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Chapter 10 - Ch 10

The practice chamber was quiet at this hour. Only the faint hum of circulating mana and the soft crackle of frost disturbed the stillness.

Arlen stood in the center of the soundproofed room, palms raised beneath a floating shard of ice as he continued to practice his control. The crystal hovered in midair, rotating fluidly while he guided it through a variety of mathematical shapes.

Icosahedron. Hexagram. Sphere.

The shard shifted again, its edges sharpening into a delicate lattice before collapsing back into a smooth orb.

Perfect.

Well… almost.

Arlen frowned slightly.

His control was still not up to speed - a faint awkwardness still lingered, like trying to write with his non-dominant hand. The motions were familiar, the principles unchanged, yet something subtle remained misaligned.

With a small twitch of his fingers, Arlen released his mana. The construct cracked apart instantly, splintering into glittering fragments before dissolving into cold dust that faded into the air.

As the frost vanished, his thoughts inevitably drifted back to Sera.

That session had most definitely been her victory and his loss.

He had entered her domain expecting answers. Instead, he had come away with far more questions.

Her vessel had been tiny. Ridiculously small. Barely larger than that of an unawakened civilian.

It should have been incapable of guiding anyone.

Yet from what he had experienced - both during the guiding itself and during her counterattack - it was obvious that Sera Yun possessed an extraordinary familiarity with mana manipulation. 

She had hidden the true structure of her vessel from him. 

That alone required a level of mastery he hadn't known was possible.

And her mental shields…Arlen's eyes narrowed as he recalled them.

Layer after layer - not the instinctive, loosely formed barriers most awakened individuals possessed, but deliberate constructions. Structured. Reinforced. 

Which meant she knew how to do things he couldn't.

A shiver ran down his spine, equal parts irritation and excitement.

Then there was that other matter - the fact that she had taken something from him. That part still bothered him.

Arlen had long known that precise mana manipulation allowed one to examine the shape and structure of another person's vessel. But the way she had reached into his mind - the way he had felt her presence moving through his thoughts - that had been something entirely different. 

It was like she was invading his soul.

Her tendrils darted around in his mind without a care in the world, as if she were casually browsing a decorative coffee table book, flipping through memories and selecting whatever happened to catch her interest.

Arlen's lips curled slightly.

And that look she had given him at the end when their eyes met.

A predatory, mischievous gaze, her eyes looking down at him as if he were a small insect resting in the palm of her hand.

She knew.

Arlen wasn't going to expose her powers.

Somewhere while rifling through his memories, she discovered a particular flaw in his personality. 

Arlen took immense pride in his precision and control over mana. Very few people in the world could challenge him in that domain - perhaps a handful of S-ranks at most. Certainly no one in this country.

Yet a C-rank guide he had essentially bullied into a guiding session had beaten him at his own game.

She had seen that pride in his memories and turned it against him. Reaching into his muscle memory, she stole a sliver of his instinctive familiarity with his own mana - just enough to disrupt his control for a while.

A quiet punishment for his insolence in trying to invade her vessel.

She hadn't crippled him - just taught him a lesson, the way a martial artist might trip a pupil to teach balance.

Call it pride. Or perhaps quiet respect. 

Either way, Arlen had no intention of exposing her. 

At least, not yet.

If he reported what he had seen, Guild Leader Veda would act immediately. Arlen's word carried weight, and the Ratha trusted its S-ranks. The moment Sera's abilities became known, the guild - and the government behind it - would descend upon her like vultures.

They would dissect her abilities, catalogue them, regulate them. She would no longer be a guide, but a research subject or an instructor, forced to share whatever strange knowledge she possessed about mana control.

And then she would be surrounded by people - researchers, administrators, officials - all competing for her time. He had easy access to her now because she was a guide ranked beneath him in the guild hierarchy. Would he still have that freedom if she became something else?

Arlen had no interest in sharing such a fascinating discovery.

A quiet tension coiled deep in his chest, tightening slowly with anticipation. A wicked smile spread across his face, his blue eyes glinting like cold sapphires.

He had found himself a new obsession.

Most people knew Arlen Cunning as a confident and easygoing socialite, someone who moved effortlessly through parties and guild politics alike. With both a charming personality and exceptional mastery over magic, he was widely seen as a man who had it all - someone above the norm, someone almost annoyingly perfect.

But Rian and Rena - his closest teammates - knew better.

They knew the other side of him. 

He could be competitive, slightly arrogant, prone to melodrama, a little neurotic, and he was utterly obsessed with magic mastery.

Whenever Arlen encountered something that truly fascinated him - especially involving mana - he latched onto it with relentless intensity.

And Sera Yun had just made herself the most fascinating puzzle he had ever encountered.

She likely didn't realize it yet, but she had unwittingly teased a hunting dog that only knew how to bite down and never let go.

Arlen flexed his fingers and summoned another shard of ice between his palms, letting it hover as he re-centered his focus. The structure folded inward like a blooming flower of frost, its edges bending into mathematically impossible curves under the precise guidance of his mana.

