Sleep did not come easily. When it did, it was shallow and fractured, filled with half memories and sensations that clung long after her eyes opened. She lay still as dawn crept through the narrow gap between the curtains, the pale light settling across the room like a quiet intrusion.
Her body felt heavy. Not weak. Heavy in the way something precious felt when it needed guarding. She rested a hand against her abdomen before she could stop herself, fingers pressing lightly as though reassurance could be given through touch alone.
You are safe.
For now.
The thought did little to steady her pulse.
Outside, the pack house stirred. Voices murmured. Doors opened and closed. The routine was deliberate, controlled, but she could sense the tension beneath it. Last night's attack had left a fracture that no amount of order could fully conceal.
She rose slowly, stretching the stiffness from her limbs. The mirror across the room caught her reflection and held it there. For a moment, she barely recognized the woman staring back. Her eyes were sharper now, more aware. There was a steadiness in her posture that had not existed before.
This was not the girl he had rejected.
She dressed carefully, choosing comfort over display, strength over softness. The choice felt symbolic. Every decision did now.
A soft knock came at the door. Not commanding. Not hesitant. Balanced.
She opened it to find him standing there again, his presence as immediate as ever. Today, however, something about him felt different. Less guarded. More intent.
"You should eat," he said.
She raised an eyebrow. "Good morning to you too."
His mouth twitched briefly, almost a smile. "Good morning."
He stepped aside to let her pass, falling into step beside her as they moved down the hall. No one spoke, but eyes followed them. Curiosity. Speculation. Something close to awe.
The dining hall was already occupied by a handful of pack members. Conversations dipped when they entered, then resumed quietly. She felt the weight of attention but did not shrink from it. If anything, she met it head on.
They sat at opposite ends of the long table, close enough to feel each other, far enough to maintain distance. Servants moved efficiently, placing food before them. She forced herself to eat slowly, deliberately, ignoring the knot in her stomach that had nothing to do with hunger.
"You should not leave the grounds today," he said without preamble.
She glanced up. "Is that a request or an order?"
"A precaution," he replied.
"I did not ask for a cage."
"You are not caged," he said calmly. "You are protected."
She scoffed lightly. "Protection always comes with conditions."
His gaze held hers, unflinching. "Not this time."
Something in his tone unsettled her. It was not dominance. It was resolve, stripped of expectation.
After breakfast, she walked the grounds alone. The air was crisp, carrying the scent of earth and pine. Wolves trained in the distance, their movements fluid, disciplined. She could feel the power of the pack thrumming beneath her feet.
This place had once rejected her. Now it watched her cautiously, uncertain of what she had become.
She reached the far edge of the grounds where the trees thickened, where the forest began to reclaim what civilization had carved away. The memory of the attack pressed in, sharp and vivid. She knelt, pressing her fingers into the soil, grounding herself.
You are stronger than this.
A shadow fell across her. She did not need to look to know who it was.
"You should not be this close to the tree line alone," he said.
She rose slowly. "You follow me often?"
"Only when you are near danger," he replied.
She turned to face him fully. "Then you should be following me always."
The admission hung between them, heavier than either expected. His gaze darkened, something raw flickering beneath the surface.
"Why did you come back?" he asked quietly.
She hesitated. The truth sat on her tongue, dangerous and fragile. "Because running stopped working."
"That is not the whole answer."
"No," she agreed.
He stepped closer, careful, as though approaching something that might bolt or bite. "Tell me what you are afraid of."
Her breath caught. "If I say it aloud, it becomes real."
"It already is," he said.
She looked away, fingers curling at her sides. "I am afraid that staying will destroy me."
"And leaving?"
She met his gaze again. "That too."
The bond stirred, reacting to the honesty, to the proximity, to the shared vulnerability neither had expected to reveal.
He lifted a hand, stopping just short of touching her cheek. The restraint was palpable. "You are not weak," he said. "You never were."
The words struck deeper than any accusation ever had.
"You rejected me because you thought I would break," she said softly.
His jaw tightened. "I rejected you because I was afraid of how deeply I needed you."
The confession shattered something inside her. Anger flared, sharp and hot, but beneath it was a deeper ache, one that had never healed.
"You do not get to need me now," she said.
"I know," he replied. "But I do."
Silence stretched between them, taut and fragile. The forest seemed to hold its breath.
A sudden sound cut through the moment. A low whistle, distant but deliberate. Not wind. Not wildlife.
He reacted instantly, positioning himself slightly in front of her. "We are not alone."
Her senses sharpened. She could feel it too now, the prickle along her spine, the unmistakable awareness of being watched.
Movement flickered between the trees. Not an attack. A message.
"They are testing us," she said.
"They are testing you," he corrected.
Her hand drifted instinctively toward her abdomen again. She caught the motion halfway, forcing it still. His eyes followed it.
"What was that?" he asked quietly.
"Nothing," she replied too quickly.
He did not push. Not yet. But the question lingered, heavy and unresolved.
They returned to the pack house under heightened alert. Orders were issued. Guards doubled. The atmosphere tightened further, coiled and waiting.
Later, as evening settled, she found herself standing at the balcony overlooking the grounds. The sky burned orange and gold as the sun dipped low. She had always loved this view. It felt like standing on the edge of something infinite.
He joined her silently. This time, he stood close enough that their shoulders almost brushed. Almost.
"You are changing the balance here," he said.
She smiled faintly. "It was overdue."
He glanced at her, expression unreadable. "Whatever secret you carry," he said, "it is already shaping our future."
Her heart pounded. She stared out at the horizon, the weight of truth pressing harder with every breath.
Soon, she thought.
But not yet.
The bond pulsed between them, alive and restless, binding them in ways neither could escape. Somewhere beyond the trees, enemies watched and waited. And within her, a truth grew stronger by the day, ticking closer to the moment it would demand to be seen.
