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Chapter 8 - The Weight of a Name

No announcement followed the duel.

No commendation, no summons, no visible acknowledgment that anything had changed. Training continued as it always had, schedules remained untouched, and the instructors spoke to me in the same measured tones they always used.

And yet—

Nothing was the same.

I noticed it first in the way my drills were observed.

Eyes lingered longer. Corrections were given more carefully, as if each adjustment carried consequences beyond form and efficiency. Even silence felt intentional, as though every movement I made was being recorded somewhere I could not see.

I was no longer training only to improve.

I was being evaluated.

The instructors did not explain.

They never did.

Instead, I was reassigned—subtly, almost politely—to rotations that tested more than strength. Sparring partners changed. Scenarios grew complex. Orders were delivered with less clarity, forcing decisions rather than obedience.

I realized then that this was not about skill.

It was about judgment under uncertainty.

Whispers followed.

Not spoken loudly enough to confront, not clearly enough to deny.

"The top trainee…" "He stood against the heir…" "They didn't even name him…"

That last part lingered.

They didn't even name him.

Names mattered here.

A name meant origin, belonging, expectation. To lack one was to exist without claim—to be useful, but replaceable. And yet, now, that absence felt deliberate rather than dismissive.

As though withholding it served a purpose.

The first summons came a week later.

Not from the head instructor.

Not from the household council.

From a steward.

The room I was brought to was not a chamber of judgment, nor one of reward. It was modest, functional, its walls lined with ledgers rather than banners. Three figures waited inside—none of them noble, none of them instructors.

Administrators.

Record-keepers.

Observers.

They asked no questions about the duel.

They asked about routine.

What time I rose.

How I prioritized tasks.

Whether I followed orders immediately—or evaluated them first.

The questions were simple.

The implications were not.

"Do you believe a name defines a person," one of them asked suddenly.

I considered the question longer than necessary.

"No," I said. "But it tells others how they are expected to treat them."

The answer was recorded.

Nothing else was said.

When I was dismissed, no explanation followed.

No decision was announced.

No reassurance offered.

Later that evening, I crossed paths with Alaric Valenor for the first time since the duel.

Not on the training ground.

In a corridor meant for servants.

He paused when he saw me.

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

"You've noticed it," he said finally, not as a question.

"Yes."

"They won't tell you what they're deciding," Alaric continued. "That part comes last."

"What comes first?" I asked.

He studied me, his expression unreadable.

"Whether you can bear what a name will cost you."

Then he left.

That night, sleep came slowly.

Not because of exhaustion.

But because I understood now that recognition was not a gift—it was a test that did not end.

If I was to be named, it would not be to elevate me.

It would be to bind me.

And once spoken, a name could never be taken back.

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