He knew instinctively that whatever Sera had taken, he could reclaim it with diligent practice. 

She had been teaching him something - of that he was certain. 

Or maybe giving him a slap on the wrist? 

There had been no intent to disable him permanently.

He could feel it already in the pulse of his mana. Another few days, and he would be back to normal.

He recalled the sensation of her mana moving through him, committing every minute detail to memory. It had all been valuable information. Even now, as he practiced, fragments of understanding surfaced instinctively - small adjustments that would strengthen his mental barriers.

Arlen was a prodigy for a reason. He wasn't just diligent; he learned quickly, understood quickly, and adapted quickly.

He resolved to refine his control, strengthen his shielding, and reclaim whatever advantage she had stolen from him. And once he did, he would ask Sera for a rematch.

After all, he had barely touched her vessel. He had only looked at it for a brief moment. Meanwhile she had shoved her grubby little mana tendrils all over him, pawing at his core with irreverent indifference.

The entire exchange seemed profoundly unfair. Arlen huffed in indignation.

 

It's only fair if I get to touch her vessel too.

Arlen was still lost in these indignant calculations, his attention turned inward as he shaped another delicate structure of ice between his palms.

Clack. 

The doors to the hall opened.

Arlen didn't look up immediately. The footsteps were familiar - quiet, controlled, measured - he knew exactly who it was.

He let the ice shard flatten into a thin disk before speaking.

"You're here rather early," his voice echoing lightly across the chamber. "It's not even five. The sun's not even up."

A pause followed.

Arlen glanced over his shoulder. 

Rian stood just inside the doorway.

His hair was still slightly damp, dark strands clinging to his forehead as if he had rushed out of the shower. He wore simple training clothes - black compression shirt, loose combat pants - but something about the way he stood was… wrong. Rigid. Like a statue that had forgotten how to breathe.

Arlen raised a brow, locking eyes with Rian's.

Rian stared back, unblinking, his face stiff, his violet eyes distant - like a man still standing halfway inside a nightmare.

Arlen tilted his head slightly, a gentle concern rising, but he kept his tone playful and calm.

"What?" he asked lightly. "Did I grow horns overnight?"

Still no response. 

Then Rian moved toward him.

Arlen watched with mild interest as his friend crossed the empty floor, boots echoing faintly in the vast chamber.

He knew Rian wasn't particularly talkative, but even this silence felt unusual. Something was clearly bothering him. He opened his mouth to voice his concern, but before he could speak Rian stepped forward and pulled him into a hug.

Arlen froze.

For several seconds he didn't move at all, his hands hovering awkwardly at his sides as if unsure what to do with themselves.

This was also… new. 

Rian was not a touchy person. 

In fact, he generally disliked being touched at all - unless he was drunk.

Sensitive, yes. Loyal, certainly. Brooding, on occasion. 

But physical affection had never been his style.

Especially not silent, bone-crushing hugs at dawn.

Arlen blinked.

"…Rian?"

Rian didn't answer, his grip only tightening. 

And for a brief moment Arlen could feel it, the faint tremor in his friend's arms, the tension wound tight through his body like a bowstring pulled too far.

Something was very wrong.

Arlen slowly lifted one hand and awkwardly patted Rian's back.

"There, there," he said dryly. "I know my morning presence is comforting, but this seems excessive."

Rian let out a dry laugh before stepping back, his head dropping with a quiet "yea".

Arlen's face showed a hint of concern, but he kept his tone light. Years of friendship had taught him that when Rian sank into moods like this, pressing too hard only made him retreat further into himself.

"Did I miss something? Is this some kind of new greeting ritual?" he joked.

"Bad dream," Rian muttered. The words sounded hollow even to his own ears.

Arlen studied him for a moment.

"You just assaulted me with affection," he said dryly. "Something's wrong. Seems like more than just a nightmare."

Silence hung between them. 

Inside Rian's mind, the memory surged up with brutal clarity. A battlefield drenched in chaos - the air thick with dust, smoke, and the metallic scent of blood - Arlen's ice magic blazing desperately as he tried to hold back a surge of monsters. And then, in an instant, a monster had torn Arlen apart.

One arm first. Then the other. 

Rian had let out a gut-wrenching scream as he watched the monster tear off Arlen's head - plucked like a grape.

That had been life thirty-eight. Or maybe forty-one? 

Rian had stopped counting the individual deaths, but the images never left.

And now, Arlen was here. His friend was here. 

Warm and alive again. 

Annoyingly sarcastic and familiar as always. 

Rian's heart seized, caught between the overwhelming relief of seeing Arlen alive and the terrible certainty that he would have to watch him die again.

In past lives, he had gathered them early. Arlen. Rena. Takumi. The others. He had pulled them aside in quiet rooms or empty training halls like this one and told them everything he knew - about the gates that would begin appearing in a week, about the monsters that would spill out of them, about the long, slow collapse of the world that would follow.

