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As Win leaned into him, Mark's eyes darkened until the irises vanished, his pupils blowing wide with a possessiveness that bordered on pure, clinical insanity. The image of Win behind the wheel—focused, commanding, and dangerously beautiful—was no longer a memory; it was a brand seared into the back of his eyelids.
I want to tear that fire out of the world and lock it away where only I can breathe it in, Mark thought. His grip tightened almost imperceptibly, his large hands molding to Win's waist as if he were trying to fuse their bones together.
The idea of anyone else—any anonymous stranger on the road, any wide-eyed student in that lecture hall, and especially Justin—catching even a fleeting glimpse of Win's intensity made Mark's blood turn to liquid lead. The thought of Justin's eyes "feasting" on the version of Win that Mark had just witnessed was a physical agony, a sacrilege that made his skin crawl with the need for violence.
He wanted to shroud Win in shadows, to weave a veil of darkness so thick that the sun itself couldn't find him. He wanted to build a fortress of iron and silence so high that no other eyes could ever dare to look upon the man he worshipped. To Mark, Win wasn't just a lover; he was a private miracle, a masterpiece that the rest of the world was too filthy, too unworthy, to even breathe the same air as.
You are my secret, Mark's mind screamed in the silence of the car. And I will kill anyone who tries to learn your name.
He buried his face in Win's hair, inhaling the scent of him with a desperate, shaky lungful, as if he were trying to pull Win's very soul into his own body. He didn't just want to protect Win; he wanted to consume the light that Win radiated so that the world would be left in the dark, and Mark would be the only one who could see.
Every pulse of Win's heart against Mark's chest felt like a binding legal claim, a rhythmic signature on a contract written in blood. Mark didn't just want Win's love; he wanted to monopolize his very oxygen. He wanted to be the sole witness to the universe Win carried inside him—the only one who knew the secret language of the curve of his smile, the only one allowed to map the fevered heat of his skin, and the only one permitted to behold the magnificent, terrifying power Win had just unleashed on the asphalt.
You are mine, the thought echoed like a dark, desperate prayer in the hollow of his skull. Every look, every breath, every spark of that soul... it all belongs to me.
Mark's hand slid upward, his fingers tracing the line of Win's throat with a trembling reverence, as if he were touching a holy icon. He felt the vibration of Win's voice, the steady thrum of life, and it made his own soul ache with a selfish, starving hunger. To Mark, Win was a sun that only he was allowed to orbit.
I'll burn the world to a cinder before I let another man see the light you're trying to hide, he vowed, the promise hardening into a cold, diamond-hard resolve.
He didn't want Win to walk into that university. He didn't want him to share his brilliance with professors or his laughter with "friends." He wanted to fold Win into the darkness of this car, to keep him in this obsidian vacuum forever, where the only thing Win could see, hear, or breathe was Mark. He was a man dying of thirst, and Win was the only well in a vast, scorched desert; the idea of sharing a single drop was a heresy he would never permit.
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Win's hand surged upward, fingers threading into the hair at the nape of Mark's neck. He pushed back—just a fraction—to find the air he'd lost.
"Babe..." he breathed, his voice a scorched velvet. "You've already claimed every inch of my neck, and still you're hungry. Let me... let me leave my mark on you, too."
He didn't wait for an answer. Win lunged back in, his lips crashing against the pulse point of Mark's throat with a desperate, jagged hunger. It wasn't just a kiss; it was a demand. The sensation struck Mark like a live wire, sending a jolt of pure electricity through the Sovereign's veins.
The control Mark spent his life perfecting snapped.
His desire surged, dark and primal. He pulled Win into him, his arms winding around his body with a crushing, possessive force that sought to fuse their very souls. It was a beautiful, violent sort of need—one that squeezed a hoarse, fractured moan from Win's lungs.
"Aaghhhh… Babe… agghhh…"
"Mmm… Baby… let me have more," Mark rasped, the words vibrating against Win's skin in a jagged, low-timbered growl. "All of you."
"Babe... Aaghhh..." Win gasped, his breath hitching as he trembled in the Sovereign's iron grip. "You always did love to hurt me just a little... didn't you?"
Mark's grip didn't just hold; it anchored. He clamped a hand around the back of Win's head, his fingers tangling in his hair to force their bodies flush, chest to pounding chest. Every breath Mark took was a ragged prayer to the man in his arms, his restraint finally dissolving into a thirst that no amount of skin could quench.
