No matter what we do or how hard we try.in the end we will fail. No matter how much we try to be better we always make mistakes. No one is prefect, not me not you not even our fathers or our teachers. İn the end we make mistakes it's uninventable. But there is someone who never makes mistakes, never ever done something worng, never walked on a wrong path, I'm referring to him (God) the name that is both bless and curse.
so Many blood have been spilled under that name....
Those were powerful words to anyone,
let alone a young kid in the crowd was hearing this kinda speech was a new feeling a feeling of something is worng theses words that the old man was saying is wrong in so many ways, yet no one is saying anything and after the end of the speech everyone applause to the old guy.
The kid though why? Why they are applauding to him? He said so many things worng yet they just thanked him?
That speech was a start to grow doubt. It's like that. That's how it begins small words, kind words, a smiple action can make a human being turn into something else. Everything was about him (God) what does he want from us? What's the point in...all this?
The kid, though and thought about it.
He went to answer the question by himself so he took a journey, read books and studied everything about religion but it seems the more he knew the worse it was. So he was in a stalemate Position, he needed answers,So he wanted a book... where it's illegal to find one... but there were too many stalemates to get one, with no other choice he searched for it in any way possible, after a very long time he found the book, it wasn't complete and it looked like something else, something that you shouldn't touch, something that you shouldn't get closer to it, something you should avoid, but curiosity got better of him, he opened the book. The disturbing images were on another level, sexual contents and graphic ways to kill, how to summon a devil, how to cast spell. He threw the book as his breath Hitch, what the hell was that? That wasn't the book he wanted. Then what the hell was that?