Other times he had gone even further, convincing Guild Leader Veda to escalate the warning beyond the Ratha itself. He had stood before councils and world leaders, speaking on the global stage, begging them to prepare while there was still time. He had asked for international cooperation, for shared resources, for armies ready to mobilize before the disaster began.

Again and again he had tried to explain it carefully, laying out every detail he could remember from previous lives - every mistake he had made, every disaster he had witnessed, every battle they had lost.

He had done it dozens of times, trying every method he could think of. Always trying to move the needle, to change something, anything.

Each life he refined the explanation further, presenting the future like a strategist laying out a battle plan. Sometimes they believed him immediately. Sometimes they doubted him at first, only coming around when the first gates began to appear exactly as he predicted.

Either way, they always listened.

They always tried.

And each time, he thought that maybe this would be the life where it worked.

He had trained them harder. Changed strategies. Prepared them for battles before those battles even existed. Together they fought monsters, closed gates, and saved cities that should have fallen.

But every single time, no matter how much he changed, no matter how carefully he planned, they all died anyway.

Different battles. Different monsters. Different days.

But always the same ending.

Rian wasn't sure he had the strength to stand in front of them and start that story again.

He was tired. Tired in a way sleep could not fix. Tired in the bone-deep way despair coils around the heart, the kind that makes a man wonder if it would be easier to sleep and never wake again.

He had repeated these same brutal years forty-four times. 

Decades spent watching friends and strangers alike perish in terrible ways while he desperately chased some unseen solution. Every life had been another attempt to reach the end of the maze, another desperate attempt to find a path that didn't lead to the same graveyard.

And now he stood at the beginning again. Back at the same point.

"Call of the Phoenix."

"Evolve or die."

That was his Blessing.

An attribute bestowed by a god. It was what was keeping him alive. What kept him repeating this same endless loop. 

A blessing or a curse, he wondered, his heart heaving.

He wasn't sure he had it in him anymore. 

He wasn't sure he had anything left to give. 

Not today. 

Maybe… tomorrow.

Today…today he just wanted to spend time with his friend.

Rian finally broke the silence, dodging Arlen's concern.

"Why are you up, Arlen? Or did you even go to sleep?"

Arlen continued staring at him, clearly unconvinced, noting the abrupt change in topic.

Then he sighed, shaking his head.

"Alright," he said, "Bad dream. Sure. Whatever," he waved a hand dismissively. "I'll pretend that explanation makes sense. Tell me when you're ready."

He gestured lazily toward the floating ice shard beside him.

"Just practicing," Arlen said lazily. "Had an interesting… mishap a few days ago. Now I need to put in some work to get back into tip-top shape."

"Mishap?" Rian asked as he began stretching for his own warm-ups.

"Ah, yeah," Arlen said. "I found a stray cat. Not very friendly, but she has some very interesting tricks." Arlen tapped his cheek thoughtfully. "I'm trying to figure out how to befriend her. She's quick."

Rian blanched - years of working with Arlen had taught him exactly what that tone meant.

Arlen had found a new toy.

Whether it was someone he wanted to sleep with, someone he wanted to dissect intellectually, or even someone whose ears happened to be shaped in a way he liked, Arlen would latch onto them with obsessive curiosity - prodding, teasing, and needling until his interest was satisfied. 

Then, just as suddenly, he would lose interest entirely, discarding them as if they had never fascinated him at all.

Arlen was very good at interrupting people's lives - wedging himself into them with effortless charm, only to leave behind confusion and broken hearts once his curiosity had been satisfied. Rian and Rena had never quite understood how he maintained such a spotless reputation when, in their private opinion, he was something of a scoundrel. 

In truth, Arlen had many friends and acquaintances, but he only showed his real heart to two people: Rian and Rena. Breaking into Arlen's inner circle - and staying there - was like drilling through to the other side of the earth. In that regard, the three of them were the same. Rian trusted no one beyond the two of them either.

The Triad was tightly bound. Countless battles had entrenched their trust in one another's abilities, each life-threatening encounter reinforcing the unspoken certainty that the others would be there when it mattered most. Rian knew without hesitation that he would give his life for them - and they would do the same for him.

That was also the problem.

Across countless regressions, no matter what choices he made, he had never been able to find a future where all three of them survived.

Many people had tried to enter that circle. Once Arlen's attention landed on someone, they often felt a flicker of hope, a sense that their lives might change if they could grow close to the S-ranker. Who wouldn't want to be friends with one of Ratha's legendary triad? But every attempt had failed.

No matter how hard they tried to worm their way in, the Triad never expanded.

Rian felt a brief flicker of pity for whoever had caught Arlen's attention.

"Don't wreck them too hard," Rian said - then startled at Arlen's sharp burst of laughter.

"Ha! Hahahaha!"

Rian raised an eyebrow. The manic laughter was unusual - but also completely expected from his neurotic wizard friend.

"Rian," Arlen said, turning to look him in the eye. "She's the one who wrecked me."

Rian blinked. …Really?

After a pause, Rian opened his mouth. 

"What's her name?"

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