He leaned into Win's ear, his voice a hoarse, devastating whisper: "Hurting you like this... it's exactly what I've dreamt of. To have you finally break for me."
He didn't just want to love Win; he wanted to devour him, to pull him into the hollow spaces of his own soul. "Uhm, baby… I love you. I love you so much it's a sickness."
"Love you too, Babe... agghhhh..."
Thud. Thud. Thud. The rhythmic intrusion against the car window was a violent fracture in their private world. Win's body jolted, a reflex of panic as he tried to scramble back into the light of reality. But Mark was far beyond caring for the world outside. To him, the intruder was a ghost; only Win was real.
The interruption acted like fuel on a wildfire. Mark grew feral, his possessiveness turning sharp. His teeth caught Win's lower lip in a fevered, desperate bite, drawing a tiny, metallic bloom of crimson that tasted of devotion. He refused to yield, his embrace turning into a golden cage—beautiful, inescapable, and absolute.
The sheer gravity of Mark's craving was too much. Win's head began to spin. His strength evaporated, his limbs going heavy and limp as he surrendered his entire weight to the man who claimed him. His eyes fluttered shut, his consciousness finally slipping away into a dizzying haze where pleasure and exhaustion were one and the same.
Thud. Thud.
The sound finally pierced the fog of Mark's obsession. He felt the sudden, alarming stillness of the body in his arms and realized he was crushing the very life out of the man he worshipped. With a terrifyingly gentle grace—a predator suddenly mindful of its prey—he loosened his grip.
He adjusted the seat, lifting Win with the reverence one might show a fragile porcelain doll. Every movement was calculated and fluid as he transitioned Win to the back seat, tucking him into the shadows, safe from the prying eyes of the world. Win looked like a fallen angel, finally at peace.
Thud. Thud.
Mark ignored the glass, but a sharp, dangerous "Tsk" hissed through his teeth. His hands, still trembling from the adrenaline of a moment ago, now moved with surgical precision. He smoothed the wrinkles in Win's clothes and used his thumb to catch the single, ruby drop of blood on Win's lip. He wiped it away, his touch like silk, even as his eyes began to turn to ice.
Thud. Thud.
The final thread of his patience snapped.
Mark gnashed his teeth, his jaw setting in a line so lethal it could have been carved from granite. He straightened his suit, the fabric snapping into place as his aura shifted. The lover's heat vanished, replaced by the Sovereign's cold, murderous stillness. The car, once a sanctuary of fire, was now a tomb of frost.
Is this car not parked in a designated lot? The thought was a jagged shard of ice in his mind. Who possesses the suicidal audacity to disturb what belongs to Mark Mathew?
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Mark slid the window down just a fraction—a sliver of glass lowered just enough to identify the intruder while keeping the sanctuary of the interior draped in shadow. He ensured Win's flushed, sleeping face remained hidden from the world. His eyes narrowed, the pupils sharpening into needles.
It was Justin.
The sight of the boy made Mark's blood turn from ice to jagged glass. Without a single word, he pushed the door open and stepped out. Justin instinctively recoiled as Mark's 190cm frame unfolded from the car, a slow, predatory rise that seemed to swallow the ambient light of the parking lot. In the fleeting second the door swung wide, Justin's eyes darted past him, catching a haunting glimpse of Win—sprawled in the back seat, breathless, unmoving, and utterly claimed.
Mark slammed the door. The sound wasn't just noise; it was a finality that echoed through the concrete silence like a gavel.
He stood there like a monolith carved from obsidian, hands shoved deep into his pockets, his gaze dropping to Justin with a cold, detached curiosity. Though Justin stood at a respectable 180cm, in the presence of the Sovereign, he seemed to shrink. Standing before Mark, he looked like a child playing at being a man, his bravado dissolving under the weight of a man who didn't just walk the earth, but owned the ground he stood upon.
Mark didn't want to waste his breath; to speak to Justin was to acknowledge his existence, a charity he wasn't inclined to give. He turned to walk toward the driver's side with a calm, rhythmic stride that echoed against the nearby brick walls of the dormitory. The parking lot was a wasteland of flickering sodium lamps and long, distorted shadows, the air smelling of distant rain and cold asphalt, he opened the car door to drive.
