot."

I took a step back.

"What did I forget?"

"Everything."

The child walked toward me.

"Your first life."

I swallowed.

"My first life?"

She nodded.

"Before the Architects."

"Before the Design."

"Before the Source."

She stopped in front of me.

"Before humanity."

I stared at her.

"That isn't possible."

She smiled.

"That's what they wanted you to believe."

She placed the silver key in my palm.

It was cold.

The moment I touched it, the field disappeared.

I was standing inside a massive city.

But it wasn't the ancient city I had seen before.

This one was different.

There were people everywhere.

Thousands.

Millions.

They looked human.

But something was different about their eyes.

They all had golden irises.

And every building was covered in symbols.

At the center of the city stood an enormous structure.

The Source.

But it wasn't floating.

It was beneath the city.

Contained inside a vast crystalline chamber.

And around it stood the Architects.

Hundreds of them.

Then I saw something that made my blood run cold.

There was no First Hunger.

No Heirs.

No Keepers.

No Design.

Not yet.

The Architect who stood at the center looked exactly like the blue-eyed man.

He was young.

Human.

And he was kneeling before the Source.

"We need to remember."

The Source responded with light.

The young Architect looked up.

"We cannot survive without memory."

Another Architect stepped forward.

"We cannot survive with all of it."

The first man turned.

"Then teach humanity to carry it."

The second shook his head.

"They will break."

"They will adapt."

"They will learn."

"No."

The second Architect pointed toward the Source.

"We should divide it."

The first man froze.

"Divide what?"

"The memory."

The chamber shook.

The vision changed.

I saw humanity being separated.

Memory.

Possibility.

Pain.

Hope.

Fear.

Love.

Everything divided.

And then something went wrong.

A scream echoed through the chamber.

The Source fractured.

One piece became light.

Another became darkness.

Another became something neither light nor darkness.

The First Hunger.

The Architects panicked.

The blue-eyed man shouted,

"Seal it!"

They did.

But it was already too late.

The fractured pieces had begun creating lives.

Creating people.

Creating possibilities.

Creating me.

And the golden-eyed girl.

I watched as two children appeared inside the Source.

One with silver eyes.

One with golden eyes.

Me.

And her.

The blue-eyed Architect stared at us.

"They are not vessels."

Another Architect asked,

"Then what are they?"

The man looked at the two children.

"They are the choice."

The vision shattered.

I fell to my knees.

The field returned.

The little girl was still standing there.

I looked at her.

"You knew."

She nodded.

"You are the memory they buried."

"And you?"

She smiled.

"I am the possibility they feared."

The ground began to shake.

I looked around.

"What is happening?"

"The memory is collapsing."

"Why?"

"Because you remembered the beginning."

The sky cracked.

Blackness poured through.

I grabbed the child's hand.

"What happens now?"

She looked at me.

"Now you wake up."

"Where?"

She pointed behind me.

I turned.

There was a door.

Not the First Door.

Not the black door.

A simple wooden door.

The kind of door I had seen countless times.

But I knew it.

My childhood bedroom.

My old home.

The place where Elara had raised me.

I approached it.

My hand trembled.

"What's behind it?"

The child whispered,

"The life they gave you."

I touched the handle.

"And what's outside?"

"The life they took from you."

I opened the door.

The world exploded.

I woke up screaming.

Lena was holding me.

"Ariana!"

I gasped for air.

I was back in Sanctuary Twelve.

Everyone was there.

Rowan.

Elara.

My mother.

Adrian.

The First Hunger.

The golden-eyed girl.

All of them were staring at me.

I touched my face.

"I'm awake."

Lena squeezed my hand.

"Yes."

I looked around.

The screens were gone.

The First Door was closed.

Everything was still.

Too still.

Then Rowan stepped forward.

"What did you see?"

I looked at him.

"The beginning."

His face changed.

"What beginning?"

"The real one."

The First Hunger moved closer.

"What did you learn?"

I looked at him.

"The Source wasn't created."

He froze.

"It was divided."

Silence.

"And humanity wasn't created by it."

My voice shook.

"We were made from what the Source remembered."

The golden-eyed girl stepped beside me.

"And what it imagined."

I nodded.

"The Architects didn't create the Design."

Everyone stared at me.

I looked toward the closed First Door.

"The Design created the Architects."

The room went silent.

Then every screen in the sanctuary turned on simultaneously.

One sentence appeared.

MEMORY TWO COMPLETE.

A second sentence followed.

THE ORIGINAL WORLD HAS BEEN LOCATED.

Then a final line.

COORDINATES TRANSFERRED TO THE KEEPER.

Rowan's blue energy suddenly erupted.

He grabbed his head.

"Ah!"

I rushed toward him.

"Rowan!"

He dropped to one knee.

Blue symbols spread across his arms.

His eyes turned completely blue.

Then he looked at me.

And his voice wasn't his own.

It was ancient.

Cold.

Terrified.

"The world outside the memory..."

He stared at me.

"...is still alive."

I froze.

"Where?"

Rowan slowly raised his hand.

A map appeared in the air.

Not of Earth.

Not of any world I recognized.

It showed a vast black space.

And at its center...

A single glowing point.

Rowan whispered,

"The original world is beneath us."

The sanctuary trembled.

Then something enormous moved far below our feet.

Once.

Twice.

The First Hunger looked down.

His face went pale.

"No."

"What?"

He looked at me.

"The memory wasn't built around you."

The floor cracked beneath us.

"It was built over something."

A deafening roar came from beneath Sanctuary Twelve.

The golden-eyed girl grabbed my hand.

And the First Hunger whispered the words that made my blood run cold.

"We have been standing on the original world this entire time."

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