The Weight of Good Days
Good days are lighter while bad days are fucking heavy
They make you wonder when they'll end.
I watched Ben tie our daughter's shoelaces, tongue caught between his teeth, and thought—
If time stops now, I'll forgive it, yes maybe, I have experience a whole lots of joy that I sometimes said to myself, Ari if someone should appear before you at your early days and say to you, Ari Lock you shall experience an abundance of joy that you might feel suffocated in, I would have make a mockery of the person, lolz God saw my through, a career in favour, a good husband, an excellent kids and the best Uncle who makes everything easy, now you can call me blessing hahaha, deep in my thoughts I heard Ben calling, honey? Are you okay? Yes, I mean yeah I am, what's up? I have been calling you for awhile now, so tell me, he close the gap between us with my back pressed to the wall I can feel the heat from his breath, and I swear I was immediately turned on, this days I crave for sex more, is like I can't have enough of it, but it wasn't this way when we newly got married, sometimes I say is busy then I used to be hell busy but now I can breath out from work a little, earth babe, what's going on in your mind? And this look in your eyes am too familiar with it, I felt a bit embarrassed being caught red handed, I looked up while saying, you're full of dirty thoughts, oh really? But you like it when I get more dirty with my tongue, Ben Carter, I shouted, go take the kids to school, he laughed while walking away, gosh don't tell me am feeling in love again with my husband, I covered my face and ran to the bedroom,
I have been calling Ari to inform her that I will be going to drop the kids at school but it seems she's distracted by her thoughts, honey? I called again, and I can see her gathering her thoughts and being more aware of her surroundings, so I closed the space between us, my wife has been getting more and more shy this days whenever I tease her, and it kinda funny to me, but I like it, I left after teasing her feeling satisfied with my reactions I saw on her face,
The Man I Became today Ari contributed awhole lots to it
I used to chase criminals like they owed me answers.
Now I chase solutions.
That's Ari's influence.
She doesn't just change rooms—she changes people.
Including me and having Uncle Gideon by my side as my Mentor, all I can say is that God did had mercy on me, I promised Uncle Gideon that I will stay home with him today, drink tea, play chess and gist away time,
The only man who Observe