But Justin wasn't looking at the scenery. His gaze was already moving—tracing the wreckage Mark had left in his wake.
Justin's eyes fixed on the dark, blooming mark on the side of Mark's neck, a fresh brand of possession that stood out vividly under the harsh, overhead security lights. He saw the damp, unkempt hair and the tell-tale shine of Win's saliva still clinging to Mark's lips like a trophy.
The realization hit Justin like a physical blow to the solar plexus, knocking the air from his lungs. The heavy, charged atmosphere drifting from the car—a thick, intoxicating scent of sweat, expensive cologne, and the faint, metallic tang of blood—sliced through the sterile night air. The silence of the university grounds made the revelation louder. He understood now why the door hadn't opened at his first knock. They hadn't been ignoring him; they had been consuming each other.
Rage, hot and poisonous, surged through Justin's veins, dissolving the last of his common sense. "Mr. Mark..."
Mark paused. A distant, lonely siren wailed somewhere off-campus, but here, time had stopped. He didn't turn fully, merely tilting his head—a gesture of supreme indifference that was more insulting than a slap.
"Have you finished playing?" Justin asked, his voice cracking the stillness.
A muscle in his left cheek twitched violently. Under the buzzing orange glow of the lot lights, his hatred radiated from him in suffocating waves. He stood there, his sneakers scuffing the grit of the pavement, trembling with the futile anger of a man who had arrived far too late to a battle that was already lost.
"Mind your language," Mark replied. His voice was a low, melodic threat that seemed to cut right through the morning heat. He remained perfectly still, his tall frame casting a long, intimidating shadow across the sun-bleached asphalt. He was terrifyingly calm—a pocket of cold silence in the middle of the bustling campus.
"Suddenly you came out of nowhere and claimed Win as your man?" Justin stepped forward, his shadow dancing frantically against the oil-stained concrete. The sunlight caught the sweat on his brow and the white-knuckled grip of his fists. "Do you think I'm stupid? That I don't see you?"
Mark didn't even blink. He simply turned away, his expensive suit catching the light as he moved with a fluid, dismissive grace, treating Justin like an insignificant speck of dust on the pavement.
"I won't let you have him!" Justin screamed. The sound cracked the afternoon air, drawing the curious eyes of students walking toward the lecture halls in the distance. "I won't let you keep him by your side... ever! Just watch!"
Mark stopped.
The distant sound of a campus bell tower chiming the hour seemed to fade into the background. He turned back slowly, and the bright sunlight revealed a dark, maniacal smile spreading across his face—the look of a Sovereign who had just been offered a new toy to break.
"Give it a shot then," he whispered. The words were quiet, yet they carried more weight than Justin's scream, dripping with a lethal, daylight challenge.
Justin stood paralyzed, his feet feeling as though they were melting into the hot asphalt. He was forced to stand in the blinding glare of the sun and watch the sleek, polished metal of the car pull away.
Mark was driving off with the only thing that mattered, the tinted windows shielding Win from the world like a prize kept in a vault.
Left alone in the center of the vast, shimmering lot, Justin let out a raw, broken scream. It was a jagged sound that died quickly in the open air, leaving him standing under the unforgiving sun, his heart burning with a jealousy that felt like acid.
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The sun beat down on the parking lot, but for Justin, the world had turned a sickly, distorted gray.
"Win… why can't you love me like that?" he whispered, his voice disappearing into the heat haze rising from the pavement.
Behind his eyelids, the image was burned into his retinas like a scar: Win, the boy who was usually so composed, sprawled in the back seat like a broken doll. He was disheveled, his collar pulled awry, his skin painted with the dark, violet blossoms of Mark's hunger. It replayed on a loop—a torturous, high-definition film that Justin couldn't switch off.
Even the air felt tainted. He could still smell the ghost of it—the sharp, expensive cedar of Mark's cologne tangled with the warm, honeyed sweetness of Win. It was the scent of total possession, a heavy, musk-filled atmosphere that turned Justin's stomach into a knot of nausea.
Why is he the only one who gets to mark you? The thought was a jagged blade in his mind. Why do you let him bruise your skin? Why do you let him bite your lips until the crimson spills?
Justin looked down at his own trembling hands, blurred by the shimmering heat of the asphalt. He had played the game by the rules. He had been the "good friend," the reliable "tallest on campus," the one who never pushed too hard or spoke too loud. He had stayed perfectly within the lines, waiting for a chance that was never meant to come.
