Power demanded payment such as ikari, super saiyan and kaio Ken are the best examples especially kaio Ken with its terrible cost to the body.
That cost I have to pay seems to be related to Sleep, it became a rare luxury and when it comes, the dreams became violent.
When I'm awake I felt the urge to dominate—to kill—not out of rage, but instinct .
Ancient Saiyans did not hesitate.
They did not moralize or deliberate their actions .
They survived.
I nearly lost myself many times when training under the full moon, forcing controlled Oozaru state without transformation—compressing the Great Ape's instinct into human form.
My bones cracked snapped on popped .
My heart stopped once.
I revived stronger then ever before and my zenkai's stacked upon awakening.
But something else grew with it—
A shadow of the past .
The Old Will of every primitive Oozaru to exist in saiyan history .
If I surrendered to it, I would become no better than the monsters Frieza feared.
If I rejected it, the power would rot me from the inside.
Balance was not optional.
It was mandatory survival and I Wil not break.
End of the chapter