And for what?
He looked toward the exit of the lot, where the sleek tail of Mark's car had vanished. He had been the "safe" choice, only to watch a monster like Mark Mathew descend like a storm and drag Win into a darkness that Win seemingly didn't want to leave.
"Can't you see me?" Justin's whisper was a jagged shard of glass in the midday heat. "I've been right here, craving you until my chest feels hollow... until it aches to breathe."
He closed his eyes, his mind spiraling into a dark, forbidden fantasy. I want to be the one to hold you so hard you moan in pain. I want to be the one you're dizzy for. I want to taste your blood on my lips and feel your entire weight surrender to me.
The jealousy wasn't just about the act; it was about the surrender. Justin realized with a sickening jolt that the Win he knew—the gentle "Lamb"—carried a secret fire that only Mark's touch could ignite.
"I'm starving for you, Win..." a low, dangerous tremor entered his voice. "I'm starving for a single look that you only give to him. You think he loves you? He's a beast, Win. He's a monster." He looked toward the empty exit of the parking lot, his expression twisting. "But if a beast is what you want... then I'll become one, too. I'll tear you away from him, even if I have to break every bone in your body to keep you."
His face was burning, the afternoon sun reflecting in eyes that were now bloodshot and wild with a fevered hunger. The transformation was total. He wasn't just the "good student" or the "safe choice" anymore; he was a man who had stared into the Sovereign's shadow and decided he would rather be a villain than a loser.
"Just you wait, Win..." he snarled, the sound lost in the buzzing heat of the lot. "I'll make you forget the way he felt. I'll make you crave me with the same dying breath I'm using for you right now."
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Lying in the shadowed sanctuary of the back seat, Win had heard every poisonous word that dripped from Justin's mouth. His mind was a tempest of molten fury; he wanted—with a desperation that burned his throat—to surge upward, to shatter the glass and bury his fist into Justin's face for daring to breathe a word of disrespect toward Mark. That protective roar in his chest was deafening, a primitive instinct to defend his king.
But his body was no longer his own.
He was fighting a frantic inner war, but the "Master" had claimed the physical territory a while ago. His eyelids were weighted with lead, and a bone-deep, syrupy exhaustion anchored him to the cool leather. When he tried to shift, a sharp, white-hot ache flared in his waist—the phantom imprint of Mark's crushing grip. It was a delicious, agonizing reminder of their intimacy that turned even the simplest movement into a mountain he couldn't climb.
He lay there, paralyzed by the very pleasure that had drained him. He was a silent, fuming guardian trapped in a shattered vessel, forced to listen to the world outside while being held captive by the lingering ghost of Mark's touch.
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In the driver's seat, the maniacal mask Mark had worn for Justin had shattered, leaving behind a man haunted by the heavy silence in the back. He drove with agonizing care, his foot hovering over the accelerator as if the entire car were made of spun glass. He was desperate to avoid a single jolt—any vibration that might further bruise the man he had just claimed so ruthlessly.
His knuckles were white against the leather of the steering wheel. Beneath his calm exterior, a black tide of fury simmered. Playing? Justin's words echoed in his skull like a taunt. The boy had the audacity to suggest that Mark's soul-deep obsession was a game. He wanted to turn the car around and erase Justin from existence, but the sight of Win in the rearview mirror tethered his rage. He forced the anger down, burying it deep where it couldn't touch the sanctuary of the car.
He reached into the console, his hand searching for water, but his fingers only closed around an empty, plastic bottle. He crushed it in his grip—a brief, violent snap of plastic—before letting out a silent, frustrated breath. He cursed his own lack of preparation; he had been so consumed by his own hunger that he'd forgotten the basic needs of his Lamb.
"Baby…" Mark called out. His voice was no longer a jagged growl; it was barely a whisper, trembling with a tender, aching concern that bordered on a plea.
Win didn't—couldn't—respond. His breathing was a shallow, rhythmic ghost of a sound, his energy utterly spent.
Assuming that Win had finally succumbed to the exhaustion he had caused, Mark didn't call again. He didn't want to disturb the fragile peace he had already fractured so much that morning. He gripped the wheel, his eyes constantly darting to the mirror, watching over Winwith a fierce, quiet devotion. The car glided through the city streets like a silent ghost, a silver vault protecting a king and his most precious, broken treasure.
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